Dans POV
As Phil and I reach the station, I realize that Phil is shaking a bit. "Phil, are you alright? You're worrying me."
I said. He acted like he was coming out of a daydream. He snapped his head up real quick with a confused look on his face. "What? Oh, yeah. I'm just cold." He replied. I'm not buying it. Something is wrong with him.
Oh god, does he know that i'm gay? Does he know that I love him? Oh no, mental breakdown. "Hey Dan?" Said Phil. Oh no, I think he knows! "Yeah?" I reply. "I have a surprise for you at the end of our show today.
It's for you and our fans." He said. "Well, what is it?" I ask. I'm getting freaked out. What is the surprise? Is it good or bad? "You'll find out at the end of the show." He said. But he look terrified when he said that...I wonder if he's feeling all right.
Phil's POV
I just can't get Dan out of my head. He's always there, smiling, and laughing with those dimples. God, those dimples. He's so adorable, and it's hard to handle. I can't believe I let him catch me crying earlier. He's going to know that something is up. If he finds out that I have feelings for him, he'll freak! We're best friends, and he's straight. He would kick me out of the flat, change his number, or beat me into the pavement! These feelings for Dan are killing me. I want nothing more than for him to be mine. That skin, those dark brown eyes...god. I'm shaking at the very thought of him! "Phil, are you alright?" I hear Dan say. I snap out of my daze to see him looking at me with concern. "You're worrying me." He finished. Shit, he noticed that I was shaking. How am I going to get myself out of this one?! "What? Oh, yeah. I'm just cold." I reply. Nice save Phil!
Ugh, he's not going to buy that! It's like 70 degrees out here! But he just looked at me with an odd expression.
We're almost to the radio station. I've finally decided that I will come out to Dan and our fans. But there is only one way to do it at once. Announce it over live radio. I'm so scared! What if Dan ends up hating me?
I finally speak up. "Hey Dan?" I ask. Dan looks a little pale. "Yeah?" He replied. I hope I can go through with this decision! "I have a surprise for you at the end of our live show today." I smiled. "It's for you and the fans."
I'm trying not to look to suspicious. His eyes fill with terror. "Well, what is it?" He asks. I have to play it cool.
It's ok Phil. "You'll find out at the end of the show." I said.