"Hey loser!" A breathtakingly beautiful girl pulled my arm. It was Joe's girlfriend, I wondered why she was taking the bus.

"What?" I said sighing I stepped by to get away from her. Chelsea was terrible. She's tried to make my life hard ever since she's met me.

"I don't appreciate you and your friends making Joe take you guys to school everyday. He's suppose to be picking me up." Chelsea scoffed.

"What? It's not my fault." I said trying to end the conversation. I tried to walk but she blocked me.

"Yes it is! You can stop going over there every damn morning!" She was angry.

"He would still have to take Nick you know his brother." I said sarcastically.

"I don't care about the curly haired freak. I don't want you and Slutlena in that house anymore." Chelsea glared.

"Then go talk to Selena. I don't care." I walked away angry. Who is she to tell me who I can and can not hangout with.

I walked around for awhile like I did most of the time before I got home later that night. I wasn't allowed over the Jonas' during finals week. Selena I had already been over there Monday so I had no choice but to be home. Too bad I don't have more friends or less busy friends, like that was the problem. I walked in the door and my father stood there. The fear poured into my chest. He was yelling about how stupid I was and worthless.

"Why are you even alive?" He growled. "Such a mistake."

"I-" I was too numb to even cry and I think that angered him. My dad liked to see me cry because he knew he was hurting me and that made me feel good.

"You what?" He screamed in my face and told me I was a mistake again then smacked me.

"P-please" I cried and he pushed me onto the ground.

"Bitch!" He kicked me and screamed for me to get out of his face.

I winced and stood up quickly running for the stairs before falling a couple of times. It hurt so deeply emotionally I can't ever be use to being treated the way he makes me feel. I needed a release. I ran into my room and cried on my bed before grabbing a razor and making a few fresh deep cuts on my leg. I took a breath and put pressure on my cuts. Then I wiped my tears fixed my make up and packed my things after cleaning up the mess. I couldn't be here not tonight.

I went over to the Jonas house and I snuck into the window of Kevin's room and locked the door. I cried and cried from the pain and from life. I felt save somewhat for now I always feel safe here but when I sneak in I also get worried of being caught. This was one of many times I've done this. I fell asleep even though it was 7pm and I only had breakfast today and no one ever goes into Kevin's room. I woke up at 6 am to intense hunger pains. I didn't know how I managed to sleep 11 hours while I was that hungry. I got changed and stuffed my bag of clothes underneath Kevin's bed. My secret hiding spot that no one knows about. I relaxed for a few minutes and then tended to my injuries. I had a small red mark on my face and a few bruises on my back, some were days old. I did my make up and got my book bag and chimed my way down the vines to get into the yard. I only knew about this because Kevin use to get in trouble for sneaking out. He taught me a lot of things, well actually Joe taught me these things when Kevin taught Joe. I was dreaded seeing Joe but usually when we have a fight like that we ignore each other. I sat outside of the house for a few minutes till I was sure everyone was awake and I knocked.

"Hey!" Nick smiled opening the door.

"What are you so chipper about at 6 am" I said walking in and hugging my best friend.

"Oh nothing except I got an A on all of my finals!" He said excitingly.

"What? How?" I was shocked I could never. We walked into the living room.

"Hard work." He laughed looking around the room for his phone.

"Yeah that's not what I heard last night little brother." Joe said as he walked into the living room making fun of his little brother per usual.

"What are you talking about?" Nick said not really caring about anything his brother had to say. I was confused.

"I heard you crying in your room last night. Watching too many girly shows?" Joe laughed. I frozen.

"I was downstairs all night, I fell asleep studying." Nick said rolling his eyes. I gulped, Joe has heard me crying.

"Sure." Joe said not believing his little brother. Selena walked in and I felt so relieved. I was almost caught.

"Hey Selly!" I smiled hugging my cousin. I went over to talk to her and pulled Nick into the conversation to get him away from Joe.

"Did you get enough studying done?" Nick asked us.

"Yes!" I didn't get any done. I was too busy crying but Selena nodded and they got into a conversation about Chemistry that I had no idea about.

"Breakfast!" Denise yells from the kitchen. We all sat down with Denise and Paul. It was waffle day! The best day, I had four and the guys all looked at me weirdly. Joe laughed but hid his laugh with a dirty look. I finished my food first of course, I went into the bathroom to check my cheek makeup. As I came back Joe's eyes were glued to me before turning back to his conversation. That's really strange.

"Can we have a celebration for Nick's grades?" Joe asked his parents. He just wanted a party.

"No but you can have one at the beach like planned." Denise said before grabbing her wallet. She handed the money to Nick. "Make sure he doesn't invite too many people." Every year she let them have a party somewhere that wasn't at the house. It was something the family looked forward to each year. This year Denise and Paul were going away so they wouldn't be there. They still trusted their kids.

The Jonas' were angels.

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