And 5 months later I'm posting a new chapter IM SO SORRY! I've been really busy these past few months with school and other stuff I promise to upload more often and make my chapters don't be shy to give me your thoughts, opinions, etc- Jessi(: P.S Happy New year! And Aryanna's middle name is Amore which means love in Italian.
Hunkyness
I 've been staring at the wall for an hour, seeing shapes and figures that's probably just my imagination. I've been up for an hour just laying down on the cheap bed I bought in a yard sale last week, the old lady was nice she smiled at me and held Aryanna her eyes crinkling in the corners. I heard Aryanna fussnext to me I turned over making sure I didn't squish her.
" Whats wrong Amore. ?" she looked up at me smiling, her tiny finger in her mouth. "Are you hungry," I tickled her little tummy and she gurgled. I stood up cradling Ary in my arms. I looked at myself in the mirror holding Ary.. wow I have changed I mean I'm still me but certain features have changed. I just really hadn't had the time to notice, my face was fuller well yeah obviously since I gained so much weight from Ary, my brown eyes weren't happy how they used to be they looked dull and worn out.
I sighed and kissed Ary's forhead walking to the kitchen looking around. The walls were faded and boring I wish I had money to fix it up a bit and make it look a tad bit more homie. The landlord said I could do anything to the place, unfortunately for me I'm broke boo hoo. But the good thing about this place is that it comes with a microwave and fridge. If you even really count that as a good thing since the fridge is empty except for milk, ham, bread, and cheese. I layed Ary on the gray couch, making a wall of pillows so she wont fall over.
I reached for her formula bottle mixing in the contents before putting it in the microwave. I walked over to Ary staring down at her, I'd like to say that being a parent will just get easier but it really doesn't. I like to think what my life would be like if I didn't have Ary I don't regret Ary because I love her to death and she's my little Amore. But I would have loved to go to prom, graduation and college. This is my new life though and no going back I just want to do the best for myself and Ary.
The beeping noise interrupted my thoughts and I walked over to the microwave putting the bottles lid on and testing out the milk on my hand. I picked up Ary and fed her, she suckled the nipple drinking and occasionally stopping to catch her breath. " We have a lot of things to do today Ary we have to go grocery shopping, hardware store, and I think we could go to First Beach to play okay," she stopped sucking on her bottle, and gurgled as if she actually knew what we were going to do today.
I quickly changed Ary into a nice flower print dress with thick pink tights, and simple flats. At least one of us looked cute and fashionable I just had on a pair of jeans, a tank top with a cardigan over, a pair of heart earrings and my hair up in a messy bun, blah ohh well lets go. I walked with Ary in my arms to the grocery store, the good thing about the grocery store is that it was only about 2 blocks away.
I walked in grabbing a cart and putting Ary in the back. I glanced around, the dim lights dancing off the fruit making them look delicious. " Hello would you like to know the daily specials for today?" I turned around and noticed a tall, guy with bronze skin he must be quileute. " Uhmm.. no thanks." I walked off slowly hearing him ask himself " Is something wrong with me." I giggled and went down the dairy aisle.
" Okay Ary we have a budget of 50 dollars, so lets not go over that" I said as I grabbed a liter of milk. i put it in the the cart and grabbed a carton of apple juice I walked to the baby section grabbing powder milk for Ary. Off to the chip aisle yes I feel guilty because im always complaining on how fat I am and really I am but I've been obsessed with Hot Chettos since I was little. After pickig out many other things I pushed over the cart to a cash register.
"SHUT UP SETH!" I jumped and looked back to see two HUGE guys pushing each other. Ary started crying from the yell and I ran over to her " Ohh Amore its okay shhh don't cry" I said bouncing her on my hip as she wailed. I turned back to give those two idiots a piece of my mind but I ran into a 6 foot 8 wall of abs. I looked up into the wall's eye's. Wow he wasn't a wall at all but a dark, tall, and handsome hunk. He looked down at me with a blank expression I noticed his shaking had stopped.
" What's your problem idiot you made my daughter cry!" "D-daughter?" he asked. " Uhmm.. yeah" I rolled my eyes.
"Uhmm.. Miss your total will be 43.77." I handed the last of my money over to him. I bagged my stuff and walked off not glancing back at hunkyness. This is harder than I thought it would be a handful of heavy bags and Ary in another hand ughh kill me now.
"Hey!" I heard that but I'm not sure if that's for me so I'm not gona turn around.
"Hey!" there it goes again I turned and saw a red faded chevron truck following me slowly. Holy shit I'm scared what do I do. I looked inside and realized it was hunkyness " Can I help you?" I asked. He pulled the truck to a stop and hopped off standing in front of me the light shining off him made him more gorgeous. No bad taty don't think about his beautiful self he could hurt you and your daughter!
" Do you need a ride home I mean because that looks really heavy and.. yeah." He asked scratching the back of his head. Soo… how exactly do I know your not some serial killer or something?" he smiled " I'm not I promise can I take you home please" I looked into his eyes it sent a buzz from the tips of my fingers to toes, they were sincere and honest I felt like I could trust him. I looked Ary she looked fatigued and tired.
" Okay fine." He grinned his beautiful smile stood out on his face he took the bags from my hands and put them in the back. He opened the passenger door for me, " Can you hold Ary for me?" " Me?" he asked looking at me with wary eyes. " No casper, yes you I cant get in with her, here just hold your just lay one hand over the over" I said as I grabbed his hands my heart did a little flutter and eased Ary into them. " Breath its okay you wont drop her."
I climbed into the truck and put my seat belt on. I looked over at him he looked so adorable with my Amore in his arms he was playing with her nose as she laughed hysterically her little hand playing with his shaggy hair. They looked so adorable I smiled," Okay you can hand her over." He eased her into my hands and went over to the front of the truck to the drivers seat he settled in and buckled his seat belt. " You ready?" he asked "Yeah but please go slow I don't have a car seat for her" I nodded down at Ary.
"I will," he said. We drove in silence our labored breathing in sync… hmm weird but they were exactly in sync. Aryanna giggled and I followed where her eyes were. Hunkyness was sticking his tongue out at her I laughed and kissed Ary's head. " So what's your name?" " Tatyanna Jessica Gallegos, and yours" I glanced at him. "Beautiful name and hers?" he asked. "Aryanna Amore Gallegos." I said. "You both have beautiful names." I blushed and looked away " Thank you, so are you going to tell me whats yours?" I asked. "Oh right, Paul Levesque." "Well nice to meet you, say hi Ary."
He smiled at her " She's beautiful, just like you," he said. Is he going to keep making me blush "Oh right here," I said pointing to my apartment. He got out of the truck and grabbed the bags from the back. " Oh no that's okay I can take them," I said. he ignored me and waited until I walked over to the door and opened it. " Im sorry its so ugly" I said as he put the bags on the counter near the fridge. " Its okay Tatyanna." " Well thanks for that…." I drifted off not sure what to say.
"Your Welcome,hey I was wondering.. well you see there's going to be a bonfire later tonight would you like to go with me?" he asked. " I don't know I have to take care of Ary. " You can bring her all the girls would love to see"her he grinned. " Okay fine." " Kay I'll be over at 7." He kissed Aryanna's forehead and walked towards his truck. I shut the door and bounced Ary in my arms " Isn't he cute Ary?"
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