Never Forgotton

All characters are not created by me but the amazing Stephenine Meyer. I only made the story line :)

Chapter Two - Alaska

Bella's POV

Several hours later i was crashed out on my bed, this was the first time since i'd become a vampire that i was truely exhausted. I wanted to sleep, just to excape to dreamland for a couple of hours, i closed my eyes tightly wishing for sleep to come but instead i found myself day dreaming of Edward. I launched myself up in bed, i was not going to think about him. We were leaving for Alaska tomorrow were we would deal with the newborns that were playing havoc, i was not looking forward to it. I dragged myself off my bed and made my way into the bathroom, i stood in front of the mirror my eyes were dark and i was thristy but i did not want to hunt, the thought made me mentally cringe. I turned on the hot water in the shower and undressed then climbed into the hot spray. It burned my ice cold skin at first but then it was nice, i washed my hair in my favourite strawberry shampoo and when the water started to run cold i shut of the water. There was a knock at my door. I tied the towel around my body and made my way through my room to the door, i flung the door open to reveal a surprised Demetri.

"Sorry Bella, i didn't know you were in the shower." he said embarressed. Bless him.

"No problem Demetri, whats up?" i asked casually.

"Dinner is served." she said smiling.

"I'm not that thirsty." i said shrugging, he raised his eyebrows and pointed to my now onyx eyes.

"We need to be strong for tomorrow, i'll wait here, you get dressed." he said and i sighed. I closed the door and within a minute i was dressed thanks to vampire speed. I opened the door and fluffed my hair out, Heidi was there now too.

"Come on Bella, then we can prepare for tomorrow." Heidi whined as she tugged me down the familar hallways back the turret for the second time today.

An hour later my eyes were crimson and i felt kind of sloshy. I was sitting on the sofa next to Heidi watching TV, Jane was ranting about the ridiculous ways humans saw vampires and i couldn't help but giggle. Suddenly a low voice was in my ear.

"Bells come for a walk with me babe?" Felix said huskily, i would have had goosebumps if that was possible. I followed the brute from the room feeling Heidi's and Jane's stares on my back. We were standing in the garden under the moonlight the silence was peacefull until it was full of Felix's voice. I felt his lips in my ear as he ran his hand down my one arm.

"Bella honey, i think it's stupid of us to fight this attraction we feel for each other any longer." she whispered. Was he being serious? Was attraction and repulsion the same thing in his book.

"Felix please cut it out." i said quietly sighing but he continued.

"If dear Edward was here i would rip him limb for limb for all the pain he's caused you. He will pay for it Bella, i will kill him myself. Now stop being stubborn and kiss me." he said pulling me round, before i had time to think his lips were crushed on mine. Anger bubbled up inside of me. I pushed him away.

"I DON'T LOVE YOU FELIX, I LOVE EDWARD. AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM. YOU WILL NOT LAY A FINGER ON HIM OR SO HELP ME I WILL TEAR YOUR BALLS OFF AND SHOVE THEM IN A JAR!" i roared, rocks and boulders around me rose as i tried to get my emotions under control.

"Geez Bells, keep you powers under control will you?" he hissed then dissapeared into the castle. I collapsed to the floor and the items i had picked up fell back with a crash. Sure my telekanisis had grown so that i could pick up more than one thing with my mind at a time but i didn't want it. Thats what drew them to me, thats what made me what i am. I sobbed softly into the grass wishing that the pain i felt could just end. I just wanted him to hold me once more or just to hear his voice, i was not alone for long soon i felt arms around me, it was Chelsea.

"Bells are you ok? Do you want me to get Aro?" she asked worridly as she stroked my hair. I was about to answer when someone answered for me.

"That won't be nessacary Chelsea, i will take her back to her room." Heidi hissed. It was not a secret that Heidi and Chelsea never got on, i never actually got to know the reason why, i think it had somthing to do with Afton...

"Bella?" Chelsea asked me ignoring Heidi

"No, i'm fine thankyou Chelsea, i'll go back to my room. Good Night." i whispered pulling myself off the floor Heidi took my arm and led me back to my room.

Before i knew it dawn was breaking and i was dressing in sturdy clothes. I had jeans and a tshirt on with my sneakers and put on my cloak. Heidi was dressed exactly the same and we walked to meet the others. After a good luck call off Aro we were running, away from Volterra and to Alaska where our services were required...

