Tori's POV

I still can't believe Robbie is dead he was only 28 years old he had just begun to live his life but Robbie's drug problem caused him his life. Heroine was Robbie's drug of choice he would shoot up and work on his software for days on end. The story about Cat and Beck that Andre told us about was only half accurate Beck had been Hollywood's it boy for 4 years before his downward spiral Along with Ryder they both starred in box office hits then Ryder's scandals and Beck's alcoholism caught up to them Beck started missing shoots and became difficult to work with and Ryder got caught up with an underaged girl and it hurt the studio that they worked for they became industry poison so Beck went back to Canada to resurrect his fallen career he did a couple of films and straight to dvd movies and tv shows he just couldn't leave the bottle alone and one night at a bar he got wasted and belligerent he caused a bar fight and stabbed a man with a steak knife and went to jail for 2years and Ryder became a cocaine junkie he blew threw his money faster than the speed of light when I saw him 3 years ago he was trying to promote his new movie which never came out because he had checked himself into rehab. Cat was in Paris because she ran away from Hollywood she couldn't deal with the price of fame and how high the stakes were so now she co- designs clothes for big name designers and stays behind the scenes. Andre , Jade, and I are the only ones who kept our careers intact. Seeing Jade's face after 10 years made me feel the love ive had for her all these years all over again she was still beautiful but she had changed her appearance a little bit instead of black locs she was a dark brunette and she didn't wear as much black anymore. I had followed her career this whole time she was an actress, producer, writer ,and director she had won 8 Emmy's 4 Golden Globes 6 Academy awards and 3 Tony's she was Hollywood royalty and so was Andre 10 Grammys and 3 Oscar's but because of his accident he hadnt really been to active on stage he produced music behind the scenes. As for me Im America's Sweetheart 12 Grammys 2 Oscar's 1 Academy award 2 Emmy's 13 number 1 hits 6 top 10 singles 4 platinum albums 1 gold 3 Hollywood block busters I was a star but it didn't mean shit because I had no one to share it with my fiancée had died and dating in Hollywood wasn't all it was cracked up to be . I was laying in bed in my hotel suite when I got a call from a weird number.

" Hello" I said

" Tori it's Cat" Cat said

" Oh my god Cat how are you?" i asked

" Torn up Tori I just got the news about Robbie im completely shaken up about it all what happened do you know?" She asked

" Drug overdose Cat" i say sadly

" God I thought he kicked that habit ages ago " Cat says

" No he didn't im still in shock" I say

" What about the others do they know?" Cat asked

" Andre, Jade, and I attended the services this morning and im sure Beck and Ryder know from all the stuff that was shown on Tv." I said

" Jade and Andre how are they its been 10 years since I've seen them and you too" Cat says

" Well as can be expected in this bad time" I say

" I'm catching a plane to the states Tori and I would love to see you guys and catch up if its possible" Cat says

" Yea that would be great im down here for a few more days and im sure Jade and Andre would love to see you" I said

" Yea well im going to get some rest before I leave to the airport ill call you when I land " Cat said

" Sure just call me" I said

" Alright bye bye Tori " Cat

" Bye Cat" I said

Cat would be here in the morning or afternoon depending on what time of day it is out there in Paris but I had to make sure Jade and Andre didn't leave before she got here so I picked up my phone and scroll down my contacts til I found Jade's number and pressed the call button.

Ring Ring Ring

" Uh hello" a groggy sounding Jade answers the phone

" Oh god Jade im so sorry I didn't mean to wake you" I said

" Its alright i just dozed off actually whats up Vega?" Jade says

" Cat's on her way down here I just got off the phone with her and I wanted to make sure that you were still going to be in town " I said

" Uh yea ill be down here until Friday " Jade says

" Perfect well do you want to go with me to pick her from the airport?" I asked

" Yea definitely well ill see you in the morning then" Jade says

" Yea ill see you then goodnight Jade" I said

" Goodnight Tori " She says before hanging up

I made one more call to Andre before turning in and falling into a dreamless sleep.

Later that day

" I hate airports " Jade says holding her coffee

" I know right the people are so rude" Andre says

" Aww come on guys its not that bad " I say

" Yea right Tori this shit is horrible and you know it where the hell is Cat ?" Jade asked

" She said she would be here around 9" I said

" Well if you weirdos would turn around you would see that im right here" Cat says

" Cat ! Oh my god " I say wrapping my arms around the former red head.

" Tori god its been too long" Cat says hugging me tight.

" I guess i can't call you little red anymore huh" Andre says

" Ill always be your little red Andre " The now crying Cat says hugging Andre.

" Hello Jadey" Cat says to Jade

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" Get over here Kitty" Jade says hugging Cat.

" Guys I really hate to break this up but we have to get the hell out of here before it gets crowded " I said

We grabbed Cat's luggage and headed out of the airport and stopped at a local diner so we could talk and catch up. The waitress led us to a booth and we all sat down and ordered.

" This still seems so unreal to me Robbie reached out to me about a year ago and he was telling me that he just signed a deal with Verizon ." Cat says

" I know it feels unreal to us all Cat" Andre says

" I know by the way Jade saw the new film great Job you really nailed it" Cat says

" Thanks kitty" Jade says

" Cat you've seen it too so im the only one who hasn't seen it?" I asked

" Yea Tori you really need to catch up" A familiar voice said.

