Wassss up people! This is what I think is a long chapter.

Loving Family

N open the door to the new house that he had brought the same day that he had returned. The house as big enough to start a small family, it had five bedrooms and three bathrooms. He made sure that each bed room was for each person. There were three rooms that were special to him. Gray walk between his parents looking around the living room. There was a love couch, a flat screen TV a small coffee table, some vices with flowers in them. A nice long rug under the middle table in front of the love couch. Gray smile and ran around his new house then ran to his parents hug them, before running into the kitchen. Touko looked around at her new house, this was herself and her family will be in forever. She looked at N, he smile at his wife as he pecked her cheek. He took her hand and walk to the kitchen were Gray was, they walk in to see Gray push Zoura to the kitchen counter to grabbed a cookie. N smile at his son as he walks picking up his son and help onto the counter. Gray smile grabbing the cookie before taking a bit out of it. N smile at Gray before kissing Gray's forehead, Gray gave N a little giggle.

"Who wants to see the rest of this house?" N said looking at his family.

Gray eyes brighten with joy as he pulled his parents to the upstairs of the house. They saw 5 bed rooms Gray look at his father to see his approval to see. N grabbed Touko's and Gray's hand, he led them to the first door and opened it. It was a room with a lot of pokemon dolls, there was a small bed with black sheet and to the left of it was a small white table on top of it was a small lap. A poke ball as a rug the walls were paint blue, there was anything that a little kid could dream of, toys and a flat screen TV. Gray ran to the end of the side if the widow were he saw the flock of birds passed by his widow. He giggled as one of them stop at his beaconing. Gray ran to open the two doors and walked up to the it. It flows away before he reaches it. N smiled at his son but, then frowned he let go of Touko's hand and walked away. Touko notice this look at him, he walked back and forth. She frowned, Touko walk up to N.

"N is something wrong? Touko looked at N. He ran his through his hair before looking at his beloved. He nodded looking at her.

"Then what is it? I can help." Touko said as he putted her hand on his chest, N looked into Touko's ocean eyes. He paused for a moment before back at her.

"It's just that I haven't been through for Gray, like I should have. I wasn't a father." N looked at Gray as he played with the Zoura that he had gave to him. He sighs. Touko looked at N and smiled at him. She grabbed his hand before sqiwinsing it.

"He still loves you N, he always has and he will always. That is something that will never change. You can still make it up to him. It not too late." Touko look at N. He smiled at her she always knew a way that would make him feel better. He nodded and bends down to kiss his wife. He grabbed his wife's hand and led her to another room.

"This will be our room, it not much but, it will be ours. It problem not the best room but, I thought that it would be a great beginning." He looks around. There was a king size bed. There was a flat screen TV on the wall. The walls were paint a pale color, the widow were doors to the balcony. A black carpet in the center of the room. Touko look around it, she also spotted a closet and doers. Then a median table with: a box of jewelry, make-up, lotions and perfume. Touko looked at, he smiled.

"I thought that you might need something. I didn't really know what kinds of things that you would like. So, I bought many thing that I could that I thought that you might like." He said looking down at his beloved. She smiled at him, he was so sweet and a gentleman and caring. She was the lucky girl in the world. She had a loving Husband and a loving child. Which was still her baby. Touko looked back at N and walk to him, got on her tippy-toes and kissed him. He was surprised at first but, then did the same. They kissed for a very long time. N even tries to push her to the bed but, Touko pushed him away so they would still be standing.

"N slow down. We have time but, not today. Beside you need to talk to your son." Touko said as she heard Gray talking to his Zoura. N nodded, kissing Touko's lips before he took her hand and walked to his son's room. Gray tries to play patty cake with Zoura.

"No Zoura, you're doing it wrong. It's first your left paw with my right hand and then your right paw with my left hand. Then it keeps going." Gray told his best friend, Zoura nodded his head as they tried again. N looked down at his son as he felt a peck on his cheek. He turned to see Touko smiling up at him.

"I will make dinner; you can play with Gray for now." Touko walked away to the stairs. N turned his head to Gray. N smiled walking to Gray. Gray was rolling a light green ball with Zoura. Zoura pushed the ball back at his friend. N bends down next to Gray, Gray notice this and smiled at his father. Gray smiled at his father and pushed the ball at his. N looked down at the green ball remembering his own childhood. He had been lock in a room until he was older than 10. His childhood was the worst part of his life, he would always try to easer it from his memories but, he would always have nightmares of it. One time when he sleeps with Touko he had memories of his childhood.

