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'The baby is normal and healthy; I'm able to pierce through the membrane. It is mostly human, it's definitely not very strong however it's growing a little faster than a completely human baby, and you'll be ready to deliver when you're around seven months gone. Don't worry Nessie, honestly everything is completely fine.' I heaved a sigh of relief as Carlisle soothed me and he left the room and Jake entered. He placed his hand on my big ugly stomach and kissed my forehead.
'You're still the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world' he assured me.
I laughed. He was definitely lying. I was five months pregnant and my belly was big and ugly and horrible. I was very thin and I felt extremely unattractive. I was always very tired and with hardly any blood my face had lost its natural glow and I was chalky and pale. Carlisle had told me that blood in my system didn't go well together with my baby. In other words, my baby didn't like blood very much and therefore I was extremely limited, living on human food. I mean I did love human food but I was sick of it already. I was craving blood. It made it even worse when I would lie next to Jake and I would smell and feel the heat radiating within his blood, just imagining how amazing it tasted made my mouth water. Occasionally he would let me cheat and allow me to have some but only when I really really really needed it.
'What are you thinking about' he asked softly stroking my face.
'How much I want your blood, how much I want you.'
He ruffled my hair and laughed gently 'two months Ness, two months and I'm all yours, my blood and my body, your very own double package.'
I hadn't been even able to have sex with Jake for months, because my huge stomach got in the way and to be honest it was very awkward for the both of us trying to do it around a big belly.
My mind wandered back to when we had first arrived back home from Isle Esme. Bella and Edward had been completely furious of course and blamed everything entirely on Jacob even though they know that it does take two to make a baby. Alice had frowned for a half a second before she had started to scan the internet for designs for baby nursery's and baby clothes. Both my parents had refused to talk to Jacob for a whole month, telling them how he had completely ruined my life.
I had missed the start of college due to my pregnancy but on the good side of things I had completely stopped my aging. I had finished growing. I was officially eighteen forever. I didn't look very much different, my curls were a quarter of an inch longer, I had grown half an inch taller and my cheek bones had become a very small bit more prominent.
I'm not going to lie, I didn't plan on having a baby right now and it did take me quite a while to even feel excited about it, but I'm excited now. Jake helped me get in the mood. He told me that I could still go to college later on in life because I'd be young forever. He also told me that we could take our little baby to all the most amazing places in the world and that anything that belonged to us was beautiful and special. At first he had been sad but he had gotten used to the fact and we had both grown to be happy and excited about our beautiful little baby. The rest of the family had been keen to get in the spirit now and even Emmett was excited. He talked about having a little human in the house and him and Jasper had been betting on which vampire qualities it was going to have because it had to have at least one vampire quality, I was half vampire after all. Tanya had come and congratulated us and brought me flowers which I thought was a very nice thing to do considering I had ever really spoken to her. Even though everyone had been lovely and caring though, I wouldn't be sad to see my pregnancy days over. It was uncomfortable and very irritating. I had sat in my bed and wandered late at night sometimes about things that were really bothering me and were scaring me. I often wondered what my baby would behave like. Considering that the werewolf and the vampire are natural enemies I wondered what would happen when you combined the two and actually made a baby with it. The thought honestly terrified me sometimes. Surely this would definitely be the only kind of this baby in the whole universe. My poor baby would be all alone, which is why I had decided I would maybe have another child later on in the future to keep it company. I also wondered what he/she was going to look like. Would it be like me or like Jake or would it be a combination? Or would it surprise us and look completely different from any of us.
Rose had extremely loved and kind to me, she was absolutely thrilled to be having an almost human baby in the house. All she had ever wanted was her own baby, I felt so sorry for my Aunt Rose, I truly did. We had taken a trip down to LA Push and told Billy. He had thought it was a little early but he was thrilled all the same, Charlie was not so thrilled. He accused me of still being a 'little girl' which really had offended me but nevertheless he was very keen to keep buying presents and asking me how I was doing. I hadn't thought of any names yet because I had a theory that as soon as I saw my precious little angel the name would pop straight to mind and I really wanted to keep it that way. Jake had said that any name I picked would be beautiful so he didn't mind.
Jacob brought me back to the present by laughing gently.
'What's so funny?' I interrupted frowning.
'You, you're mind has been all over the place today, I've been talking to you for the last five minutes'
I giggled. I honestly hadn't heard a word he had said.
'I'm thinking about how much everything has changed, I can't believe we're having a baby.'
He smiled as he kissed my hair and carried me out of Carlisle's doctor's office.
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