I looked next to my right and standing before me was a long haired and goateed face Beckett Oliver wearing a black button up black ripped fitted jeans a fidora and combat boots.

" Is there room for one more?" He asked

" Oh god Beck" I said as I hugged him

" Hey Toro" Beck says

" Man Beck its been too long brother" Andre say hugging him

" Way too long Dre" Beck says

" Oh Beck " Cat says hugging him

" Hello Kitty Cat " He says before looking over at Jade.

" Why Hello Jadelyn " Beck says

" Beckett" she says before wrapping her arms around her former boyfriend

" Wow you guys look great " Beck says

" So do you Jared Leto" Jade says making us all laugh

" I think he looks like Jafar's son on The Decendents minus the goatee" Cat says making us all laugh again.

" Your not turning hippie on us are you Beck?" Jade says still laughing

" No actually its for a new show im in called " The Alliance" real Sy-fy shit Jade you'd be proud" Beck says.

" So you're shooting it in Canada or what?" Andre asked

" No here in La and in New Zealand that's right people im back in the US" Beck says

" Congratulations Beck " Cat says

" And what about the other thing are you ok?" I asked referring to his alcoholism.

" Its fine Tori I've completed my classes I've been drug free for 4 years and Sober for 2yrs" Beck says.

" That's great Beck " I say

" But i feel like I picked the wrong time to stop drinking Robbie man its still unbelievable" Beck says

" We all feel the same way Beck " I said

" Where were you all when you found out?" Beck asked

" I was at a press conference in Phoenix for my new film when I found out Robbie's assistant called me" Jade says

" I was at the studio finishing up some tracks for a greatest hits album and Robbie's mom called" Andre says

" I was at a photo shoot for Vogue when Rose Robbie's sister contacted me" Cat says

" I was wrapping up my European tour when my agent told me" I said

" Well I was at home looking over my script and i turned on the Tv I thought it was a hoax until I saw them wheeling him out on a gurney" Beck says

" Of all the people in the world to go it had to be Robbie " Cat says

" I know he was such a good kid and I blame myself for what happened to him" Beck says

" But why man?" Andre says

" Because if I never listened to Ryder about going to that place he would still be here and he never would've got hooked on that shit" A choked up Beck says.

" It's no one's fault we chose our own lives we knew about all the awful shit that went down in that place but we did it anyway it just sucks that Robbie had to pay for it" Jade says

We all payed for it I thought to myself after the first night in The Box you would have thought we had learned our lesson but you're wrong we kept going back getting more hooked each time.

Flashback Graduation Night

" Fuck its finally over !" Ryder says as he pops the bottle of Champagne open that The Box provided us.

" Its been a long time coming but we did it" Beck says

" Well I'd like to make a toast to High school being over and the start to a new chapter in our lives Salut" Robbie says

" Here Here" we all said in unison clicking our glasses together

The Box had thrown the biggest graduation party known to man.

Alcohol by the boat load , food, Drugs , and scantily clad Men and Women.

Jade , Cat , And I were in a private room sipping cocktails with Jessie the blonde when Mariah the brunette walked in.

" Well hello ladies ready to have some fun" She says holding up a vile filled with powder.

" I dont know about this guys " I said

" Oh come on Tori its graduation night " Cat says

" Yea Vega live a little YOLO" Jade says cracking up with Cat

Im pretty sure if Jade wasn't drunk she would slap herself for saying some stupid shit like Yolo but it was graduation night and we were here to have fun.

" What the hell let's do it" I said

We did line after line of that Coke and we were giggling and laughing like idiots dancing around the room in nothing but our bras and panties. Cat began to make out with Mariah and Jade was smoking a joint with Jessie I felt left out so I sat on Jade's lap and took the joint out of her hand smoking as if i was a pro . I looked into Jade's eyes and did what I had wanted to do for so long I kissed her slow and passionate before it became rough and frenzied I wanted Jade right then and there i didn't give a shit who was watching I had kissed down her neck to her collarbone squeezing her breasts making her moan I had looked over my shoulder to see Mariah, Jessie, and Cat watching me have my way with Jade with smirks on their faces if they wanted a show I'd give them one I unhooked Jade's bra and pulled it away from her body and began to feast on her light brown nipples making Jade arch into my mouth i continued my assault on her breasts reaching into her panties to play with her clit making Jade moan louder I could feel the wetness of her dripping pussy coat my fingers so i get rid of the useless garment and spread her legs sliding my tongue up her slit making her cry out I ravaged her pussy until Jade was nothing more than a moaning mess once my fingers got involved Jade was more than happy to help me get her off humping and riding my fingers to her climax and After i was done I did the same to Cat and Mariah as Jade and Jesse did their own thing. I had sex with my 2 best friends and I didn't even care because that's what this place does to you it makes you feel like you dont have a care in the world.

Flashback end.

" Hello earth to Tori " Jade says snapping me out of my thoughts

" Uh yea " I said

" I thought I lost you there " Jade says with a smirk

" No just lost in thought I guess" I said

" Well come on we're going to Robbie's place something about some letters" Jade says

" Oh ok" I said getting up

The 5 of us walked out of the diner together to head to Robbie's not knowing what to expect.