And I am back. Things got busy here in my life so sadly I had to put writing on the back burner till I got things sorted – or at least sort of.

One month later.

Ben could smell his female. Her scent is being carried to him through the breeze, she was on heat and it was maddening to him. Ben growled as he stayed hidden in the bush near her house.
He watched as two men exited the doors and sat on the porch. Since he was down wind, his scent would be hidden from them, meaning he could go undetected.

"How is she Finn?"
"Been locked in her room for four days now. Won't let anyone expect females in, won't even see me." The one called Finn replied.

"It's because you are un-mated. While she is on heat it will effect you to. I remember when my mate was on heat. It made me crazy with desire and jealousy. I had to be there near her at all times."

"Poe?"
"Yeah?"
"I think she is my mate. I have deep feelings for her, ever since she rescued me. I just don't know how to express them towards her."

Ben growled upon hearing this. No she was his and he would kill him just to prove it. He looked up at the window to what he knew was her room. She stood at the window, looking out at the night sky. Ben admired her human form every time he saw it. She was perfect in both forms. Yet she was to still see his human form. Would he have the same effect on her as she did to him, he hoped so.

Rey stood at her windows. Desperate to get out. Being in heat sucked some times for her. This time though her body craved only one male. Ben. For a month now she had thought abut him and now being in heat she wanted to go to him. Alas she had to stop herself. No he wasn't her mate. It would be over soon, one or two more days and then she could go outside and run with the pups. She missed that the most, she could see her friends outside chatting.

Rey spotted movement in the bush and she knew somehow it was him. Her wolf was clawing at the surface, her canines extended and her nails changed to claws.
No she had to fight it. She had never had this happen before. Usually she was fine, this time her wolf was stronger, this time her heat was a whole new experience. Rey craved his attention, his touch, his bite, everything he had to offer her.

Her howl ripped through the silence of the night. Poe and Finn looked at each before rushing inside to see what was wrong. Ben's lips curled into a smile, she had been fighting so hard to keep her wolf contained that finally she had lost to herself. He watches the shadows dance across the room. Moments later Rey bolts out of the house leaving the others inside. Ben takes off after her, she wanted to be the thrill of being chased and caught by him.

She was fast he would give her that, but eventually he caught up to her. Rey had stopped in the middle of the bush that parted their two packs. She growled as he approached her, her human side still fighting to take back control.
"I won't hurt you." He said into her mind. Rey paced back and forth.
"I know what I want is wrong but why do I feel like this?. Why do I feel like this towards you.?" She growled at herself.

" You're my other half, just as I am yours. Just accept it. Once we mate you will see."
Rey looked at him, if what he said was true there was no way of stopping this feeling and she couldn't fight it forever.
"I want to see you." Rey said as she transformed back to her human form. Her wolf had calmed a lot, she was calm when he was near her. Rey watched the black wolf come closer and shift. She drew in a deep breath.

Ben stood in front of Rey, fully naked and not giving a single damn about it. He could tell that she liked his human form. Her breathing had hitched when she looked upon him. Ben started to walk around the female, checking over every inch of her.
Rey stiffened as she felt his eyes on her. "You are beautiful." He murmured into her ear. "What do you want Rey?" His hand touched her back as he around to, staring her down.

"I don't know. I don't know why I'm even here. My wolf...she..." Rey trailed off.
"You know why your here. You know why I am here. Everyone can smell your want, you're in heat. You crave release."

Rey looked him in the eyes quickly before looking down at the ground. Her wolf knew it wasn't polite to look an Alpha in the eyes, unless they were mated.

"But you don't just crave anyone, it's me you crave. Your wolf calls to me and mine answers."
Rey nodded, embarrassed she was showing some weakness in front of this male.
"Will you submit to me.? Become mine.? Both packs would come one and together we could watch and protect our ever growing clan."

Rey sighed, deep down she knew her pack needed an Alpha, she heard their whispers when they thought she wasn't around, whispers of her, of how and when she was going to settle down. But could she so easily submit to Ben and lose the only thing left of her family?. The only thing her mother and father left her when they passed.

