My eyes dreaded to open but when they did the first time in my life I felt that Forks wasn't home any more
I might as well just die;what's the point now?
I crawled into the opening of a tree trunk;curled up in a ball and waited for the searing pain in my chest to end....it never did.
With the life sucked out of me I am not Bella,might sound weird but I'm nothing without him.
I'll now just be a ghost searching in the halls of a big ancient mansion---
nothing to look forward to--
Suddenly my eyelids evaded me.