UnTouched
So it's been a week. A very long ass week without seeing my mystery girl and I'm going crazy.
Do you think I have a problem?
It's kind of like getting hooked on drugs and then when you don't have it anymore you start to have withdrawals. Yeah I know I'm kind of going overboard with this whole thing but I can't help it. If you saw her you would think the same thing. She's even invaded my freaking dreams.
Now I know I'm going nuts.
xoxo
"ASHLEY!" I jumped out of bed so fast that I nearly tripped over my feet. That of course would have made me fall flat on my face which would of resulted in me having a busted lip or even worse.
I can be dramatic, huh?
"What the hell is your deal Aiden?" I walked over to the door and opening it up. We both stood there with boxers on and I was the one with a shirt on. I swear he was really comfortable with wearing hardly anything around me.
I haven't crossed that line with him and to be honest I don't think I would ever. Not with Aiden that is. Of course if it was with a blonde that I couldn't stop thinking about than I was down for that.
Shit, stop thinking that way Ashley. You don't know her and I doubt she would give half a shit about you. Just drop it. If you haven't noticed I like to talk to myself.
"What time do I work today?" You have got to be joking me? He woke me up yelling through my door to ask me what time he went to work today. I dropped my head and swung my brown curls back and forth not really thinking that he was in the right mind to come out and ask me this early in the morning.
"Aiden for the last time...I am not your day planner! I do not know when you go in or get off of work. You need to print up a schedule for yourself. Please think of that before you coming yelling through my door at 6 in the morning."
Aiden smiled at me and then walked away yelling at me.
"Ashley you're hilarious in the morning. Also, you look terrible. You need to do something with that hair." I swear I was going to kill him.
"Trust me you're not the perfect view in the morning either!" I yelled back as I slammed my door shut and I went back to my comfy bed. Aww, I love this bed. I was kind of shocked that my parents let me take most of the furniture out of my room. That would have completely sucked if they didn't let me have my things. I probably would have broken down even worse than what I have.
I miss them.
I miss waking up to breakfast in the morning and actually having a sit down dinner with the people I love. I guess there's no going back to that now. Not unless they accept that I am who I am and I'm not going to stop being me just because they don't approve of it.
They probably figured that I would go back to being lil ol' me because they got mad and they knew I hated disappointing them.
Nope. Not going to do it anymore. I'm not going to make everyone else happy while I'm sitting here being miserable.
xoxo
That morning I was late for class. I blamed it on Aiden.
I walked into class as if I wasn't late at all and all I heard was this screeching noise coming from the front of the classroom.
"Excuse me Miss Davies! Where have you been?"
Please someone tell the woman that she really needed to speak to a student and not yell at them. To top it off her voice was so damn annoying. You would ask for a transfer from her class if you had her.
"I didn't have a great morning." I told her as I took my seat in the back of the room.
"Well I'm sure that there's a few of us who didn't have a good morning Miss Davies but we still got here on time." Ughhh! Can she piss me off anymore?
I rolled my eyes and then went back to getting my things out of my bag.
"She was probably with her girlfriend this morning."
That would be the ex-best friend.
Madison Duarte.
The one who couldn't handle me coming out to her and then decided that she needed to tell my parents. Who the hell does that type of shit? Couldn't she leave it alone? If she didn't want to be my friend any more than ok but she didn't have to go and come out to my parents for me.
Now that was wrong.
"How do you know that Madison? Were you there with us? Were you watching us make out? Come on Madison speak up because I'm sure that the whole class wants to know if you were hanging out with the lesbian or not."
Madison sat there with her eyes wide open and her mouth shut. The rest of the class was either looking at me with disbelief or looking at Madison waiting for her to respond to my comment.
"Go to hell Davies." That was her comeback?
LAME!
"See you there Duarte." I sat back in my seat and smiled.
That's what she gets for trying to make me look like a freak. I swear how we stayed best friends for so long is beyond me. I guess I really found out who was there for me and who wasn't when I came out.
At least I had Aiden.
xoxo
School was nothing but crap like always. I got called every name that there was in the book for being a lesbian. It's really sad when you can come out and say that you get used to hearing it when you know you shouldn't have to. I should be able to be free for who I am.
Work finally came.
Yay.
This is the fun part of the day for me. I actually feel like I can be just me here and no one will judge me for that. Plus most of the people didn't know who I was so that's that. Unless the lame ass students from my high school who like to give me hell but other than that I was good for the time being.
Aiden had already been at work for the last hour slaving away doing nothing like always.
Right when I came in he told me that he had already finished all the work before I got here.
Yeah right.
"Has it been slow?" I asked Aiden as I was making a coffee for one of our regular customers. She gets the same thing every day at the same time.
"Pretty much. Just a few students from the college but other than that no one else."
I finished up the order and went back to stocking a few things that needed to be done out in the sitting area and then I heard that voice. It came out of nowhere. Actually it came from the front of the coffee shop.
My head jerked up when I heard her voice and there she was. The blonde that I've dreamt about almost every night since I first saw her in the bookstore.
The way her hair hung off her shoulders made me want to touch it. The way she smiled when someone was telling her something funny. Or how her blues eyes sparkle at you whenever you talk to her.
"Excuse me."
How she warms your whole body up when she speaks to you. Her body had all the right curves and not a flaw on her. Where was this girl from?
"Excuse me."
"Yes, how can we help you?" I snapped out of it when I heard Aiden's voice right next to me.
When did he get right next to me? Was she talking to me before? How long was I day dreaming? Did she notice the goofy smile on my face?
"We wanted an ice coffee but wanted to know what was good here." I looked at Aiden and I looked back at my angel. I still hadn't found my voice and it was really annoying me.
How could one person have this type of effect on me?
The girls followed Aiden over to the counter and told them what was good while I stood there with a rag in my hand and a dumb founded look on my face.
No more than a few minutes later they were gone.
She was out of my store and I didn't even say a word to her.
"What was that about?" Aiden was standing in front of me and all I could do was stand there looking at the front door where she walked through and walked out of. I let her get away without even so much as a word out of me.
"That was her." I finally shot out.
"Her?" I swear he was so slow sometimes..
"HER!" I told him as I stared directly at him.
"OH! Than why didn't you say anything? She was right there in front of you."
No duh Sherlock. Gees. She was finally in my store and I did nothing about it. I couldn't even say a word to her.
Nothing.
"You know I know her friend. She has a class with me." I looked at Aiden like he was my savior and he was going to be the key into this girl's life.
I was going to get her and he was going to help me.
(A/N: Here's the next one. Let me know what you think. Gina32-Yeah this story is already finished…I'm just revamping it and posting it again. I haven't given up on Trapped. I'm working on that chpt right now. Hope you enjoy this one as well and you're doing well. Xoxo)