Her wolf started clawing in her again. Her wolf wanted to submit but her human side wanted to fight. Two different personalities fought within one body. At times it torn her apart. Ben watched her struggling with herself.
"Rey" She shivered when her name left his lips.
"Ben."
She looked up just as his lips came in contact with hers. His hand ran up her arms, slowly into her hair. He grabbed her hair and pushed deeper with the kiss, his tongue pushing against her lips, asking for her to let him in. Rey hands flew to his black mane, fingers gripping the strands. He groaned at the feeling, he could feel himself getting hard. Rey moaned as a single howl broke the silence between them. Rey pushed away from Ben to see a familiar Brown wolf just to her left.
"Finn" she whispered to him.

Ben growled at the interruption. Why had this wolf followed them?.

Rey looked between the two males.
"Rey? Who is this?"

"This is Ben. Of the Organa pack." She replied to Finn's voice out loud.

"Why is he here?" Finn transformed and eyed the other man. Rey wanted to crawl into a hole right now. She didn't want to answer anyone's questions. She tried to cover her body up away from Finn's eyes, unable to do anything she transformed into her wolf. The fur covered her and shielded her body from their eyes.

"I am here to claim Rey. She is mine."
Finn growled and felt himself getting mad. "You're mistaken."
Ben laughed at his statement. "Really? Then why was she kissing me?"
"You tricked her. You took her being in heat to take advantage." Rey felt Ben run his fingers through her fur.
"Then why is she still here beside me.?"
Rey tilted her head as he rubbed her ears, he was turning her on again. It was the simplest touch but her whole her body tingled.
Finn held out his hand, "Come home Rey, we can talk about this tomorrow. Your pack needs you. We're all worried."

"She not going with you. You are nothing but an Omega you should learn your place." Ben said angrily. Causing Rey to snap out of her trance.
"No-one talks to my family like that" She pushed into his head. She bared her teeth as she moved away from Ben. Her wolf objecting within her mind.

"That is my pack your talking about Ben. You seem to forget that. We hold respect over the ones you called Omega's." Her voice echoing in his mind.

"Rey. Don't"He was warning her not to fight him. " You will never win against me. I am stronger and can over power you. Don't pick fights that are not needed."
"Go home Finn. Now."
"I will not leave you Rey."
Rey growled at the male. Urging him to go. This was something she needed to do alone.
"Inform the pack that you have found me. But don't tell them anything more. Go now Finn before I hurt you."

Finn shook his head, turned heel and left.

"You. May. Never. Speak. To. Them. Like. That." Rey grind each word out as her teeth showed, panting with anger.

"When we join packs they will be under my protection. They will need to heed my warnings or there will be consequences. Rey I will be leader to them. You will be my Mate, but I will be in control."

The white wolf maybe small but she snapped her teeth into his arm. Breaking skin, his blood flooded her mouth. With a yelp Ben stood before her as a wolf. His paw slightly raised.
His blood covered the fur on her chin.

He moved quickly and grabbed the nape of her neck. They both growled. Rey thrashed, she felt his teeth release as she went around him.

"Rey stop this. You will not win"

"I don't care. Right now I'm just another Omega fighting against a Alpha. What does it matter. You could beat me but your holding back"

Her words flooded through his head. No she wasn't an Omega to him. He charged towards her, knocking her down. His bigger frame covering hers, teeth bared and growling.
"I will not fight to kill you. Why can't you just stop being stubborn."

"You just can't order me around. I am not yours. I am Rey Kenobi and I will defend my pack and my name." Rolling over under him she bought her paws up and with all her strength kicked him off of her.

"Go home Ben. If you are serious about us being mates then stop this bullshit. Don't stalk me. Come to my home and be respectful. "
"I will not give you up Rey. You know this." With a huff the black wolf turned his back and took off.

Leaving Rey to break down by herself. She wanted to hate him and how he had treated one of her own family, but deep down inside she couldn't.