Chapter Two

It's been 3 weeks since Hiro's dream and his clinginess, although really cute, is a tad bit annoying. We have most of our classes together and share lab space at the insistence of our teachers and Hiro. I enjoy working on projects and Baymax with him, but an older brother needs his space too.

"Hey Tadashi, can you help me out over here?"

"Sure Honey Lemon. What do you-" Before I know it, I'm being yanked out of the lab and into the hallway.

"Ok. We've noticed your odd behavior recently."

"We?" *pop* "I see you've brought some muscle."

"Spill it Hamada. What's got you feeling down?"

I internally sigh, I thought I had been careful not to let my frustration show. Oh well, guess it's time for me to 'woman up' as Go Go puts it. I tell them everything but insist they keep a lid on it.

"That's…awful. Now I get why Hiro has been so…so…"

"Pest like?"

"Go Go!"

"What? It's true."

"He's still our friend."

"Girls…I know what you're getting at. I don't know what to do. I want him to be happy but the way he's been hanging off of me is making me feel…"

"Suffocated? Trapped?"

"Once again, thank you Go Go."

"Maybe you should be direct with him Tadashi. It may hurt but he needs to know you need your space but will still be there for him."

"Always with the wise words. Thanks Honey Lemon." *pop* "You too Go Go."

"Don't beat around the bush. Woman up and tell him. Soon."

"I will. I promise. Again, thanks girls." After our talk I walked back into my work space to find Baymax spraying ointment on Hiro's arm.

"Ummm, what did you do?"

"O-oh nothing."

"Hiro was working with a welding utensil and accidently caused a small first degree burn on his fore arm and hand. He will be alright. I have administered basic first aid as well as a salve that will speed the healing of the burn."

"Baymax! I'm fine Tadashi, really!"

"Geeze I can't leave you alone for more than a second you knucklehead." After Baymax finished treating Hiro and wrapping his burn, Hiro said he was satisfied with his care and Baymax went back into his charging station.

"Hey Hiro, can we talk about something?"

He looked up from the project he was working on with a worried look on his face. "Oh, yea sure. What's up bro?"

I scooted my chair over to his desk and took a deep breath. "For the last few weeks…you've been a bit clingy. I'm always here for you to talk and be around and hang out with but…I've been feeling a bit suffocated."

"I'm just scared of losing you Tadashi. I appreciate you indulging me though." He looks so sad. I wanted to try and avoid this. "I'll…back off. I'm all done here, I'm gonna head home."

"Wait, Hiro no I didn't want you to-"

"It's ok…I'll see you at home."

"How are you getting back?"

"I'll figure something out. Maybe I'll ask Wasabi or Go Go for a ride."

He walked out of the room and went towards the lab. "Great. Now he's depressed. Well…I suppose it was a calculated risk. I'll talk to him later."

*pop* I jump half a mile in the air. "Gah! Go Go you scared me!"

"I have eyes. I'm giving Hiro a ride. I'm assuming you told him?"

"Don't ask questions you already know the answers to."

"Snippy. Anyways, I'm taking the kid home. Just thought I'd let you know." She turned and left, taking her helmet from between her arm and hip.

"Well…at least he'll get home fast."

After Go Go dropped me off at home, I went straight to my room, fending off Aunt Cass's prying questions by placating her with the excuse of being a bit over worked. She accepted my response and let me continue on my way to my room.

As soon as I got upstairs I flopped onto the bed, face first. I started digging in my pockets for my music player and my headphones. I needed to zone out, to get my mind off of Tadashi and what he said.

I figured I'd start annoying him sooner or later but the bluntness of his confrontation caught me off guard and instead of flying off the handle, I just sunk into my feelings and walked away from him.

I pop my headphones in and begin scrolling through my songs. Nothing catches my eye so I go to my preset playlists and click on my favorites. It's just a medley of songs that I listen to when I get like this. I start to relax and before I know it I'm succumbing to sleep. "Tadashi…"

"Faster…yes just like that." I dig my nails into his back as he picks up his pace. "Dashi…"

"I'm right here Hiro. You like that?" he sinks his teeth into my neck, eliciting a guttural moan from deep inside me.

"Well…since you wanna play it that way…" I dig my nails deeper and leave deep, long scratches down his back and his sides. I get the exact response I was looking for, a deep thrust paired with a drawn out 'mmmm' finished with a long exhale.

"You're a real tease you know that?"

"You love it." He licks the length of my neck, making me moan.

"I do." He emphasizes his point by quickly hitting my prostate. I gasp and hold him tighter.

"You're mean."

"Aww come on little brother…" He starts thrusting back and forth while he talks and I can barely focus on his words. "Don't you enjoy our quality time?"

"Da-Dashi…you…aahhh. Right there…nngghhh." He starts biting my shoulders, collarbone, and neck nice and hard, like I like it. To reciprocate, I dig my nails deeper and deeper into him.

The last time I do it he picks me up and sits me in his lap so he goes deeper inside me. "You're…squeezing me…so tight Hiro. I can barely move."

