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Chapter Two- Mixed Emotions

Damon led me to what I assumed was his room and I got the feeling not many people entered this room at all. The whole time up the stairs and down the hall I kept trying to read him, but his emotions were all over the map from excitement to hunger to sorrow and everything in between. I had to stop trying because it was beginning to give me a headache. He went straight to the desk and pored a drink.

"Whiskey?" He held out the glass.

I crossed the room slowly taking a closer look. This room was truly beautiful it was hard to believe it was Damon's. I took the glass and gulped it as he grabbed the bottle and drank from it.

"So how has my dear Azzie been?"

"Fine. Living my life my way like you told me to" I responded taking another drink.

"From what I saw downstairs you're back to your old ways" he smirked sitting in the chair with his feet up on the desk. "Tell me, How high is the body count?"

"Not as high as your's" I retorted sarcasically.

"Well you have to remember I am a lot older than you"

I sighed as I finished my drink and set the glass on the table as I walked over to the only open window.

"Sorry Az, I do remember what it's like to kill and not want to" he added sympathetically.

"Really? Because I remember all those stories you told me about killing for fun" I shot angrily.

"Yeah well it's not as fun as it used to be" he mumbled drinking from the bottle.

"Is that why your emotions are so scattered?" I laughed "Has the big bad Damon Salvatore finally come to grips with reality? Come to grips with the cold hard truth about the woman you loved so much?" I was shocked.

He tilted his head in confusion then smirked.

"So it was You I sensed near the church earlier tonight" his voice became firm.

"Uh yeah. I had just got to town, wanted to get the lay of the land, did you know a lot of laylines cross here? Anyway I stumbled across you and a few other people and saw that I made the right choice in not helping you. A few hours later I was attacked by gouls and ended up here." I said as casually as I could. "So it seems you and your brother aren't so different, what's with the Katherine look alike?" I was desperately trying to change the subject.

He looked at me confused for a moment then shook his head when he got what I meant.

"Stefan found her, she's a Gilbert, her name's Elena"

"Katherine's mother's name" I Interrupted. His brow furrowed. "I've done a lot of research on her since you've been gone" I walkedto the desk and shook the glass. He filled it to the rim.

"Why?" he questioned.

"You've got your secrets, I have mine" I smirked as I drank.

"I taught you well" he said proudly.

"Hey! Don't take all the credit! Destiny's been there every step of the way!" My voice thick with venom.

"Right my oldest friend Destiny, how has she been?"

"Lately?" he nodded "She's been sad" I stated sitting on the desk. "She misses him, his birthday just passed right?" he nodded again. "Since then she's been down and it's messing with her magic and she still won't admit it to herself, not that you really care" I finished.

"Are you still bitter that I left?"

"Bitter isn't the word I'd use exactly" my heart beat picked up and Damon noticed and scoffed.

He stood up and moved swiftly so he was now in front of me. He gently placed his hands on my thighs and slowly pulled them apart, stepped forward and rested between them.

"You missed me" I went to talk, but he stopped me. "I can tell by your heart and the way we kissed downstairs" he smirked.

"I was hungry!" my voice angry and firm.

"That was more then just hunger" he moved his head closer so our lips were just inches from one another. "We both know that no one feeds you the way I do" his voice became soft and seductive. Pheromones were coming off him like a radiater.

I tilted my head slightly and brushed my lips against his then pulled back and giggled. "Don't be so sure of yourself Damon"

"We both know how you feel about me" he grinned.

"Felt honey, past tense!" I stated.

He gripped my thighs then ran his hands up to my sides slowly looking me over.

"I tell you what, you tell me the truth that you missed me and I'll tell you a little secret" he smirked looking into my eyes. I stared back into those Sapphire blues I loved for so long with my emerald greens debating on what to do. His secret could be something I already knew or really stupid and I'd spill for nothing. "Come on Azzie, you know deep down that you really want to know" and he was right.

"Fine, the truth? Not a day went by that I didn't think of you whether it was because I wanted to kill you or for a split second for some reason I would miss you, but you already knew that so now you spill. What's your secret?" My voice was firm.

He moved his head slightly to the right and moved his head forward brushing up against my cheek and stopped just shy of my ear where his breath was slightly tickling it.

"I missed you to Azzie Love" he whispered and I pushed him back at his name for me.

"You're a liar!" I spat at him.

"Believe what you want, I know I can't change your mind, but I am telling the truth" he grinned. "Hey what about that firey twin of your's?" I looked away.

"She was killed shortly after you left" I replied finishing of the drink.

"How?" his voice full of concerned confusion.

"A vampire" I said flatly.

"Why didn't she use her powers?"

"She tried, but the bitch had a witch's talesman so Akelianna's powers didn't work. The fucked up part is they were after me" I closed my eyes at the memory watching Katherine tare my sister apart, her piercing scream, Katherine believing it was me. I remembered holding my sister's mangled body and crying after I was sure Katherine was gone.

"Do you know who it was?" I shook my head.

"I was there" I kept my eyes closed.

"Who did it?"

"I really don't want to talk about it" I faked a smile as I looked at him then looked away.

Damon placed his thumb and index fingers on my chin and made me look him in the eyes.

"Who?" was all he said.

"Let's just drop it alright?"

"Azkedelia! Who - Did - It?" he kept his voice soft, but firm.

"You won't believe me" I went to stand up, but he didn't let me budge. Damn vampire stength I thought to myself. "Try me" he pleaded.

"You'll hate me for it"

"Very Doubtful" his eyes had become soft as well.

"Fine!" I looked him straight in the eyes and moved a stray hair from his face. "It was Katherine. Katherine killed Akelianna because she thought it was me" I stated.

I know a cliffhanger, but that's what keeps you reading! So how will Damon react to what Azkedelia just told him. Will he believe her? Keep reading to find out!