I unpacked my bags and put everything away. When I was done I sat on my bed, I looked at my necklace Gina gave me and started playing with it. Now I'm even more nervous about starting college tomorrow because of what he said. Also speaking of Kaoru, why did he have to be so rude? It looked like he wasn't even happy that I was home after two years of being in a hospital, but I don't blame him actually, I wouldn't want to live with a monster like me. I put my head in my hands, I felt something wet in my hands, I was crying. I was expecting the welcome home from Kaoru to be a lot better then what did happen. My stomach growled, breaking me out of my thought. I wiped away my tears with my jacket sleeve and stood up. I walked over to the door and opened it a crack. Kaoru's door was still closed, I quickly opened my door and sped walked past his door and down the stairs. I walked into the kitchen and looked through the cupboards for something to eat. I found some noodles and grabbed them, then closed the cupboard. I grabbed a pan and filled it with water and put it on the stove and turned on the gas. When the water started to boil I put the noodles and grabbed that spaghetti fork thingy and started turning the noodles. When the noodles were done I turned off the gas and took out the spaghetti strainer and put it in the sink. I poured the noodles in the strainer till all the water was gone. I took the noodles and put it back in the pan and added sauce. I plated my food and grabbed a fork then took my food back to my room. I ate my food while watching TV. It was great to eat food that tasted close to Gina's food. In the hospital Gina taught me how to cook, she said that having people wait on me hand and foot all the time wouldn't help me in life. During the cooking lessons we got really close, even though in the beginning I was stubborn. When I was done eating I turned the TV off and grabbed my plate. I stood up from my bed and left my room. When I was halfway down the stairs I heard voices coming from the living room. I quietly looked to see who it was and saw the rest of the club. I panicked and almost dropped my plate. I quietly put it down on the floor and hid behind a corner of the wall so I can see and hear them, but they couldn't see me.

"So I heard Hika-chan is back." Honey said.

Kaoru sighed. "Yah he is, he's in his room."

"So you aren't sharing a room anymore?" Haruhi asked.

Kaoru huffed. "Why would I? He freakin murdered Tono, I can never forgive him for that." Kaoru huffed.

"So did you tell him what to do at school?" Kyouya asked while writing in his black book.

Kaoru nodded. "Yup, I told him to not come near us. I felt really bad, he looked really hurt when I told him, but I think he gets it, it is the best for all of us."

"I have to disagree with that." Mori said.

"I agree with Takashi, I think we're being too hard on him." Honey said while eating a piece of cake.

"Why do you guys think that, he killed Tono willingly. He knew what he was doing."

"He wasn't himself Kaoru, the Hikaru we know would never do something like that. Tamaki and him might have not always gotten along, but he would of never done that if he was acting like himself."

Everybody was quiet after that. I covered my mouth and slightly started to cry.

Kaoru laid his head in his hand and covered his mouth, a tear went down his cheek. "I guess you're right Mori senpai, it just that, two years ago when we first put him in the hospital. I didn't see my brother, my twin brother I loved. All I saw was this monster, but today when he came back he seem normal, but I still feel like a part of him is missing." He stated started crying. "All I want is my brother back."

I couldn't handle it anymore. I quietly got up and ran upstairs. I walked into my room and closed the door. I laid down on my bed and just silently cried. I heard a knock on my door, I quickly turned on my side facing away from the door and closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. The door opened and footsteps walked up to me. I slightly opened my eyes to see who it was, it was Kaoru, I closed my eyes again. I could hear him crying slightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for treating you so badly. I was really happy when you came home, I really was. When I heard you downstairs I jumped out of bed, but when I was about to open the door, I remembered that night. I was afraid that you'll be the same, but you're not. I know that you're asleep, but I want you to know that I still...I still…."

I couldn't hold it in anymore. I sat up and hugged him. He started to cry even harder and hugged me back, I started to cry as well.

"I'm sorry that I killed him, I wasn't thinking straight. Every day I regret doing it, I'm sorry." I sobbed.

"I know you weren't thinking straight, and I want you to know that I still love you."

I cried harder, and so did he. We just cried for a bit, then we fell asleep next to each other, like we use to, before I became a monster.

Hey guys I hope you liked this chapter, sorry if it's kinda boring, I didn't really have a lot of time to write it. I will try to make the next chapter more interesting, please F&R. Until next time.-HH1957