Hey! Sorry I haven't updated, I haven't been in the best mood lately.

So, this is really long. 3.5 pages on word! I really hope you enjoy

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It was a normal day in math class for Nick.

They would learn something "new" that Nick had learned last year at his old school. He had already taken Pre-Calculus at his old school. He hadn't bothered changing the class because this was his only class of the day where he could think.

Nick pulled out his notebook, quickly copied the notes, and then started doodling. It wasn't like the teacher was going to call on him anyway. Nick was actually very shy and quiet. Especially around teachers and Jeff.

Jeff

He didn't know when it had happened, but Nick fell hard for Jeff. It had all came as a big epiphany to him after Jeff's last boyfriend.

And Jeff was comfortable around him. Nick, on the other hand, wasn't. Jeff had been completely casual when talking about his sexuality. Nick hadn't even admitted to Jeff about being gay yet.

He had tried dropping hints, but Jeff was oblivious.

He tried flirting, but once again, Jeff was oblivious.

He couldn't find the right words to say. So instead, he wrote it down everyday in his Pre-Calculus notebook.. He could write everything he was feeling so perfectly. He would completely blank out and stood there looking like a big idiot whenever he tried to tell Jeff his feelings.

Nick hoped one day he wouldn't be so scared to tell Jeff. He hoped he could finally be himself. But, for now, everything would remain the same.

Maybe Nick would just give Jeff the notebook. Of course, it would be embarrassing with Jeff's name doodled everywhere with hearts and smiley faces. Nick would probably die of embarrassment if that ever happened.

Nick was so deep in thought, that he didn't hear the bell ring.

He only noticed when Jeff walked over to his desk. "Nick, are you ok? You totally spaced out during class..."

Nick jumped, finally seeing how unusually close Jeff was. Nick's train of thought completely left him as he gathered his books. "Y-yeah."

Jeff had a look of doubt on his face, but he didn't question Nick. Jeff figured Nick would tell him whatever was wrong when he was ready. Jeff walked with Nick to their lockers. "Hey, Nick, do you think I could see your notes from yesterday? I asked Mr. Jettson for them, but he said he didn't have a print out for me."

Nick had completely forgotten Jeff had not been in class yesterday. He had been too busy writing the deepest and most heartfelt confession out of all the ones he has written, which is a lot.

Nick absentmindedly handed his notebook over, still in a state of haziness.

Jeff hurried down the hall to History, with Nick's notebook in hand. He entered the classroom and took his seat. Today they were just reviewing, so Jeff would have time to copy Nick's notes.

Jeff flipped to yesterday's notes and looked at the first page in shock. It wasn't math notes at all. It was a letter and doodles.

He knew this was invading Nick's privacy, but he was curious.

Jeff,

What the hell?

I...I don't really know how this happened. It just did.

I guess it all started when we met. There was something about you. Your bleach blonde hair is what caught my attention. Then, I went to my room and you were standing there with your bags, introducing yourself to me. I was ecstatic.

Soon, we became best friends. We were inseparable. You never saw one of us without the other. I was happy I found such a good friend.

Then, one day, I realized there was more than just friendship there. I felt love. I wanted more than just friendship. I wanted you.

I love you, Jeff.

But, you'll most likely never read this. I would tell you all of this, but I just get to nervous around you. I have trouble opening up and being myself. I'm scared you won't like me.

I basically know these words by heart. It's funny, actually. I've written in this notebook everyday since I realized I love you. There's probably hundreds in here.

Jeff flipped through the notebook and, true to Nick's word, there were hundreds.

Maybe one day, I'll have the guts to give you one of these letters.

So, I guess that's all.

Love,

Nick.

Jeff was overwhelmed. He couldn't believe what he was reading. Usually Nick was so quiet and reserved. He'd never even knew Nick was gay.

If Jeff had, he would have done something sooner.

Jeff flipped to a new piece of paper and got to work.

oO0Oo

Nick was frantically searching for his notebook. He was so out of it this morning, he couldn't remember where he put it.

He hoped to God he didn't leave it in math. He didn't want it falling into someone else's hands. Especially Jeff.

It was right at that moment Jeff walked into Nick's room. Nick quickly dropped whatever he was holding and turned toward the blonde.

"Hey, Nick, here's your notebook back." Nick's eyes widened

"Where did you get that from? Give me it!" Nick tried to snatch the notebook away from Jeff, but Jeff used his height to his advantage. Jeff held the notebook over his head as he answered. "I asked you today after math if I could copy the notes from yesterday's class. You were acting really strange, but you handed it over."

Nick's face flushed. He noticed Jeff wasn't paying attention, so he grabbed the notebook and threw it in the corner.

Jeff quickly turned to the door and left Nick's room.

Phase one complete...

oO0Oo

Nick arrived at Jeff's dorm hours later with the notebook.

He ran right up to Jeff and smashed his lips to the taller boy's lips. Jeff was so startled he dropped his chemistry book onto the ground.

Nick deepened the kiss, dropping the notebook on the ground.

As it dropped, the latest entry fell out.

It was chicken scratch, but still readable

Nick,

I'm thinking you didn't mean to give me this notebook.

But, it's a good thing you did. I read the notes. I can't believe I didn't see it all along.

I love you, too. I have since freshman year. I just didn't know you were gay.

You never said anything. I would have done something a whole hell of a lot sooner if I knew.

Nick Duval, please go out with me?

-Jeff

It was followed by an enthusiastic "Hell yes!" at the bottom of the page.

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