Thanks to everyone who followed my story and the few who said it was they favorite it. In this chapter you will see what they do to Ziva and Hana, and it is not pleasant, but something happens in the end. Read and find out what.
Recap: "Hana look a me" she turns her head to stare into her eyes. "I will neve harm yo. I proise. Now coe back aroun here chil, I wan to tae a goo look at you. How old are yo anyways?" I question her.
"Five I think" she answers.
Five years old and she is living in hell. Why is the world so cruel.
Chapter 2
"sound"
"thoughts"
(Ziva's point of view)
"Chil yo are oo youn to be ere. Were are yor paents?" I ask her in a soothing voice.
"He said that they died in an accident, but he is lying. He killed them when I was three, I was hiding under the bed when he did it and he didn't know I was under there. He said that they didn't follow his orders so they deserved to die, and that he would take me as payment for them messing up" Hana said in a scared voice.
I cursed Saleem to the fiery pits of Hell for killing the child's parents. She doesn't need to be here suffering under his rule.
"Hana as e ouched you a all in yor ower laces?" She nods her head. Tears streaming down her face. "as e hur yo ere?" She nods her head again and sobs start to shake her body. She opens her mouth to say something but it takes a couple minutes before any words are formed, "It h-hurt. It h-hurt so b-b-bad. He would take off all his c-c-clothes and would start to t-touch me e-e-everywhere. Then he would start r-rubbing me down t-t-there and saying 'your so t-tight' and then he puts a f-finger in me. I cry so m-much when he does that, but he y-yells at me to shut u-up. He then puts m-m-more f-fingers in me and I start s-screaming b-because it h-hurts so b-b-bad, but he hits me w-wanting me to be q-quiet. After awhile he t-takes his f-fingers out and he puts h-h-himself in me. I usually p-pass out from the p-p-pain because it h-hurts, and when I w-wake up he is g-gone and my legs are covered in b-b-blood. Sometimes he even lets his m-men do that t-to me, but they usually just s-s-shove right i-in, t-that h-h-hurts even w-worse."
As she is telling me this my eyes are open wide with horror. How could he do this to a child. Does he truly not have a heart.
I then knew that I would do everything in my power to protect this child from harm, even if it kills me.
"ome ere Hana, shhhhh it's onna be oay. I will otect yo, bu lease romise e omething."
She comes over to me while nodding her head.
"ease do ot tell em my ame, you ca ome up wit nother ame or e, bu ot my own oay? An also efore they ome ack yor oing to haf to ut the blinfol ack on e."
She nods her head at me again, but then her eyes look away as she tries to think of a name for me. "I'm going to call you ima, because you are nice to me and I love you. Is that okay?" she says to me with big pleading eyes.
She wants to call me mom? Oh that precious child.
I look at her with tears in my eyes and nod my head "I would love it if you called me that. ome ere child tie the blinfol ack on an the crawl ino my arms."
She looks at me with a beg smile and tears falling down her cheeks and nods her head. She picks up the blindfold from where she dropped it and reties it around my eyes. After she has finished she drops to the ground and starts to crawl in my arms. I grit my teeth as she does this because she jostles all my wounds, but then I look pass all the pain and bury it deep within myself because I have to be strong for her.
As she finally settles in my arms, her body facing me and her face tucked into my neck, softly breathing a warm air onto it.
We are warm on this cold desert night, where it sometimes reaches temperatures hovering right above freezing, sharing the heat of our bodies.
I finally close my eyes and open my mouth to sing her a Hebrew lullaby…
Laila, Laila, haruach goveret,
Laila, Laila, homa hatzameret,
Laila, Laila, kochav m'zamer,
Numi, Numi, kabi et haner.
Numi, Numi, kabi et haner.
Laila, Laila., Numi, Numi, kabi et haner
Laila, Laila, itsmi et enayich,
Laila, Laila, baderech elayich,
Laila, Laila, rachvu chamushim,
Numi, Numi, sh'losha parashim.
Numi, Numi, sh'losha parashim.
Laila, Laila, Numi, Numi, sh'losha parashim
Laila, Laila, haruach goveret,
Laila, Laila, homa hatzameret,
Laila, Laila, rak at m'chaka,
Numi, Numi, haderech reka.
Numi, Numi, haderech reka.
Laila, Laila, Numi, Numi, haderech reka
Laila, Laila, Numi, Numi, haderech reka
English version
Night, Night, the wind grows strong,
Night, Night, the trees rustle,
Night, Night, a star is singing,
Go to sleep, blow out the candle.