Flash Back

N lay next to Touko. He had his hand on her stomach; he looked down at Touko and smiled. That same day was the day that he had found out that Touko was pregnant. He was delighted about this, he made a deal with her. If she wins that he would have to leave for some time but, not for long. But, if she lost then she would had to stay in his castle to be his Queen and their child. After a few thoughts he fell asleep.

"Mommy, is daddy?" A young hair boy went up to his mother. She smiled as tears came out. The mothers walked up to her son and kissed him on the forehead. He looked up at her as a grunt came in.

"Young lord, please come with me your father wants to talk to you" N looked up to him and nodded.

"See you later mommy." N kissed his mother and left. The doors closed the door. N walked next to grunt as the grunt came to a stop. Their he saw his father, Ghetsis. The father looked down at his father.

"N, you are not human. Your nothing but, a heartless boy, not even that. You are a monster and nothing more." Ghetsis said as his mother can into the room. She walked next to N.

"Ghetsis, you can't do this. He is our son." She said to the older man. Ghetsis looked at his wife and scowled at her. He had enough of her. Ghetsis pushed N out the room. That where he heard a scream of death.

N shot up from the bed in sweat. He panted as he looked around the room; he got out of the bed and walked to the bathroom. Looking into the mirror, it was just a dream of his past. He sigh turn on the sink and splash cold water on his face. He didn't understand why this keep happening to him, he had always try to make all of these horrible things that had happened to him. He looked down to the floor, ten lend against the cold pale wall. His bare back felt the chill of the wall. He slide down onto the floor. He was sacred.

'What if I do this to my own child, what if I do worse? No, I can't do that to him. I need to leave him and Touko so I won't hurt them. Yes that is what I have to do… leave,' N pushed himself up and walked into the room. There he saw his princes sleeping. He smiled and walked to her kissing her forehead. He turned to grab his black under shirt and started to change. He looked at Touko again as she turned to his sided of bed. He shook his head, he got up to leave when he hear a whimper. He turned his head to Touko who slowly open her eyes she lifted herself off the bed. She looked up to him.

"N? Where are you going? Aren't we sleeping together?" Touko yawed as she rubbed her eyes. He looked down at her before he started to cry. He fell on his and started at the ground as the tear came to the floor. Touko lifted the covers and walked to N, she bend down to him. She hugged him as hard as she could as she tried to say that she will never leave his side ever. He wrapped his left arm around her waist and the other arm around her shoulder. He hugged her tight, he loved her so much. Touko stroked his green tea hair.

"Touko, I can't be the father. I will hurt you and our child like my father did. I need to leave you two alone so I won't hurt you." N chock out as he cried on her shoulder. She was confused.

"N, you will never and I mean never be like your father. You will be better than your father, you will never hurt use." Touko said to him softly. He looks up at her.

"How can you be so sure of that?" N asked to Touko. She smiled at his question.

"N. I know you and I know that you are far from being your father. I know that you love me... I mean us," she said as she looked down at her stomach, "you are the sweetest person that I have ever met and I trust you so much. N you will be a great father." Touko looked up at N gray eyes, she wasn't lying. N knew that. He nodded and kissed her as he rubbed her stomach.

"I love you Touko and our child." He kissed her again before pick her up bride-style and laid her on the bed were he lay beside her. They slept in peace.

Flash Back end

"Daddy, pass me the ball please." Gray said tugging N shirt. N snapped out of his flash back and looked down at his son big eyes.

"OH, of course here. But, I think that mommy is done. Let go down stairs. Okay." Gray nodded with a big smile. N got up only to see Gray extend his arms to him. N looked down at first not knowing what to do but, then caught on. He bended down picking Gray up. As they got down stairs Touko was already setting the table. N places Gray on his chair as Touko gave him his small plat of spaghetti (if that how you spell it, I know I bad at spelling). Gray already stabbed his plate with his fork. N sat down as Touko place a plate of the pasta. She kissed the side of his head as she did to Gray. Lastly she got a plate of her own. They ate like one huge family.

After Eating and Gray sleeping

N slipped of his pants and leaving him with only his boxer and a black shirt, he went under the covers. He saw Touko came out of the bathroom but, only to go to doers. His doers.

"Is there something that you need dear?" He looked curious at her. Touko only took out one of his shirt it was white and long.

"N? Can I wear this shirt to sleep?" She said looking over to N. He nodded, Touko smile going back to the bathroom. She came out and went to the other side of the bed. N turned off the lap that was beside his table. He turned to her. He could see the beautiful smile in the dark, his arms around her waist to pull her closer to him. She snuggled into his chest. N bends down to kiss her.

"It has been long. Can we?" With that they did what they long to do.

I so naughty or that what I think.