Chapter 2

So I decided to continue with this story. And for those who are fans of my first story 'For the first time' rest assured I will continue it I just need inspiration. So enjoy this chapter and review please J Oh and I was supposed to tell you for the purpose of my story Bill is not taken away. He is going to be pain in the side but we will get to rub into his face that Sookie is finally with Eric :D

I was lying on Eric, with my head on his chest. I felt so safe.

'Eric, that was amazing. I have never felt anything like that. What was that?' Eric chuckled

'You mean orgasm?' I looked up at him. That is exactly what I meant. I had sex with Bill lots of times and what we did was great to me at the time but now, I know I have never experienced so much pleasure.

'I had an orgasms before Eric but never like that. That was amazing. We are so doing that again.' I said serious and he just laughed.

'Try and stop me Sookie. You are so tight and hot I could stay buried in you forever if you let me. Bill must have a pencil for a dick. Seriously. 'He said looking at me with lust in his eyes.

'Well you are much bigger.' I said and he looked so proud and I said 'but I don't want to talk about Bill's stuff right now.' I lifted myself up and kissed him again. This time slow and passionate. Telling him with a kiss what I was so afraid to say with my words. Sending it through the bond I know we had. He looked at me shocked. He lifted me up and sat me on his lap.

'Sookie, the emotion you are sending me, is it what I think it is?' he said with hope in his voice. I smiled

'And what do you think the emotion is Eric?' I asked shyly

'Love, Sookie. Love' I smiled and shivered I was so afraid he would not feel it back. I just nodded.

'For me? You feel that for me?' I just nodded not wanting to end this moment. He crushed his lips into me faster than I could say Love. And he was kissing me and in the next moment we were moving together. And this time we were making love. It was so full of passion and emotion. He looked into my eyes

'I do to Sookie. More that you know.' And he kissed me again 'Will you drink from me Sookie as I drink from you? Will you Bond with me?' What am I going to do say no? So I just nodded. I will deal with the consequences later in that moment I just wanted to be one with him. So when he offered me his bleeding wrist I drank and I loved it. At the same time he bit into my breast and we both came. It was so powerful I could feel wind around us. I could feel some powerful magic around us and when I opened my eyes I saw blue light surrounding us. Like we were in a cocoon. When we stopped it still lingered in the air for few minutes and then exploded into little blue sparkles. We both looked shocked.

'What was that Eric?' I asked a little shaken. What the hell.

'I have no idea Sookie. I have never felt anything like it and never seen anything like it. We will need to investigate soon.' He said looking at me. I just nodded. For some reason after this exchange my head felt lighter as if I let go of something. Everything seemed so much clearer to me. I began seeing flashback from times when I was with bill and started to see Bills influence on my decisions. Hatred exploded in my heart and I just wanted to break him. What the hell. He was influencing my decisions?

'Sookie? Dear what is wrong? Did I do something?' Eric asked worried. In that moment I realised that we were both still naked. But I was not shy. Hmm I will think on it later.

'Eric everything is fine, I just began having these flashback from the time I was with Bill and somehow I could tell that it was Bill's blood influencing me. I could feel it. Is that possible. Can vampire blood influence people like that?' I was so angry I did not know what to do with it. All of a sudden my glass with my drink that stood on the table exploded in hundreds little pieces. Both Eric and I looked that way shocked. Oh my sweet baby Jesus did I just do that?

'Sookie did you just do that?' Eric asked me curious.

'I have no idea Eric. I was just so angry and oh my dear what is happening to me Eric. First this light, then the memories now the glass.' I started crying and buried my face in his chest.

'My dear Sookie, we will find answers to all of these questions we have soon I promise. I will contact Doctor Ludwig and ask her if she can tell us anything tomorrow ok?' I just nodded 'and to answer your previous question. Yes Bill could have influenced you with his blood if he had enough of it in your system. He could make you feel more attracted to him. He could also influence your emotions. If you were angry with him, he could make you forgive him and so on. I suspect this is how he managed to keep you by his side for so long I think when you had my blood in Dallas it weakened the bond you had with him and made you realize what you really feel.' Oh my god. Everything I felt for Bill was a lie. From the moment we met and he gave me his blood he has been influencing, controlling me.

'That rotten bastard! I will kill him for this.' I said so quickly Eric laughed. 'Eric just think of how much time we have wasted because that piece of excrement controlled my every move. Hell I let him be my first everything. EVERYTHING Eric.' Eric made a dangerous sound

'You were a virgin?' he asked angry

'Yes I was.' I said quietly

'Now I am going to kill that piece of shit.' He looked down at me I must have looked tired because he said 'Come on now my Sookie, I will take you home' he kissed the top of my head. We dressed and headed out the door. I was thinking about how much I actually enjoy being called his Sookie. It has a lovely sound to it. It sounds like it supposed to.

'Do you have to work tomorrow?' Eric asked 'Yeah the late shift, why?' I answered

'I was wondering if you would stay at my house tonight. The sun sets a little after 7 I could drive you back or you could take my car tomorrow.' He said and I think he was nervous about my answer. I smiled. I have never been to Eric's house and to be honest I don't want to be anywhere my house right now so I just said 'Sure that would be lovely. You won't mind me driving your precious car?' I asked with Sarcasm in my voice.

'Sookie I will give you the world if you let me. I would give you everything. Besides just the thought of you behind the wheel of this car gets me hard' he said and winked at me. I blushed. He is so bad.