"Umm…excuse me?" Prussia glanced over toward where the faint voice was coming from and didn't see anything there at first. Then he focused on the almost invisible person next to him and what he saw of the kid, surprised and extremely pissed him off. He had deep, deep sea blue eyes that were haunted by a sadness and anger that hid itself so well no one would notice, but somehow Prussia could see that clearly. What pissed him off was that while the eyes screamed at him, the voice and actions of their owner were quiet, hesitant, and fearful. The kid shrunk back at Prussia's blatant stare, becoming even more timid and scared, which further angered the Prussian.
"What?" Prussia snapped at him. Canada gulped, how in the world was he going to tell Prussia to get off his hand? This was Prussia he was talking to; the one person Canada most looked up too. Prussia got everybody to notice him; it was a character trait Canada couldn't hope to possess and he admired that Prussia for it. He was pathetic; he couldn't even bring himself to say something about his hand, something so simple.
"I…umm…n…never mind." Canada murmured almost too quiet for Prussia to hear.
"Just fuckin' spit it out!" Prussia yelled. People like this kid made him extremely mad. They couldn't do anything for themselves, never voiced their own opinions, went along with whatever someone else wanted, they were too afraid to be loud enough to be heard, and always got pushed around. If only they had enough courage to speak out they could change their entire miserable life, but none of them ever seemed to realize that they didn't have to be trampled on and it seriously pissed off Prussia.
"I…umm…you…" the kid mumbled, and then took a breath. "You're sitting on my hand!" Prussia glanced down, then glanced back at the kid. Canada braced himself, he hadn't seen enough of Prussia to predict what he was going to do or say.
"Oh…well, why the hell didn't you just say so?" Prussia said getting off the kid's hand. I mean really, he thought, was it that hard to tell someone that they freaking sat on your hand? He was too tired to muster up really irritation at the kid, not to mention sitting on someone's hand was very unawesome, so he thought he'd let it go for now.
"Who are you anyway?" Prussia asked, hoping to get his mind off of other things, because regretfully he still wasn't drunk enough and the bottle was empty. For once he cursed his high tolerance for alcohol.
"I…I'm Canada." Canada told him and as always Kumajirou asked him who he was. Canada sighed knowing that if his own stuffed animal didn't own him, then there was no way someone like Prussia knew who he was.
"Oh, so you're Canada, I was wondering when I'd get to meet you." Prussia said.
"Real…really? I…I didn't think someone like you would really even take an interest in someone like me." Canada said with a genuine smile on his face.
"Someone like me?"
"Yeah, umm…you know…someone a…awesome." Canada mumbled out, a slow blush creeping over his cheeks. Wow, you could barely muster up the courage to tell him that he was sitting on your hand, but you could easily tell him he is awesome, seriously, Canada thought.
Prussia raised an eyebrow. "Awesome?" A peculiar look came over his face and he burst out laughing.
"W… well, you…you always say that you're awesome, w…when you talk at the World Conferences and I…I just figured if you say it so much then it must be true." Canada was bright red now and completely embarrassed.
"Of course, I am the awesome Prussia!" He laughed, but he sobered up thinking of what had happened tonight. "Don't be so naïve, kid. I'm not awesome, I've always been a screw up to the point that I'm a dying nation now, and she…"
Canada watched wide eyed as he trailed off, he'd seen Prussia considerably brightened at mention of him being awesome and then just as suddenly all the light in his crimson eyes flickered out. Then there was all this stuff about not being awesome, and it was as if everything Canada had ever known had just been thrown out the window.
"No! You are awesome! You're confident, you don't care what people think, you do whatever you want and say whatever you want, you're fearless and brave and caring, and you…you even seem to remember people like me who are nobodies! So don't stop saying it, because the moment you stop saying it, you start to stop believing it, and the moment you stop believing it, it starts to stop being true!" Canada shouted; his chest heaving and eye's wide. Then suddenly he slumped down, completely shocked and drained by his outburst.
"Why do you even care?" Prussia spit back. No one ever really cared, they would say something like this, and then forget about it and stop caring the second they stepped away. Even his brother was tired of Prussia's idioticness, and tended to forget Prussia focus on his freaking Italian boyfriend.
"B…because," Canada reverted back to his normal self, today had not been going as planned. "I admire you. You have a personality everyone notices and wish I had that. I want to be as confident and awesome as you are."
Prussia just stared at him, and he shook his head in disbelief.
"Ah, Birdie." He said, leaning back to look at the subway ceiling. This kid was definitely something, even if the kid himself didn't realize it.
Yay! Update done! Woot! And i guess there wasnt anyone else on the subway, cause no one notice this whole argument/thing going on.
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