Continue of Aug 10, 2010
After kicking Noah out of my office I went looking for Reid, after an hour of searching I found sitting on a bench in Old-Town.
"Reid..." I spoke softly.
" What are you doing here , Luke?"Reid coldly asked.
" I came looking for you."
"Thought you would be getting it on with prince charming" he stated sarcastically
"Reid don't be like this"
" Like what Luke!" He yelled standing up from the bench.
" Reid could you keep your voice down?" I asked looking around seeing that people were starring at he and I.
" What you don't want this Damn Town to know you can keep it in your pants! "
" Reid, please...can we talk about this somewhere else?"
" No... I loved you. I still do. You are the first man I let myself love in a years and well look were it got me"
Tears started to form in my eyes with every word " Reid I'm so sorry"
" Do you Love me?"
"Yes." I answered quickly.
"Do you still love him"
" ...yes but ..."
Reid bit his lip " Just stop, Luke"
" Reid, he was my first love I will always love him"
"So when you slept with him it was just for the sex?" He asked sarcastically.
"Reid, it was before we..we were official couple"
" Oh and that makes it better"
"He was having a bad day and... well it ...a... just happened"
Reid laughed angrily " Luke are you even listening to yourself a bad day, so what next time poor Noah has a bad day ..."
I cut him off " Nothing is going to happen I'm with you"
" Luke , if Noah came up to you right now said that he was a fool for pushing you away and he wants you back what would you do?"
I want to say that I wouldn't have done anything that I would have told Noah to move on with his life but I couldn't instead I just stared at Reid.
"That's what I thought?" he stated.
" Reid I'm so sorry" I started crying
"I know," He sighs " Luke, I love you, to tell you the truth I haven't felt that in a long time and that why I'm doing this..."
" Reid why does it sound like you trying to break up with me ?"
"Cause I am"
" Reid please don't I love you.."
" Look we really do just jump into this relationship and its not fair to the both of us if we continue like this"
" So you just going to make this decision"
" Luke this is tearing us a part.. when was the last time you talk to your parents with out it turning into a fight?"
"Since..."I paused not wanting to finish the sentence
" You and Noah broke up"
I nodded in agreement.
" I think we should just take some time a part,"
"What about what I want?" I questioned " What if I don't want this time part?"
"How does that old saying going 'If you love something set it free, if it comes back then it was meant to be'"
I stood balling like a baby in front of Reid" Noah used say that..." I said softly.
Just then we were interrupted by his pager he check it "I have to go it's the hospital"
"Okay"I said watching him walk away.
I Jumped out of my day dream when three quick knocks came from my office " Come in" I called out.
The door opened slowly and the man walking closing the door behind him
" How many I help..." I began asking as I looked up to see who it was then stopped when I saw who it was
"Jake what the hell are you doing here?"
" I came to see you..."
"Why" I asked bitterly.
"Luke, don't be that way."
"What way, Jake...I find out over the radio that A guy I've...That ...You're engaged to my baby sister"
"I've told you this before that you meant nothing to me it was just about the sex"
I rolled my eyes " I know and that what kills me... because I let myself fall for you"
"What to you want from me Luke ...you knew what I wanted and you agreed to them I don't love you I never have I used you get it through you head"
" You don't think I knew that, see that has always been my problem I either fall for a guy I shouldn't or they turn out to be total jackasses"
" What are you calling me a jackass?"
"That not the point,Jake,"
" Then what is?"
" That Faith is my sister and if you hurt her"
"I ... LOVE.. you sister I would never hurt her!"
I sighed " Well you better hope so for Faith sake"
" Why do you even care?"He nearly yelled.
"you her first love , I just worry about her...I'm worried that... "
"Worried what? that she'll make the same mistake you did"
" Who said anything about me?"
" just assuming"
"Well you assume wrong"
Jake rolls his eyes " Can I ask you a question"
"Sure"
"Do you really want to be with my sister?"
" The fact of the matter is I'm with Faith and not you."
"Jake, please don't flatter yourself, there is really only one men that my heart belongs to and that's not you"
" Your ex... Luke really it's been ten years really you should just move on with your life" He told me.
" I have!" I exclaimed, "it just every year about this time ... I can't help but think of him" I said playing with the ring on my left hand.
" I see you still wearing that ring he left you"
3 hour after Reid and I broke up Luke,
I had walked into my office after a two hour meeting to find a small velvet box with a note I picked up the note and read it
I Love you with all my heart and I woke up this morning I had every intention
to ask you to marry me. But seeing how the day turn out for us, I'm leaving tonight not sure when I'll be back or if I'll be ever be back.
I want you to keep this ring. Like the old saying goes If you love something set it free, If it come back it was meant to be , again I Love you Luke.
Hopefully we were meant to be...
" I've worn it every day" I stated.
" So what was that about you moving on?"he asked
End of Part 2