Go to sleep, blow out the candle.
Night, Night, Go to sleep, blow out the candle.
Night, Night, close your eyes,
Night, Night, on the way to you,
Night, Night, they rode armed in full gear,
Go to sleep, three horsemen.
Go to sleep, three horsemen.
Night, Night, Go to sleep, three horsemen.
Night, Night, the trees rustle,
Night, Night, a star is singing,
Go to sleep, the road lies empty.
Go to sleep, the road lies empty.
Night, Night, Go to sleep, the road lies empty.
Finishing the lullaby I can hear her little snores telling me that she had fallen asleep. Happy that she is able to escape this nightmare, even for a little while, brings me some joy.
I snuggle my face into her hair and tighten my arms around her then gently fall into my first dreamless sleep that I have had since I have been here.
Next morning…
I wake up to hearing the door slam open and a man yanking me blindfold off. I open my eyes to see Saleem and a few of his men standing around us with smiles on their faces.
I look down to see that Hana is awake and her eyes open wide with fear. I tighten my arms around her to reassure her that I am here and will protect her. She looks up at me and nods her head to show me that she understands my gesture.
"Well look men, the Jew whore and Bitch have become friends. I wonder if they know what we have in store for them today." Saleem then tries to drag Hana out of my arms, but I won't let him. He realizes that I won't let her go so he starts to kick my back, but when that doesn't work he gets out his knife and stabs me in the leg.
My arms loosen just a little, but that is just enough for him to pull her from me.
Hana starts to call out for me "Ima! Ima help me!"
I try to get her back but they kick me in my stomach before I can reach her.
"She calls you mom? Hmmm well it doesn't now we can't have any of that struggling, or else I will have to hurt her" Saleem tells me in a mocking tone.
I immediately stop moving, wishing he will keep his word and that no harm will come to her.
"Oh, I guess you were right Yazid, she might just respond to us torturing the girl" Saleem says in an approving voice.
He then turns to me and says something that makes my heart stop.
"Jew whore we will be continuing our routine with you, but this time she will be in on it as well." He looks a me a sadistic gleam in his eyes telling me that he will enjoy torturing the both of us.
No I can't let him do that to her. I have to say something. Anything to stop him from raping her.
"o. Don hur er." I say to Saleem with an angry look that promises pain to him if he dares to touch her.
"Oh so you do speak. I was beginning to think that you were mute" he says with a smirk on his face.
"And I will do what ever I feel like and you can't stop me, but I will make a deal with you. If you tell me your name I will let only one of my men do her a day and she will not be harmed as much."
Saleem then grabs me not waiting for me to answer and pins me to the ground spreading me legs out wide. The man named Yazid does the same to Hana but all the while taking his clothes off.
Hana lets out a whimper as she gets ready for what she knows is about to come. Tears start to stream down her cheeks.
"Saar" I say to him before he can do anything to Hana. She looks over to me with her tear filled eyes with wide eyes.
"So that is your name. Now how do I know your telling me the truth, you could just be lying."
He grabs me around my neck and starts to choke me, wanting me to tell him the truth.
"my ame is Saar" I gasp lets go of my throat with a smirk and I start to gasp for my breathe. "Well alright then, but I think we will just keep calling you Jew whore. It's fits you better and I will keep my word about what I said for the Bitch, but I will add something else. Whatever I do to her I will do twice as much to you. Got it?"
Without waiting for me to answer him and Yazid then take off their clothes and lay themselves on us, making their bodies feel pleasure.
Yazid starts saying things to Hana. Trying to make her cry even more and wanting to see the fear in her eyes.
"You are so small, but they makes you so tight. And that feels really good. You are so wet and tight and I just love hurting you like this."
After Yazid finishes with Hana he gets off of her and comes over to me. Saleem finishes after some time after Yazid and gets up. True to his word no one else touches Hana after Yazid is done, and for that I am grateful. But what Saleem has decided is for me to get twice the amount of what I usually get to compensate for the lose of using Hana, but I am okay with that. If I can easy her suffering, even if its just for a little bit, I will do it.
After they have all gone twice on me they pull on their clothes and leave. Pain then starts to rip through my body as I finally register it. Blood is running down mine and Hana's legs, hers not as much as mine, but even a little bit of blood is still blood.