Edward's POV

Alice walked into my room. Same as she always did around this time off year, all dance and love and happiness was lost from her empty eyes as she perched on the end of my bed.

"Fifty years today.."she said and her voice broke. My heart ached and I felt a wave of calm wash over me. Jasper. Fury began to rage in little Alice's eyes.

"JASPER! CUT IT OUT. LET ME GRIEVE IN PEACE...SHE WAS...SHE COULD HAVE..." Alice ranted hitting at the walls, at least it wasn't the staircase this year. I grabbed hold of her hands and she sobbed hard into my chest, Jasper appeared moments laters, he kept wincing feeling double heartbreak. I felt sorry for Jasper, i tried to stay away from my family as much as possible. If i had to suffer there was no need to pull Jasper down with me, I knew Esme missed me. But the truth was i was ashamed, when i left Bella it destroyed our family, but i had to save her, I would not turn her into a monster.

"Everyone it's time to go." Carlisle called from downstairs, even sadnes found a way into his caring tone. Jasper pryed Alice off me and they made there way downstairs with me following shortly afterwards.

"Tanya just rang, i told her we were leaving now" Emmett said quietly. Emmett was left with a large Bella size hole in him too. He never touched his video games or made any jokes on this day even Rosalie had come to see that Bella was to me what Emmett was to her. On this day Esme never gardened, Emmett never played video games, Alice never shopped, Rosalie never bitched, Carlisle never read and Jasper just held a sobbing Alice. This day was the saddest day of the year, 18th January.

We loaded the cars up silently, we were heading to spend time with the Denali's. Tanya was ecstatic to hear the news, she better behave herself, otherwise i doubt my reply will end up being very gentlemanly. The car journey was silent apart from the gentle thrum of the engine, I closed my eyes but all i could see was her beautiful face staring back at me, her rosy blush filling her cheeks and her beautiful brown eyes staring at me. I felt Jasper prod me and then heard his thoughts, they were thick with pain,worry and concern.

Edward please, your killing me! With Alice and yours anyway plus the whole familes i am close to exploding.

I nodded apologetically and spent the rest of the journey lost in my familes thoughts and focused on the Alaskan scenary that buzzed past the window.

Hours later and we arrived at the Denali house, the curtain flickered and i saw a flash of strawberry blonde hair thats when i heard her thoughts.

Edward it's so good to see you, my don't you look handsome

I growled a low growl, i was not in the mood for Tanya's flirting, when would she realise that Bella was the love of my existance and not her! Carlisle put a fatherly hand on my shoulder and spoke through his thoughts to me.

Try to ignore her Edward, Tanya is just trying to help you move on.

I sighed and looked at my feet, i was startled when Carmen suddenly hugged me. Kate stood clsoe behind smiling and Eleazer stood watching Carmen.

"It's great to see you again Edward." Carmen smiled genuinely

"Same to you all." I said with as much enthusiasm as i could manage. "Excuse me, i think i need to hunt." I didn't want to be around them all i wanted to be alone with my thoughts so i could go to pieces privately.

I ran to where i had spent the night all them years ago when i was running from Bella after the incident in biology. I laid in the snow and stared into the dark sky, the stars were immerging adn i watched as the great balls of fire rearranged themselves to from Bella's face. I heard the almost silent apporach of Tanya and sat up.

"Edward?" Tanya asked quietly

"Yes Tanya?"

"How are you doing?"

"Do you want honesty or lies." i asked flatly and she came closer.

"Truth please."

"Not so well, i miss her so much. Every second of every day my heart bleeds for her, i need her. My brand of heroin..." i started trailing off. Tanya hugged me softly.

"I'm sorry your hurting Edward, maybe you should try to get over her it's not donig you any good." Tanya soothed, anger raged out of me.

"Tanya! I don't want to forget her, i love her with all my heart and soul, i need her." I heard Tanyas teeth clench together.

"Edward, come with me i want to show and tell you somthing." Tanya said. I raised my eyebrows at her indicating i was not in the mood for petty things. "Trust me it will make you laugh." she giggled and pulled me from the ground, she ran into the forest and i followed.