A/N: I dedicate this chapter to Varsity Fanclub. If it weren't for their music this never would have been typed.

Chapter Two: Holy Shit

Chapter Song: Stung by Varsity Fanclub (doesn't have to do with the chapter I was just listing to it while I typed this.)

Previously:


He brought his arms back around me and pulled me closer. I tangled my fingers in his hair again. I pushed my hips against his and he moaned. I smiled against his lips and he kissed me harder.

"Bella!"

I froze and pulled away from Edward and turned to the angry eyes at the front door.


Alice looked shocked and angry in the doorway. (A/N: Ha! I bet you guys thought it was Charlie!) She stood there looking at me with a disapproving look. We all just sat there looking at each other. Alice kept looking back and forth between me and Edward.

"Bella what are you doing?" Alice finally asked.

I got off of Edward's lap and walked over to Alice. I pulled Alice outside and closed the door behind us.

"What are you doing making-out with the new kid?!" Alice screamed at me.

"Alice please lower you voice," I told her.

"I heard that you were taken to the hospital because you were found in the girl's bathroom on a pile of broken glass in a pool of your blood, so I come over to make sure that you're alright, and I find you on your couch practically having sex. Tell me what's going on." Alice demanded.

"Alice it's a long story,"

"Well we've got time," she said stubbornly, she wasn't letting this go.

I brought her back in the house where we went over to the living room. Edward was on the couch looking at me confused. I sat next to him and Alice sat across from us. She alternated from glaring at Edward to looking suspiciously at me.

I took a deep breath and told her everything. I refused to look at her while I told her. I told her about Charlie and the dinner. I told her about the cliff and me screaming at the sky. I told her about Edward stopping me from killing myself. When I started talking about the how Edward and I had sex I heard her gasp. I also explained the whole bathroom thing.

When I finished I looked up to see Alice's reaction. She had tears in her eyes. She got up from her chair and came over and hugged me.

"Bella why didn't you tell me?" she asked in a shaky tone. I patted her back to get her to calm down.

"I thought that if I told you, you would treat me different." I told her.

"Bella, you're my best friend and you can tell me anything. I wouldn't treat you any different." She said pulling away and looking at me in the eyes. I wiped the tears away from her eyes and gave her a small smile.

"What are you going to do?" she asked me.

"There's nothing I can really do," I said.

"Well you can't stay here with that bastard!" Alice said with anger in her tone. The fury in her voice frightened me a little.

"Well where am I going to go?" I asked her. "I'm not going to put either of you guys in danger, besides I'll be eighteen in a month and a half," I told them.

"Now you should probably go because I have to cook dinner for Charlie and I don't want you guys to be here." I told them.

They reluctantly stood up and I walked them to the door. Alice gave me another tight hug before going off to her car. I looked up at Edward to say goodbye but he grabbed my face and kissed me. I held on to him tightly because I didn't want to let him go. He pulled his lips away from mine and brought them to my ear.

"Bella I promise that I will take you away from here soon." He whispered. He looked at me seriously and I couldn't argue so I just nodded. He kissed me again before walking to his car.

I closed the door and walked into the kitchen. I decided to make Charlie's favorite in hope that he would go easy on me. I was finished before he got home. I set the table for him and put the food out. I went up to my room and laid on my bed.

Surprisingly Charlie didn't do anything. I was really tense when I heard him come in the door, but all he did was eat, watch sports, and go to sleep.

I followed my normal morning schedule when I woke up the next morning, shower, eat cereal, and drive to school.

When I got out of my truck Alice and Edward were already waiting for me.

"How are you today?" Edward asked.

"I'm fine Edward," I reassured him.

We walked into first period and we all found seats next to each other. The day was pretty much boring until fourth period, my class without Alice or Edward.

I noticed that everyone was staring at me when I entered the class. I sat in the back of the class and hid myself behind my hair. The stares still didn't stop. I was ignoring everyone until I heard my name being whispered.

"Did you see Bella Swan come in with Edward Cullen this morning?" a girl asked.

"I don't know why he is hanging out with her, did you hear that she cut herself in the bathroom yesterday?" another girl asked.

I immediately dropped my head to the table. People were going to be talking about me all day.

When the bell rang for lunch I quickly went to my locker to put away my things. I was about to close my locker when Lauren and Jessica came up to me.

"Bella how are you?" Lauren asked me. I was a bit shocked because Lauren was never nice to me.

"I'm fine," I said but my voice made it sound more like a question.

She held out her arms as if to hug me but she grabbed my bad arm and pulled up my sleeve before I could stop her. She stared at my cut with wide eyes and her mouth was open too. In my opinion she looked like a fish at the moment but I pushed that thought to the back of my head. I pulled back my arm and pulled my sleeve back down.

"So it's true, you did cut yourself in the bathroom," she said loudly so that everyone in the hall stopped and looked at me.

Oh great.

"I don't see how that's any of your business," I told her.

"Well you ruined my favorite bathroom," she said. I snorted and rolled my eyes.

"Is this really about the bathroom Lauren?" I asked putting my hand on my hip. I knew that this wasn't about the bathroom.

"Why was Edward Cullen hanging out with you?" Jessica said and I rolled my eyes again. Of course this was about Edward. Sometimes his good looks were a curse.

