Additional Information!
1) Not the typical story.
2) Orphan!Arthur...
3) Things will be explained later on
4) Alfred's not gonna be forgiven anytime soon
Why you looking at me like that? Hmmm? I don't own Hetalia! I own own this plot! S-stop it!
Edite June 2013 :3
It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew. –Henry Rollins
When I woke up, I was a bit shocked that I've fallen asleep by the door. "Morning." I said to no one particular. Suddenly I realized that I had school today. I looked up at the clock and saw that I still had time. I quickly brushed my teeth and hair, got a piece of bread and ran out of my house.
As I run to the bus stop I couldn't help but to stare at all those kids who are being showered with kisses, love, and care. I'll always be alone, aren't I? Quit being so stupid! One side told me while the other side told me to face it, Arthur, everyone hates you! I can't take it. I felt tears swell up; it was blinding me so I couldn't see clearly. Suddenly, I ran into someone.
"O-ouch…" I murmured. I was too busy trying to rub my elbow, where I had scratched, I didn't notice that tears were falling from my ear or did I notice the person I had ran into.
"Aw, is loser Kirkland crying because he's got a boo-boo? Hahahahahahaha!" I looked up to see him.
"Kesesesesese, that is SO unawesome! Oh wait, Kirkland, isn't even COUNTED as awesome." It was one of his best friends, Gilbert.
"S-shut up." I murmured, not intending for them to hear, but somehow he heard it. Of course he's always great with hearing things.
"Aw, does loser Kirkland think he's so tough now?" He teased.
"Yeah, Alfred, I think Kirkland thinks he's a tough kitty now." The name mentally hunted me also it made me wince. Of course Alfred had to notice that as well but before he could say anything the bus came.
"Dammit. You're lucky this time Kirkland." With that they ran to the bus leaving me sitting there. People walk and ran past me but no one stopped to help me. No it's fine, no one cares anyways.
When I had gotten up the bus had already left. I slowly dusted myself and started to walk, trying hard to not do anything rash in public. I wish that there could be one, only one! I'm not asking for too much! I only want one person to care about me.
Alfred's POV
I was quiet surprised when I ran or he ran into me. You have no idea how badly I wanted to go and help him, but unfortunately Gilbert was there. I mean I had to keep my reputation…right? By helping Arthur, it would totally ruin my reputation, no matter how hard I wanted to help him I couldn't. I know he hates me…but…I really can't…
Arthur's POV
When I finally got to school everyone was pointing and whispering. I didn't need to ask…I knew they were talking about me. When I got to my locker it didn't shock me to have so many papers taped on it. With words such as, loser, bitch, eyebrows, loner, gay, no one loves you, no one cares about you. I quietly took all of the posters off and got my books and ran into the storage room. But again before I could get there I was stopped.
"What's this? Loser Kirkland is in such a hurry? Why is that? No one's waiting for you." I was stopped by. Yes. Him. Alfred.
"…"
"What's wrong? Aren't ya gonna reply?" I kept my eyes casted on the ground. Suddenly I was slammed into the lockers. "I said aren't ya gonna reply?" He hissed. I averted my eyes from the ground to his cold sky blue eyes that I've fallen for. Yes I am in love with my former best friend and enemy.
"Nothing, I just needed to go talk to the…teacher."
"About?" His voice changed from teasing to ice. Guess he thought I was going to tell on him or something.
"Nothing in particular."
"Kirkland, you better not be lying to me."
"I'm not."
"Kesesese, big boy come 'ere." Gilbert motioned Alfred over.
"Again, interrupted." He lets go of me and walks over. I kept an eye on him from under my bangs, I watched as Gilbert gave him a smack on his butt. As I stood there watching Gilbert introducing some cheerleaders (sluts) to Alfred, I felt my heart clutch up. Stop it. You're no comparison to them. Alfred is straight unlike you. I quietly walked away unaware of Alfred's eyes that was burning a hole onto my back.
When I got to the storage room, I saw two people kissing. That goody-goody Feliciano and that look-at-me-I'm-so-tough Ludwig literally sucking each other's faces off. I mentally gaged and walked over to the bathroom where thankfully was empty. I quickly walked over to the sink, pulled out a knife. I stared at the sharp object as if it was mocking me; suddenly I heard the late bell rang. Who would care if I'm not in class on time? Right, no one. I took a deep breath and place the knife on my skin before letting it tear through my skin. As blood start to seep out I felt relief filling my body.
Why do I still love you after all that you've done to me? Why did you break our promise? Alfred, you don't realize what you've done to me, do you?
A/N: Like it so far? You guys made me soo happy with the reviews, and the follows. So I'm going to be uploading quite alot this weekend, so expect Love At First Sight and this to be updated alot (Well, mostly this since I'm a bit stuck on that one)! :3
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