Chapter 2
Lee groaned opening his eyes "if I am dead how come I feel so sick"
"That would be because you're not dead idiot" Tsunade said checking the IV in his arm. "Luckily Gaara found you when he did or you would be dead."
"How is that lucky?" Lee asked "I was trying to kill myself."
"Because your sensei is alive and I don't think he would be too happy to find out his favorite student committed suicide two days before he got back. In fact that might lead him to kill himself as well."
Lee sat up "Gai sensei is alive?" then he winced "ow"
Tsunade pushed him back down "yes and luckily for you he doesn't know you tried to kill yourself. He passed out 20yards in front of the village gate and is still passed out."
"What about Gaara?"
"Refused to leave the village until he talked to you, he would not tell me why." Tsunade replied "Oh Neji and Tenten are in the lobby waiting for you I still have to notify Gaara that you woke up."
Lee sighed when Tsunade left 'great now I have to deal with the aftermath of a failed suicide attempt. At least Sensei is alive but what about Gaara?'
The door opening shook him out of his thoughts "Rock Lee you are in sooo much trouble" Tenten growled
"Nice to see you to" Lee grumbled "oh I forgot to ask Tsunade, how am I not dead? I sliced both of my wrists open and downed a whole bottle of prescription drugs."
Tenten smirked "the first thing Gaara Sama did was make you puke up all the pills then he bandaged your wrists really quick and rushed you to the infirmary. Now I have two questions for you."
"What?" Lee asked
"One why the hell did you try to kill yourself and two how did Gaara know you were going to try to kill yourself?"
"He left me a note"
Everyone looked over at Gaara "you got here pretty fast" Neji said
Gaara nodded "Lee and I slept together right before he tried to kill himself, I woke up and he was gone and there was a note on the door. It said his life was going downhill and he was going to kill himself."
Neji looked back at Lee "so it is more than Gai sensei disappearing"
Tenten nodded "I bet you're happy you failed though, I mean that was the main reason."
"Not really" Lee said sadly "part of me still wishes I were dead."
Gaara's eyes narrowed "why?" He growled
Lee looked away "right before Gai sensei disappeared I found my real parents."
"That's a good thing though right?" Neji asked "you always wanted to know who your parents are."
Lee looked up fighting back tears "My mother was a whore; she got pregnant with me and decided if she had me she might be able to raise me to be a sex slave. But when I was born she thought I was ugly and threw me in a dumpster. My father was a pimp who got arrested for child prostitution and drugs. I was not even born in the leaf village; I was born in some rundown little town that the world forgot about. A group of travelers found me in the dumpster on their way to the leaf village."
". . . I can understand why you would be upset about that but please don't kill yourself. You have all of us, screw your parents." Tenten said hugging Lee. "And considering everyone in this room has slept with you, you're not ugly."
"Wait what" Neji said "Lee's gay when did you sleep with him?"
Lee gave a small smile "how do you think I got over Sakura? I slept with Tenten to see if I would even enjoy sex; it just did not feel right."
Tenten shrugged "I wanted to get the whole virginity thing over with and Lee's a nice guy."
"Okay moving on" Neji said "why did you try to commit suicide right after sleeping with Gaara? I thought you had a crush on him?"
Gaara blinked "he does?"
"I did" Lee snapped "but you are just like Koga"
"How am I anything like that loser?" Gaara growled
"You heard I was good and decided to see if it was true, when you found out how good I was you got all possessive." Lee grumbled
Gaara's eyes narrowed "what brought you to that conclusion?"
"At first you treated it like it was just sex; near the end you said "You are mine! If anyone ever touches you again I will tear them apart!" which is almost identical to what Koga said our first time, when we were done you said "you are a sex god" which tells me that you heard the rumors, and then you asked me to stay just like Koga did."
". . . oh" Gaara said "I can see why you would make that assumption. I have wanted to sleep with you for over a year now, I only heard the rumors that night and was only stating that they were true, I treated it like just sex at first because I didn't know if there would be a connection or not, I asked you to stay because I didn't want it to be a one night stand, and I meant what I said about tearing anyone who touched you apart."
Lee looked at Neji "hey can you check my report?"
Neji chuckled knowingly grabbing the clipboard "looks like you're in good enough condition and the next check in is in 32min."
"Perfect Gaara come here" Lee said
Gaara cautiously approached Lee's bed as soon as he was close enough he found himself laying in the bed with Lee straddling him. Lee turned to Neji and Tenten "you might want to leave"
"Rock Lee" Tenten scolded "your still recovering"
Neji steered her out of the room "Trust me Lee and I have had sex in the infirmary plenty of times, he's fine. Gaara will eventually have to learn to work around the IV it takes practice."
As soon as the door closed Lee began pulling off their clothes.
"Does this mean you won't try to kill yourself again?" Gaara asked sitting up slightly so Lee could pull off his shirt.
Lee paused for a moment before sighing "The thought is still there but I will ignore it, it is not as strong. Are we dating now?"
"As long as you agree to go see a therapist" Gaara replied kissing Lee. "I couldn't handle it if you killed yourself."
"Deal" Lee said pulling off Gaara's pants.
"Can I stop now Gaara, Lee's alive."
Gaara frowned "what about the sex scene?"
Lee bursts in "who cares about that everyone knows we have sex. What about Gai Sensei? He has to find out I found the love of my life"
"Keep writing" Gaara said as sand began stirring around my feet.
"Damn it, so it continues"