Chapter 2

Jacob

"AAAAAHHHH!" I heard Renesmee scream. I pulled the covers off the bed and ran upstairs. I had stayed overnight at the Cullen's because Nessie had begged me too.

The girls had already rushed up there, Rosalie jumping out of the covers and dashing into her room.

I entered her room in caution. Edward, Emmett, and Jasper stood at the far corner of the room.

"No! No, get him out! Get him out now! Jacob, just go. Please," Nessie said screaming loudly

"What? What's going on, Ness?" I said, confused.

"He can't see me like this! Stop, please! Jake, please, just get out of here! Someone, get him out of here!" she pleaded, now crying uncontrollably.

I stepped forward instinctively to comfort her, but in an instant, Blondie and Psychic appeared at my side and dragged me out the door. On the way out, I saw Bella, crying. Wait, were those tears of joy? Why… What the heck? Nessie was in pain, and her own mother is crying tears of joy, not tears of sorrow!

I tried dashing towards Renesmee, but Edward, Jasper, and Emmett appeared blocking the door. Calmly walking out, they stood within a few inches of me as Bella exited the room.

"Carlisle is with her. She's okay." Bella said, wiping her tears.

Oh, she was crying because she was going to be okay… I think.

"Okay Bells, start explaining why Nessie's in so much pain, and why she doesn't want me to be there with her." I said, staring her in the eye.

"Um… well, I guess it's hard to explain, but Jake, you wouldn't understand."

"Oh, so now you're discriminating us wolves."

"No, no, I didn't mean that," she stammered, "I meant it's not exactly something you guys," she said gesturing to Jasper, Emmett, Edward, and I, "would understand".

"Well, baby sister, would you be so kind to explain?" asked Jasper attentively.

"Uh, how… how can I explain simply to you guys…" she said mumbling.

Alice appeared quickly at her side and whispered something into her ear.

"Oh! Thanks Alice! Okay, so I'm just going to put this really simply…" she started.

"What?" we all yelled.

"The pain means that Renesmee can have babies."

The world froze. My Nessie? My Nessie can have babies.

"My… Nessie. My Nessie can have babies?" I asked.

"Oh, you don't start now! Don't even mention this to her. She's already embarrassed as it is."

"Why?"

"Because… well I can't remember what it was like, but Carlisle says that she will be in pain for four to five days every month."

"h3er98##(%)# * &# )!" I muttered, under my breath.

"Don't say that Jake, and don't say those words near Renesmee. But, don't tell her I said anything to you about your language, she'll get mad at me. Apparently she doesn't like breaking bonds because of family members."

Yea, she doesn't want to break our relationship. She loves me too much.

"Jake, you can go visit her now. Carlisle says she has calmed down a little," Esme says, appearing from the room.

I gulped. I hope she doesn't say anything.

"It's okay, she can't get up to hurt you, and no one is going to be there to make you leave even if you scream it. We're all going to the spa. Stress reliever for those of us working overtime today." Esme mentions, her shoulders relaxing slightly.

I nodded. She couldn't hurt me psychically anyways. She could only hurt what's inside.

As they all exited the house, I stepped into the room.

"Hey Ness," I said gently.

"Jake, I'm so sorry," she said, now crying again.

I rushed protectively over to the bedside.

"It's okay baby, you didn't mean it. You're in pain, you're hurting." I said, trying to comfort her.

I stroked her hair gently and she turned to look at me.

"I hurt you. I couldn't imagine what it would feel like if you yelled at me to leave. I would just die inside."

"It's okay baby."

"No, it's not. How can you forgive me?"

"Because I love you."

She began to bawl.

"What? What did I say?" I questioned, irritated with myself.

"Nothing, just… just come closer Jake,"

I leaned forward, and she wrapped her hands around my shoulders and pulled me down to her. She strained to touch my lips, and I couldn't bear to see her hurt anymore so I leaned at her bedside to touch her lips.

"Jacob, kiss me." She requested anxiously.

I pushed my lips against her quickly and she forced back desperately. I begged her to stop, to stop straining herself but she resisted my pleads. She pulled me in again and again for long periods of time. Not like I was resisting the kisses, they were the most magical things I had ever experienced, but she was exhausted and asleep by the time the others returned. They had all questioned how I had put her to sleep, and I simply said, 'I started a story with when my grandma was young….'.

The days rushed by, and soon Nessie was up and about again. For the time between the days I couldn't have her, I tried to spend every bit of time with her. I took her everywhere.

"Jake baby, what are we doing today?"

"Taking a walk, through the woods."

"Sounds good, let's go..."

We walked through the woods, hiking up and down the hills. I stopped at my favorite oak tree and hoisted her small figure up onto my feet so that she her frame could reach up to my nose.

"Ooh, a kiss in the woods Jake!" she squealed.

"That's not what I was going for…" I started.

"Too bad," she said jumping up for short kisses.

"Mhmm!" I mumbled.

She pulled me down abruptly so our lips could meet for a never ending jolt of happiness.

"Oh god Renesmee, look what you're doing to me."

"What Jake? What," short kiss, "am I," another kiss, "doing?"

"God, you make me crazy. This is just too much for me to handle."

"What, this?" she said, placing her hand on my belt buckle.

"Oh… shit."

Renesmee

"Baby, don't stop," I said, as he pulled away abruptly.

"Nessie, then don't get me to try and go to second. You promised, just kissing."

"Shit, screw that Jake! Just touch me."

"No, Ness. You can't do this to me. I have to go, I can't hurt you."

He picked me up swiftly and raced me out of the woods. I grabbed his collar as he phased while running. He stopped abruptly.

"What? I thought we weren't going to continue?" I said, to the scuffed up wolf.

He connected with my thoughts by saying, "You don't know how much of a dilemma I'm in. We're in the middle of the woods, and I need to phase back."

"So what Jake? Just phase back."

"I don't have my clothes Renesmee. I left them back there," he communicated, throwing his head back towards the woods in the distance.

"Oh. Well, still, phase back." I said, sexily.

"You… you're tricking me!"

"You… you don't have any other choice!" I said, glowing.

"Don't you say anything. I'm going to phase, and then run to get my clothes."

Jake set me down quickly and transformed. Damn, he was hot naked. He caught me staring and frowned.

"Nessie, it's rude! What, you don't like my body?"

"No, Jake, you're damn sexy when you're naked. Plus…"

"Shut up Ness! Just don't mention this ever again. I mean ever. You'll drive me crazy, and it would hurt me to see you like that."

"Like what Jake?"

"An intimate girl. I know you're not ready for that yet."

He picked me up and raced back into the woods. He found his clothes in a pile heap at the bottom of a tree and quickly changed. Then he carried me back into the clearing and set me back on the bed in my house.

"I'll see you later okay Nessie?" he said, walking straight out the door and running swiftly out of the house.

I could hear his howls in the night, whimpering softly and crying, wanting me, and fighting with his conscience as the same time. It made me feel good.

But at the same time, I knew that in my heart we were moving too quickly. For only a few days together, this was much too soon. I wanted him, badly, and yet I had no heart to tell him so. Because it would only make him more worried, and I knew that my dad would certainly get involved. And what if he hurt me? He had made it clear that we were not dating, and he was just giving me what i wanted... so i guess I couldn't go farther even if I wanted too.