Hana then crawls over to me and sobs in my arms. I try to sooth her and sing her the lullaby I had sung the night before to calm her down. Finally after she stops shaking she looks up at me and says "Why did you tell them a name. You didn't have to."
I looked down at her with tears in my eyes and say "Hana I ill o anying I an to rotec yo an ease your ain. Even if i eans aking yself o through ore ain hen I will adly o it tefel."
About five hours later the door opens and they throw in two bowls of chicken and rice and two bottles of water.
I open my arms as much as the rope will let me and gently slide the sleeping child out of my arms. I then crawl over to the food and start to push it towards her.
I start to shake her a bit to wake her up, but whispering all the while as not to scare her. She finally opens her eyes and sees the food, and a big smile lights her face up. She sits up and starts to dip her hands into the bowl, but can't quite pick anything up.
Finally after having a quiet laugh I put my hands into the bowl and start to feed her. This takes quite awhile seeing as I can only scoop so mush up at a time. After she finishes she starts to reach into the other bowl as if to feed me. But I shake me head.
I move my hands over to the bowl and start to scoop up the food again and put it in front of her mouth, but she closes her mouth and shakes her head.
"No Ima you need to eat or else you'll get sick" she says with a knowing tone.
I smile and say to her "Tefel I am no ungry, ea it o else i will go o wase."
"Fine" she says with a pout, but opens up her mouth.
After she finishes with that bowl, I open up her water and tilt it into her, trying to let run into her mouth. Gradually she finishes all the water, then turns to help me with mine. This time I don't refuse her because I cannot survive without any water.
Finished with our meal we crawl over to a corner and sit there, her in my lap snuggled up to me. To pass the time I decide to tell her children stories, knowing that she has probably not heard any since she was raised here.
Sometime later the men come back and continue their routine, except this time they do it to Hana as well. With me getting twice as much then usual I am delirious with pain. After they finish they leave, but not before tying my blindfold back on.
Hana crawls over to me and takes the blindfold off.
I open my eyes and look over to Hana. Relief fills my eyes as I see that not much harm had come to her body.
I then look down at my body and see that he kept true to his word he didn't hurt Hana as much, but my body suffered twice as much as usual.
Hana then looks down at my body and gasps, for she had been looking at her own body instead of my own. She crawls over to me and starts to gently touch me. Seeing the wounds that were upon them her eyes start to water and she begins to cry "Ima your bleeding everywhere."
"It's oay tefel, I really on't eel anying" I whisper to her my voice still hurting from when he had choked me earlier.
She looks up into my eyes and says "Ima I'm so sorry that they hurt you. I wish I could do something."
I smile at her and wrap my bound arms around her and say "on't pologize tefel, it's oay. nd yo are oing omethin, yo are aking e appy."
I can feel her smiling into my chest and she wraps her arms around me. Gently I start to rock my body and start to sing the lullaby, trying to get her to go sleep.
Right before either of us fall asleep she yawns and says sleepily "I love you Ima."
I smile and tears come out of my eyes.
"I ove yo too tefel."
(No point of view)
On and on this routine goes on for about two months. Everyday they wake up and Hana reties Ziva's blindfold back on. Ziva then wraps her body around Hana and tries to protect her from the men, but every time they do something new to get them away from each other. She pleads with the men to leave them alone but all they do is laugh. All the men then come in and rape the girls. After this is done time passes with them taking a nap or making up stories until their meal is delivered. Ziva decided that every two weeks she would only eat half of her bowl and then give the rest to Hana. Hana knowing that she could not argue with her just went along with it. Occasionally Ziva would use her water to clean up herself and Hana not wanting any of their wounds to get too infected. Then after they had finished they would sit in the corner and just talk about random things. When they were all talked out for the night, Ziva would sing their lullaby and they would fall asleep.
Finally they wake up to hearing gunshots and men yelling. Quickly Hana ties on Ziva's blindfold and they huddle up, naked in the corner. Hana with her face tucked into Ziva's neck and knees pulled up to her chest. Ziva then wraps her whole body around her, trying to shield her any way possible.
The door opens, and Ziva immediately starts to plead. "ease on't urt us." I keep repeating that over and over just waiting for them to come and take her from me again. But that doesn't happen, instead I hear a voice that I thought that I would never hear again.
"Ziva?"
Well what do you think of it so far. And who do you think the voice is, but you probably already know lol. Please I hope you enjoyed this chapter and will review.
-Sakura2113
