"Stiles what are you doing here, how long are you here for, when did you come back?" Derek fired off all of his questions at once.

"None of that matters Derek. I am just here to tell you that I forgive you, I forgive you for walking away from us for giving up on us but most importantly I forgive you for having a child with someone else. I forgive you Derek." Derek could feel his heart ache with wanting to reach out and grabbed Stiles and never let him go. To hear Stiles say he forgave him it hurt, he didn't deserve his forgiveness.

"Stiles I am so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. I don't know how it happened. I am so angry at myself. It was suppose to be you, its always been you." Derek was on his knees sobbing. It took everything in Stiles to not go over and comfort him, but that wasn't his job. He was just Stiles the human of the pack well not even pack anymore, he didn't talk to any of them in the past two years he was gone. He didn't belong and by the way no one tried talking to him he guess he never really did belong.

"Derek get up, you are stronger then this. I am not your destiny, I don't think I ever was. I just wanted to check in and make sure everyone was still alive and not killing each other with their petty fighting, especially Jackson and Scott." That last comment brought a small smile to Stiles face bring back memories of those two always trying to prove who was stronger. "I am so happy for you Derek, your son looks so much like you even though he is only one."

"How do you know?" Derek's head snapped up to look at Stiles, to know that Stiles had some how seen him.

"I saw you three today in town. You looked like such the perfect family." Stiles had a shy smile on his face. Thinking back to that afternoon seeing Derek play daddy and well he didn't know what to call the two adults, he didn't know if they were dating or...

"We're not together." Derek broke through his thoughts like he knew what he was thinking.

"Why not?"

"It would never work."

"Well I am sorry. Kids should have both of their parents in their lives but what ever works for you two."

"He doesn't have my heart. He knows it was a mistake that lead to this but I love my son and he will always have both of his parents in his life. We live together, separate but together. It makes more seance that way we are always there."

"Well that's good. I have to go, I am leaving in the morning...well actually in about four hours. I guess I should go and try and get some sleep. It was great seeing you Derek. I am glad everything turned out and that your son is healthy. Best of luck to everything else." With one last look back Stiles slowly made his way down the dirt road and once again out of Derek's life.

"WAIT!" Derek took off after him. Stiles stopped but wouldn't turn around it was to hard and he knew if he looked back he wouldn't be able to leave. "Why are you leaving, we need you here, I need you here. Its not the same without you. You taking off like that two years ago broke the pack, it broke me. You can't just walk away again."

"It broke you, what about me? You had a kid with someone else! You cheated after one stupid disagreement we had. How do you think that made me feel? To watch your first kid growing inside of someone that wasn't me! How was I suppose to sit back and be happy for you? I would have hated that kid everyday knowing that it wasn't ours. You say it was suppose to be me, well guess what its not! I will not sit here and take blame for your mistake. I hate you Derek and I wish I never came back!" Stiles was so angry he was shaking. He turned and ran down the road and all the way back to his motel. Once he got to his room he ran inside slammed the door and fell to the ground sobbing. It was the ugliest girl cry ever but he didn't care he had so much pain in him that he was finally letting go.

Back in the forest I was standing in the same spot willing Stiles to come back. I didn't know what hurt more, knowing Stiles forgave me or the fact that even though he forgave me, he hated me. I hate that I hurt him so much. He was right though he didn't deserve any of the blame for how much everything fell apart that was all me.

FLASHBACK

It had been two weeks since Stiles had moved and I couldn't leave my room for anything but to go to the bathroom. The pack brought me food but I left it untouched. I felt so empty inside and food wasn't going to change that.

"Derek you need to eat something. We all miss Stiles but you still have us and soon you will have a kid that is going to depend on you even more."

"Go away Scott you don't know anything."

"Derek we aren't stupid. We all know what happened dam Stiles is my best friend, you don't think he wouldn't confide in me? You did something stupid but your kid doesn't deserve anything but the best from you. You will get up and take care of your responsibilities." With that Scott got up and left the room to let Derek think of what he had told him. As he was passing the living room he looked at everyone and shook his head. About 9pm everyone went home. Jackson got a call about midnight,

"Hello?"

"Its gone, its all gone."

"What, what's all gone?"

"I am sorry, tell everyone I am so sorry." With that all he could hear was a dial tone in his ear. Two minutes later his phone rang again.

"Jacks get your butt to the house. Its on fire! OMG DEREK!" was all he heard from a hysterical Danny. He jumped up and ran all the way to the house. When he got there he couldn't believe his eyes. Their home, the one place they could all feel at home was up in flames for the second time.

"Where's Derek?" Jackson frantically shouted.

"I don't know they say the house was cleared so he must have been out." Lydia answered. She had tears streaming down her face as she was hugging Danny, Scott and Allison were both trying to comfort each other too. Jackson thought back to the first phone call he got, it must of been Derek, Derek set the fire, but why?

END FLASHBACK

I finally made it back to my apartment about six that morning. My whole body hurt from the running and all the emotions over the past couple hours. I just wanted to go to my room and sleep for the next week and forget everything that happened. When I opened my front door thought I knew there were other plans, I could hear crying coming from the other room. I went into my sons room and saw that he was up. He was looking at me with his big toothy grin.

"Hey Bryce, its okay daddy is here now."

"I was just coming to check on him. I got his breakfast down in the kitchen if you want to bring him down Derek."

"Okay I will. Thanks Danny."

A/N: So this story has taken on a life of its own. It is not anything that I had planned out. Back in the last chapter up to the first flashback that was all originally but then it took over and went wild. I don't plan on this being very long but then again its pretty much its own thing so I will just write what ever it tells me to. Thanks for all those who are reading. I hope it doesn't disappoint.