AN - Thank you for your reviews it made me feel great! Also I meant that he would be mad at her for using a defib on a patient she new nothing about which could end up making the situation worse.
"Sam, are you coming in or are we having the conversation in the hallway?" He asked in a mocking tone.
"Sorry I didn't realize we were here I was too busy taking in the surroundings" Something I have always done people think it was down to having to assess the situation in the army but it started way before then.
"I know I just want to have a chat to you please come in" he gestured towards the door but im more amazed by the fact he remembered!
"Of course" I say as I walk in as if I own the place. I take a seat on his desk and wait for him to begin
"Sam what's wrong with the sofa?"
"I would prefer to sit up here thanks and anyway what do you want to talk about do I get the job or not simple really." I say with no expression on my face
"Sam of course you get the job! But I wanted to talk about other things"
"Really Thanks and what other things?"
"The fact my daughter had just turned up in my ED saved a patient's life and got a job all without saying Hello and giving me a hug" As he says it I realize I have turned up out of the blue and not once said Hello, I jump up and give him a hug
"Hey Daddy I've missed you and sorry I didn't say anything before I can explain"
"Please do Samantha, I would love to hear it and I'm sure your mother would too" I knew turning up here out of the blue would shock him but I thought he would be happy that I have left the army and got a job in Holby would make him happy and then he wants to get my mother involved, I haven't spoken to her since I was 14 and besides what difference does it make to her whether I'm here or not? Who knows and let's hope he likes my explanation.
"Daddy I'm sorry okay I couldn't go on out there working not after what I did, I killed him Daddy I killed him yet it's my job to save people. I had to leave and the only place I could think of was here as I needed to work as well so I got them to ring you. I'm sorry I've let you down. Please don't tell her I'm back she has no need to know for all I know she doesn't even know that I joined the army she would kill me after I promised I wouldn't and I didn't just break the promise to her I broke it to Jack as well" I'm in tears while looking at him, I hope he will listen to me I do not want to ever see her again!
"Sammy, don't cry. I won't call her don't worry I haven't spoken to her for year either not after blaming me for what happened to you and Jack" He tells me with a sympathetic look on his face, He comes over and hugs me. "Sammy, you stay here and calm down I'll go get us some coffees and tell them I have a mountain of paperwork and not to disturb me. Sound like a plan?" He lets me go and signals towards the sofa as I take a seat he leaves.