(So the story will consist of it being in Lydias point of view and Stile's)

Chapter two

Stiles pov

"Stiles. Stiles you have to breath" Lydia's voice says.

"Its too hard, i thought i had control" i gasp.

" Stiles focus on me, my voice, my eyes, my whatever okay, Scott says all you need is an anchor find an anchor and you find control" she says although my anchor is her and all i want in the world is to hold her until i gain control.

"Its not working" i say panically.

Shes cups my face with her cold hands hands "shhh, calm down Stiles i know you can do this, you told me once that control is overrated okay? So remember that, control is overrated" she says.

After a while i hear myself repeating Lydia's words. I feel my sideburns disappear, my claws gradually go back to normal nails, my fangs return to normal teeth and i sense my eyes turn back to brown. I notice Lydia is still holding my face and i don't want her to let go but she slowly removes her hands and i feel her absence. And sits back on her heels and i do the same.

"Thanks" i say and i kinda laugh in relief.

"Welcome," she says so sweetly i have an urge to hold her and she smiles a smile that shows her dimples. I stare at her pink soft lips and shes looking at mine and i can hear her steady heartbeat, i have an urge to kiss her when i almost go in she focus's her gaze on my eyes and says "we should probably go downstairs" i nod in agreement and we walk down the stairs and i cant help but think i need to be with her all night if i want to stay in control.

"We decided on 'just go with it', you know the film with Jennifer Aniston" says Scott with a huge grin and him and Liam fist bump while Kira, Lydia and Hayden exchange a glance as if to say 'boys eh? what are they like'. Then i cant help but fist bump Scott to because Jennifer Aniston is hot.

The three seater sofa is taken up by Kira and Scott and the ball of popcorn and the two seater is taken up by Hayden and Liam which leaves the arm chair and the floor. Which i would happily sit on the single chair with Lydia but I sit on the floor and indicate that Lydia can sit in the arm chair.

"I have a skinny butt, theres room for both of us" she laughs.

I grab a blanket and we squeeze in somehow and its comfy our body heat keeps us warm and the pack looks at us in a way that says 'are you dating' or 'their so going to get together' and then Lydia says "why don't one of you two," she says pointing to Scott with Kira and Liam with Hayden, "'the couples' sit her all snuggly" she says which i pray for my sake that they object because i want to be close with Lydia as much as i can be with her tonight, which i think they understand so they just look away and Liam presses the play button. My arm is around Lydia and half of her face is buried in my t shirt. I cant help but think how beautiful she is when she is at her most natural and how amazing she looks when she laughs. I realise that i really do want her and the way to do that in Lydia's eyes is to tease her so thats what i will do is be a tease. About halfway through the film Lydia is tracing small circles on my leg, Kira is almost asleep and Liam is kissing Hayden on her cheek and neck. Then Hayden's eyes glow orange which Liam doesn't see but when Hayden realises i see she turns and looks embarrassed and mouths to me 'the full moon'. Which i guess Lydia cant keep the full moon from us.

When the movie ends everyone has fallen asleep except me, i slowly move my arm from around Lydia's body and quietly stand up and make sure everyone has a blanket over them, i leave a note in the kitchen for my dad when he comes back from the sheriff station because i know he will go in the kitchen first, not to go in the lounge because thats where everyone is asleep. I creep up to my bedroom and take a shower in the en suite, once i'm showered and dressed i hear the door creek open and Lydia is there. Her soft hair ruffled and on one side, my jumper covering her shorts, her lips slightly pouted and a sort of haziness in her eyes from Tiredness.

"Hey" i say softly as if i will startle her even though she was the one that came up here.

"Are you sleeping up here?" She asks so quietly she almost sounds vulnerable.

"Yes i thought that you would have more space in that arm chair," i realise i must sound as though i don't want her in here, so i amend "would you like to sleep up here tonight"

She nods her head and comes over to me she goes in for a hug so i embrace it, she pulls back and looks at my lips and holds the back of my neck with her soft small hands, she inches closer towards my lips as if shes not sure whether shes going to kiss me and i realise this is my chance to be a tease, her lips are so close to mine that we share the same breath and when her lips touch mine i brush her lips with mine for about two seconds and then pull back. She looks at me so innocently i almost kiss her for proper this time but i don't.

"Whats up?" She says with a bit more of her usual tone in her voice so i know shes becoming more awake and the more awake she gets the more aware she is so this means she meant to kiss me.

"Nothing you know, just wondered why you were...uh...doing what you were doing" i say.

"Okay," she laughs, "if thats how your gonna play" she says

"What do you mean" i say even though i know exactly what she means.

"Playing hard to get you're being a tease," she says and bites her lip "i can play this game just as good" she says.

"Is this part of it" i joke because she looks so gorgeous when she bites her lip.

"Maybe" she says with an edge of mysteriousness to her voice.

I get into bed first so that she can decide whether she'll join me or go back downstairs but she climbs in bed like a little child would.

"Goodnight" she says

"Goodnight Lydia" i reply and stare at the ceiling until i drift off to a heavy sleep.

When i wake Lydia is gone and i smell bacon cooking, i look at the clock and its only ten o'clock so we have time to visit Allison still. Every 17th of march i quietly say a word to Allison it sounds sad i know but i need her to know that it wasn't me that killed her and i feel really sorry, sometimes i might start crying but today i cant because everyone is down there and they will know i have been crying. I silently tell Allison that i still wish it was Allison and Scott instead of Kira even though i admire Kira and that i wish she could meet Liam and hopefully she has met my mum because if she has tell her i miss her deeply. I get dressed and wash and go downstairs when i enter the kitchen theres a light buzz to the group which i think everyone is looking forward to seeing Allison because we only go on her birthday and the day she died. Kira has her arms wrapped around Scott while he makes the bacon and eggs Liam and Hayden are smiling and laughing about something and Lydia is on the kitchen stool smirking at me. Thats when i remember last night and the whole tease thing to be honest it makes my heart race and palms sweat thinking about it. She has my jumper tied around her waist and the light blue vest she had on last night is pulled down so i can clearly see the lace of her bra and the line which her boobs form. Okay two can play at this. Although i don't know how to do anything right now. When the food is served we eat without really talking because I think we are all really hungry when we're all done Liam and Hayden sit out the back for a little while and Kira and Scott pretend to watch tv when its clear they're making out. I walk past Lydia and gently run my hands along her back and i can see her shiver then i whisper in her ear

"It's on"

She smirks and looks at me, she looks down at my lips and her smile fades and she goes in for a kiss and i walk away and laugh feeling slightly smug.