"Why does my and Edward's business concern you, and anyways we're friends." I told them.

"Well I hope you're not wishing it to something more, because he would never fall for you." Lauren said in a bitchey tone.

I looked at her and just started laughing. She was so clueless. I just wanted to scream in her face that we had sex in the back of his Volvo and that he was my boyfriend.

"You're a bipolar, emo, freak, no wonder your mom your mom left you," Lauren said and my laughing immediately stopped.

That was low, even for Lauren. "My mom didn't leave me," I said as I felt the first tear roll down my cheek. My mom was a sensitive subject for me and Lauren knew that.

"Well where the hell is she?" she said smirking because she knew that I didn't know the answer.

"Aww look emo freak is going to cry. Everyone watch the bathrooms she might try to cut herself again." Jessica said laughing and everyone else laughed with her.

"Bella," I heard Edward's voice calling my name. I looked up into his eyes and his facial expression looked heartbroken. He ran over to me and wrapped me in his arms.

"What is your problem?" I heard Alice scream. I looked in the direction she was in and she was yelling at Lauren and Jessica. To say they were scared was an understatement, they looked terrified.

"Bella didn't do a fucking thing to you guys, I want you to leave her alone and if I catch you even looking at her funny I swear to god that I will hurt you," she told them and they instantly nodded their heads and scurried away.

"Are you alright?" Edward asked me and I shook my head. He picked me up bridal style and we walked through the crowd. We walked out the school to the parking lot and got in his car. I didn't see Alice anywhere.

He pulled us in the backseat and I climbed into his lap. He pulled me closer and rubbed small soothing circles in my back.

"Bella, it's okay. Those girls were stupid and didn't know what they were talking about." Edward said trying to make me feel better.

I nodded and leaned my head against his chest.

"When lunch is over are we going back in?" he asked me.

"We should considering we missed the last half of school yesterday," I said.

Edward and I stayed in his car for the rest of the lunch period. It felt nice to just relax in Edward's arms. He made all my worry and fear go away.

When Edward and I walked back into school everyone avoided us. They stayed as far away as possible. Alice must have really scared them off while Edward and I were in the car.

I was happy that they were staying away. That meant that no one else was at risk of getting hurt because of me.

Edward dropped me off at my house and kissed me goodbye. I went to cook Charlie's dinner. I cooked him a small dinner because I wasn't eating.

When he came in he kept to himself and left me alone. I actually thought things were getting better.

My birthday was tomorrow and I was in an extra happy mood. I actually danced through the kitchen while I cooked.

I set the table and placed the food on the plates.

Charlie came in and sat at the table. I grabbed the water pitcher from the fridge and poured him a glass before pouring myself one. I sat across from him and smiled.

"What are you so happy about?" Charlie grumbled.

"Nothing," I told him. I really didn't know why I was happy. Normally I hated my birthday.

"I know why you're so happy, you're eighteen tomorrow and your legally an adult. So you're thinking since you're an adult you can leave me, huh? He yelled standing up.

"No Charlie that's not what I was thinking," I told him. I actually had forgotten about that since he's been in a semi-good mood lately.

"Fucking liar," he yelled knocking everything off the table. He went over to me and picked me up by my hair. He threw me against the wall and started kicking me.

I wrapped my arms around my front in hope that it would block the pain. That didn't stop him though he just kicked me in my back over and over. Finally I drifted off into unconsciousness.

When I woke up I was in the hospital. I saw Carlisle looking over some charts across the room.

"How did I get here?" I asked him. My voice came out raspy and barely audible.

"Charlie called an ambulance. He told them that you were going to a bookstore in Port Angels and some men snuck up on you and did this. I'm pretty sure we both know the truth," he said and I nodded.

"Charlie causes a bit of damage to your spinal cord so I suggest that you stay off of your feet for about three weeks." He took a deep breath and walked closer to me. "There is one other thing I need to tell you, while running some tests I found that you are pregnant," he said.

Holy shit.

"Are you sure? Maybe it's a mistake?" I asked him.

"Bella this is no mistake," he told me.

Out of nowhere I started crying. I didn't want to bring a baby into this horrible life of mine.

Carlisle came over and hugged me. "Is it Edward's?" he asked. I nodded and cried harder.

Edward didn't need his life ruined because of a baby.

"Bella I'm going to call Charlie and let him know that you will be staying over at my house so I can keep a close eye on you." He said.

"Carlisle you don't have to do that, I don't want to be a burden." I told him.

"Nonsense Bella, anyways now that you're having my grandchild it's the least I can do." I nodded and he left the room.

I was having a baby, I was having Edward's baby. A little, tiny, defenseless baby. I started to cry again. I cried for the baby, I cried for Edward, and I cried for myself. This baby deserved a better life than I could give.

Just then Edward came through the door. He rushed to my side and brushed away my tears.

"Why are you crying? Does something hurt?" he asked me franticly.

"Edward, there is something I need to tell you,"

"You can tell me anything Bella."

"You remember our night in the Volvo?"

"How could I forget?"

"Well we didn't use anything,"

"What are you talking about?"

"Edward I'm pregnant,"

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