I look at him and his brown hues are glazed over with lust and arousal. My mouth hangs open for a second while I try to adjust to this new full feeling. He lurches forward and starts kissing me, sloppily at first but we find a good rhythm after a second or two. I push him onto his back and start riding him. He put his hands on my hips, meeting my dips with upwards thrusts…I can't last much longer. This feels amazing….

"Dashi…I'm…ngghhh. I'm close." He scratches my back with one hand and gropes my butt with the other. He knows how to make my orgasms intense.

"Kiss me." I gladly oblige and as I cum he does as well. Our kissing turns into an exchange of heavy breathing and us smiling at each other…wait…why is everything fading to black? What? "Hiro? Hiro?"

"Tadashi I'm right here. Why are you calling my name?"

"Hiro. Wake up." Wake up? I am awake.

My eyes shoot open and immediately I feel a wetness in my briefs and a hand shaking me awake. I hear Flesh by Simon Curtis playing in my headphones and realize that's why I…

"Hiro. You okay?"

I scoot to the other side of my bed with my knees pulled up to my chest. "Umm…yea…yea I'm fine."

He sits down next to me and I can feel a few things outside of raging embarrassment at this moment: fear, sadness, anger, worry, and the wetness in my briefs. Fear of being caught having a wet dream about my brother. Sadness over what Tadashi told me at SFIT. Anger at Tadashi for pushing me away. Worry…worrying about what it means having a wet dream about my brother…is this normal?

"Hiro…talk to me." He reaches out for me and I flinch. "Hiro…I'm sorry about earlier…I just needed breathing room."

"It's fine…I can back off a bit…but can we still hang out?"

"Of course. Just because your big bro needs a bit of space doesn't mean we can't spend time together. I'm always here for you." He gently strokes my hair but this time I lean into the touch…his gentle…touch. No!

I abruptly stand up. "I'm gonna shower. I might get some homework done then head to bed."

"Okay, sure. If you need anything or want to talk, I'll be on my bed." And with that, Tadashi got up and moved to his side of the room, opening a text book and digging through his book bag. I grabbed a change of clothes then rushed into the bathroom, slamming the door behind me. I slid down the opposite side of the door and rested my face in my hands.

"What's wrong with me? The minute Tadashi is asleep, I'm researching that stupid dream." I peel out of my clothes and turn on the shower. After making sure it's at a good temperature, I step into the warm stream of water.

He's acting so weird. I expected him to be sad but seemed…scared of me. What's going on in that brain of yours Hiro? Please…just talk to me.

After exiting my shower, getting dressed, and doing a bit of homework, I glance over at Tadashi's side of the room. He's still awake. Great, well I guess I'll risk it. I sit down at my computer and start searching for journals, articles, research papers, anything that can explain why I had that dream. I want to blame it on the song because the song is so suggestive, but I want to obliterate any doubt whatsoever.

I finally find a psychological article analyzing sexual dreams involving blood relatives. It talked about how an occasional occurrence of a sexual dream involving a family member is normal to experience every now and then and most people experience them. It also stated that it is very common in teens experiencing puberty. That's a relief. At least I know that it's just a fluke and I am in no way shape or form attracted to my brother.

I exit the site and decide to turn in. As soon as I swivel around in my chair, I see Tadashi standing directly behind me with his hand outstretched. "Ta-Tadashi! What are you-"

"I was about to see if you were okay. You've been acting weird since I woke you up."

"I told you I'm ok. It's just been a long day…I was gonna turn in." I got up and made my way to the stairs to tell Aunt Cass good night but he cut me off.

"I'm not an idiot Hiro. Far from it actually. I can tell when something's wrong with you."

I sighed and looked at him with pleading eyes, but instead of buying it he just looked at me more sternly. "Okay Tadashi…when I get back I'll tell you."

"Alright. Now we're getting somewhere." He let me go say good night and as soon as I got back he cleared his throat to catch my attention. He patted his bed for me to sit next to him. I climbed onto his bed and tried to avoid his gaze but he was steadfast, keeping me in his sights. "Well?"

I was trying to come up with a convincing lie but my mind kept going back to the dream. Crap. "Well…when I was asleep…I had a weird dream and…when you woke me up I was still recovering from it. I fell asleep to a certain song and it just made my dreams weird."

"I figured as much. Did you…wanna sleep with me again tonight?"

What did he just say? Oh wait he meant as in sleep in his bed. Get it together Hiro. "Umm sure…I appreciate it. Thank you."

"Do you wanna talk about the dream?"

I could feel my face heating up. This isn't good. "No…it's okay I promise. I just want to get some rest."

"Sure bud."

He stood up and began to take off his pants. For a second…just a brief second, I was focused on his hips, the flare of his shirt that showed off his lower back, even his butt. I felt a twinge of pleasure in my crotch and a pang of fear rip through my body. I quickly adjusted myself and laid down facing away from Tadashi's portion of the bed. He shut off the light and climbed into bed next to me. I had just shut my eyes when I felt him pull me into the curve of his body with his arm around me. He nuzzled his face into my hair and breathed deep. I was a bit scared his hand would drift too low and feel my erection but his arm was firmly around my waist. I relaxed when he kissed the top of my head and I was finally able to fall asleep.