kay, so don't kill me for the moe.

please.

i kind of hate moe, so i have no idea what made me put it in, but... don't stop reading cause of it.

review please,

emilie

Lilly's POV.

Nick went home that night. He had some things to do with the band, and he wouldn't be back in town for two weeks.

And then it started.

I noticed it after about a week.

I was throwing up a lot, and I had terrible mood swings. I warranted it to PMS, but then my period didn't come. I denied it to myself.

I was over at Miley's house tonight. We were having a girls night in. She and I sat on her couch, watching 'The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants' for about the eightieth time. I sighed. Maybe Miley knew something about this. She and Joe were close. Maybe…

"Miley, can I tell you a secret?" I asked quietly. She paused the movie and turned to me.

"What's up, Lambchop?" She asked smiling.

"Um… Well… a few weeks ago… Nick and I…" I stuttered.

"Ok, how bad is this? Against the law? Just morally wrong? What?"

"No, nothing bad… we just… kind of… went farther."

"What do you mean?"

"We… went farther." I said. I gave her a suggestive look. She got it and nodded.

"Oh. That kind of farther…"

"Yes… and now… I dunno… I just…" Miley smiled widely at me

"Awww…. Lils, that's so cute! I'm so happy for you!" She said hugging me.

"You are?"

"Of course! I never would have guessed you two would go that far for a while. I mean… It was Joe's idea to start with us, and its been months."

"Wait, you and Joe are…"

"Of course, I mean, really. Oh, I guess Kevin wins that poll."

"Oh my god, Miley, what do you mean you guys had a poll?!"

"Yeah. Joe said a year from now, I said six months. Kevin said five months after you guys got together, and Ashley said eight. Kevin wins that fifty bucks."

"Your seriously betting on how long it would take for us to break our promises?"

"Well, yeah! I mean, the ring is just a front for the media. Its not actually a thing." Miley said

"What?!"

"We're teenagers. You can't honestly expect us to keep that kind of promise!"

"Wait… all of you are having sex?! Kevin and Ashley too!?"

"Duh. I mean, he is 20." I sighed. Miley was right in a lot of ways, but… I still had to think about what was going on with my on life.

"Miley, do you guys… like… use protection and stuff?"

"Course. Joe usually wears condoms, but I'm on the pill just in case." I gaped at her.

"Really?!"

How did Nick and I get off so unprepared?!

"Miley, I think I have a problem." I said.

"What's wrong?"

"Well… when we did… it… I mean… it was a spur of the moment thing. We didn't use protection…" Miley looked at me, finally serious.

"Oh my god… Lilly, you don't think…"

"Yeah. I do…" She gasped. She jumped up and ran to her bathroom. She came back and handed me a small box that had 'pregnancy test' stamped on it. I sighed and took it. I wondered why she had pregnancy tests on hand, but I surpassed It and went into her bathroom.

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I cried the rest of the night.

I was pregnant.

I wanted to call Nick terribly bad, but Miley wouldn't let me until the morning. I woke up early and went home. I told Miley that being alone was best for me.

I went directly upstairs to my room and fell into bed. I cried for a few hours and just lay there with the covers over my head.

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Nick's POV.

I walked toward Lilly's house. I was excited to see her again. I felt like I hadn't seen her in forever. I opened the door of her house and walked inside. Mrs. Truscott was standing in the kitchen.

"Oh, hello, Nicholas." She said. I smiled at her. Ms. Truscott loved me. I was a gentleman, and she liked it.

"Good morning, Ms. Truscott. How are you today?" I said.

"Well, I'm just fine. How are you?"

"I'm great. Is Lilly around?"

"She's up in her room. You can just go up."

"Thank you Ms. Truscott." I said. She nodded and I walked up to Lilly's room. I went inside and saw her lying in bed. I smiled. I sat down on the edge of her bed, then lay down next to her. "Lilsee…" I whispered. I heard her groan. "Whatcha doing?…" I asked.

"Hiding." She said in a small voice.

"From what?" I asked.

"The world." I sighed and pulled the covers from her so they no longer covered her head.

"Lilly, what's wrong?" I asked. She sniffled and moved closer. She held it together for about three seconds, then began crying into my shoulder.

"Nick, we didn't use protection! I can't believe this! And Miley with her poll and Kevin winning fifty bucks… and… ugh!" She said. I sighed. I knew what was going on.

"Lilly… are you…" I asked. She nodded and cried harder. I sighed. I pulled her into a strong hug. She sobbed into my shoulder. I held back my own tears. I had to be strong for her, right?

I rubbed her back gently. I couldn't help but whimper.

She was….

And…

Oh god…

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Lilly's POV.

I stirred. I blinked a few times and realized that I was lying in bed. My clothes were still on. I tried sitting up, but a strong arm was holding me against him. Nick was holding me. I sighed. I moved his arm and sat up. I stood up and Nick grabbed my hand. I turned to him.

"Where are you going?"

"Morning sickness." I muttered. Nick gasped, and let go of my hand. I moved quickly toward the bathroom and went inside. After I finished throwing up, I sat down on the ground of the bathroom, leaning against the bathtub. There was a knock on the door.

"Who is it?"

"Its me." Nick said quietly. I sighed. He opened the door and shuffle in. He sat down next to me and wrap one arm around my shoulders. I sighed.

"Nick, what are we gonna do?" I whimpered. He sniffled to himself and then looked at me with a terrified face.

"We're gonna be fine. We'll raise them right. We'll get through this." He said, his eyes darting around the room as he thought his words out. I rested my head on his shoulder and sighed.

"Are you sure you don't….want me to… get…a…" Nick's eyes blare and he looked at me.

"And abortion? NO! You can't do that! It didn't even get a chance and you wanna kill it?!"

"NO!! Nick, I'm just wondering!" I shouted. He sighed.

"I just… I couldn't do that to it. Its…. its not its fault…" He said. I rested my head on his shoulder. He leaned his head against mine. His left hand crawled across our laps and grasped my hand. He held it loosely and looked at me. "We can make it through this."

"Are you sure?" I asked him.

"Positive." He said. I smiled. I pulled his hand over my abdomen and set it there, my hand holding his flat against it. He looked down at it and then to me. "You know I won't feel anything, yet, right?" He asked. I nodded.

"I know. It makes me feel safer, though."

He smiled. He pulled me in closer to him, keeping his hand on my stomach. I sighed. He kissed my cheek and held me there.

"I love you." He said. I looked up at him and smiled.

"I love you, too."

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