Sequal to you have friends now...
The guys on the sea-saws were starring at us sniggering, i didnt care, i really didn't, i just kissed Andy.
So all of Black Veil brides knew my secret, well wasnt this fantastic, the first real friends ive ever had know i cut myself.
Somethings never got better, my life included.
"Promise you wont do it again"Said Andy, i could tell he was deadly serious about this but i didnt want to promise anything, i didnt even know what i was doing the first time it just happened.
I had to get out of here, i couldnt stay in the park with Andy starring at me waiting for me to make a promise. He doesnt understand why i cant promise. I put my fingers on his eyelids and closed his eyes. I kissed him gently on the lips and walked away, i forgot about my wrist and hopped the fence, it hurt but i couldnt stop now.
"Eris, come back"CC shouted, they all ran after me, Jake and Andy jumped in his car and followed me. I sat at the bottom of a tree listening to them trying to find me. I put my headphones in so i couldnt hear them and slowly drifted off.
*Ashleys PoV*
"Eris, come non stop hiding"I shouted into the forest, we all decided to split up. I cant believe she done this to herself, all i wanted to know was why but i knew she wouldnt tell me straight away. I sat down for a second looking around when i saw her.
She was lying on the ground, her face was as pale as ever, i ran over to her shouting for the others to come. I didnt want to wake Eris up so i just carried her to the car and lay her across mine, Jinxx's and Andy's laps.
Jake started the car and Eris shot up quickly.
"Sorry."She whispered then she passed out.
"Jake take us to the hospital"Said Andy quickly putting Eris's head down on his lap.
"Ok, what about her parents?"he asked looking slightly worried.
"Ill ring them of Eris's phone when we get there just get us there quickly!"I shouted.
We stopped at the hospital and i grabbed her phone from her pocket. I had a bad feeling about her parents so i rang her brother and told him everything. he said he'd be here in a few minutes so i waited for him to get here while Andy carried her into the hospital.
When Ben got here i decided to ask him why she would do something like this to herself. He told me everything, the truth about her spraining her wrist, the abuse. Everything, i couldnt believe it, Eris had a pretty good reason not to tell us. Me and Ben walked into the hospital together, they were keeping Eris in over night, her heart rate was slow, she could have caught her death. Andy and Ben stayed with her over night. The rest of us went home.
*Eris's PoV*
I tried as hard as i could to open my eyes but they wouldnt budge. It was horrible, i was in a black box, i couldnt move, i knocked around the invisible box as hard as i could trying to move my real body. I could feel the blanket and the pj's i was in but i couldnt move. I felt someone hold my hand, a tear drop fell onto my arm.
"Eris, its been 2days, wake up, please"It was Ben, I was in a coma thats why i couldnt move, i wanted too and i really needed a pee. I strained again and this time i succeeded, my eyes slowly opened. Ben and Andy were by my side. Then everything came flooding back to me, the knife, the forest, the tears, the kiss. I felt like i was going to throw up, i was in a light blue nighty that nearly showed my butt.
"2 days?"I asked, i sat up straight sighing.
"yup, the doctors said you'll be fine but your staying in over night again"Replied Ben.
"Oh hell no!"I said back acting sassy, i jumped out of bed and put my jeans on then took my nighty off. I was in my bra and jeans infront of my big brother his face was priceless.
"Ok first of all yes and second of all PUT A TOP ON!"said Ben laughing like hell. I put my hoodie back on and grabbed some scissors cutting the little hospital tag of my arm and skipped out of the room.
"Arent you guys gunna come?"I asked them grinning at Andy.
They looked at eachother quizzicly, oh this was priceless.
I walked out of the main entrance, the nurses didnt even recognised me, i saw Ashley, CC, Jake and Jinxx having tabs around the corner. I jumped on Ashleys back and pinched the tab off him, i threw it behind me uslessly.
"Thats bad for you that is"I said giggling.
"ERIS!"He shouted happily.
"Thats my name dont wear it out"I smiled.
I gave the boys a hug and jumped in the front of Bens car, i was ready to go home and take what ever those freaks threw at me. I grabbed my phone out of my jeans and started to type.
'I promise'
I sent it to Andy, he would know what i ment.
"Ben."I whispered.
"Eris."He whispered back chuckling under his breath.
"what have mom and dad been up too?"I asked.
"Alright actually"He said sounding rather impressed.
"REALLY"I shouted in shock!
"No, They've been out of town, its just me and you for a week"
We laughed for the rest of the way home just making silly jokes. We both pretended we didnt but we loved eachother really, we were always there when the other one was in a time of need. Although sometimes he thinks i wont understand but i think since my 'accident' that will change. We walked into the house and sat in the living room.
my phone buzzed in my pocket.
'yey :)'
I giggled to myself but i didnt know what to say so i just left it.
I ran to the bathroom as fast as i could and puked into the toilet, Ben came in and lifted my hair up and put it in a pony tail. I couldnt stop being sick. I told ben to go to bed and after a few minutes of arguing about it he locked up and went upstairs, i was up all night, there was nothing left in my body apart from bile and i was close to thinking that was going to go soon too. I didnt sleep at all i was sat next to the toilet throwing up. It was 7am when Ben got up and i hadnt been sick for an hour, i got up from the bathroom floor so gratefull it was all over when i was sick again.
"Eris come on lets go back to the hospital you havent slept all night!"Ben shouted.
"Ben i cant, everytime i move im sick theres no way i can make it there without my guts coming out of my mouth."He knew i was right i just had to wait until it all ended, my phone rang multiple times until Ben answered and told Everyone i was ill. I was starting to feel better and ben brung me a bottle of water. After about an hour i left to get some fresh air. I rang Andy and told him i was alright, i was walking down to the park talking to Andy when i felt the pain run through my back. I screamed as loud as i could and put my hand around my stomach, whoever was behind me had gotten the knife straight through me. I picked up my phone and screamed help before turning to see who it was.
"mum."i gasped. She pushed me down on the floor smaking my head of the pavement then walked away.
"ANDY, HELP ME!"I used all of my energy shouting down the phone before the world went black.