Chapter Two

She felt faint again.

Michaela leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes as another rush of dizziness threatened to send her spinning into unconsciousness. She took several deep breaths and then opened her eyes as the moment passed.

She had been feeling this way for a few days now. She knew she was just tired. It was the aftermath from the ordeal she endured a few weeks ago. It would pass. Michaela slowly got to her feet, waited to make sure she was steady and then rounded her desk and opened the door of the clinic. The dusty streets and sounds of Colorado Springs put a small smile on her face and she inhaled deeply.

Her stomach suddenly rumbled.

Michaela stepped off the porch and began walking to Grace's; the delicious smells of good cooking causing her to put one foot in front of the other. She hadn't been eating much but she knew she needed too. Grace's cooking was the best place to be.

Until Grace put the plate of food on the table.

"Here you go," Grace trilled, beaming.

Michaela's stomach instantly flip-flopped. Her face paled.

"Dr. Mike, is something wrong?" Grace sounded worried. Michaela tried to force a smile.

"No Grace. Nothing's wrong. I'm…I'm just not as hungry as I thought. I'm sorry."

"Is there something else you want?"

"No. I-I think I'm just going to go back to the clinic. I have things to do."

"Dr. Mike," Grace said sternly, "What is going on? This is the third time you have turned down my cooking. I should be offended but your face is so white I'm only worried about you." Grace sat down and took Michaela's hands in her own. She stared at her friend in concern. "Talk to me Dr. Mike. What is going on? Should I call Sully?"

"No!" Michaela blurted out quickly, "No. I'm fine Grace. Really. I'm just not very hungry. I'm sorry to trouble you again." Michaela pulled her hands free and shot to her feet in one hurried motion. She instantly regretted it. The dizziness hit her in full force and she toppled sideways.

"Dr. Mike!" Grace tried to catch her but Michaela hit the ground and then lay there, eyes closed, breathing slowly, willing the dizzy spell to pass.

"Are you all right?" Grace cried, "Oh I'm going to get Sully."

"No…" Michaela whispered, "I'm all right." She slowly sat up and groaned. Once again she was the center of attention as all of Grace's customers were watching her warily. Michaela let out a slow breath and began climbing to her feet.

"I'm sending someone to get Sully," Grace said firmly.

"No," Michaela replied.

"Don't argue with me Dr. Mike. You've been feeling poorly for a few days now, haven't you?"

"I'm just tired," Michaela said, impatience creeping into her tone. "I'm going back to the clinic. I promise I will have Colleen send for Sully to come and take me home," She lied just to pacify Grace and the ears of the eavesdroppers in the café. Grace still looked worried but she finally nodded, her hands twisting a white dish cloth fretfully. Michaela gave a half-hearted wave and left.

She headed back towards the clinic willing the dizziness and weakness to go away. This was the last thing she needed. She was a doctor. She had a family. She was too busy caring for her patients and for her husband and children. Besides, she could diagnose herself and she knew she was just tired. She had survived a horrible event a few weeks ago and she was emotionally and physically exhausted. It would pass.

Colleen glanced up from the desk as Michaela let herself inside the clinic.

"How is Mrs. Gregory feeling?" Michaela asked, swallowing hard.

"She's feeling much better. The medicine is helping," Colleen replied.

"Good," Michaela said, "She can go home in a few days."

Michaela put a hand to her forehead and leaned slightly back against the wall. Colleen frowned at her and then got to her feet.

"Ma, are you all right?"

"I'm fine," Michaela managed.

"You don't look fine. You don't look well at all. I knew something was wrong," Colleen said worriedly. Michaela shook her head slightly and tried to force a smile. It didn't work. Nausea was now clawing at her stomach and she could not escape the inevitable. Barely suppressing a moan and clamping a hand over her mouth, Michaela staggered over to a basin that was sitting on the examining table, leaned over and was violently ill.

"Ma!"

Colleen hurried over to her and grabbed her hair, pulling it away from her face. She rubbed her back as Michaela heaved with each spasm. When she was finished, Michaela leaned back against Colleen who supported her weight and led her over to a chair.

"Don't move," Colleen ordered softly. She went over to a pitcher and poured water onto a cloth and soaked it through; she brought it over to Michaela and began sponging her face and neck with it and Michaela moaned weakly.

"I'm taking you upstairs and you are getting in bed to rest. No arguments," Colleen said sternly when Michaela made a sound of protest. "Come on. Let's get you to bed."

Michaela gave a sigh of defeat and allowed herself to be cared for as Colleen helped her stand and forced her to lean against her as they headed for the stairs. Michaela really did feel awful and by the time they reached the second floor, she was desperate to crawl into bed and sleep.

Colleen got her settled and then disappeared for a few minutes only to reappear with a fresh washcloth and now clean basin which she set next to her on the nightstand.

"Ma, I'll be right downstairs. Please get some rest. I will come check on you soon."

"Thank you Colleen," Michaela whispered. Colleen brushed her hand across her forehead and smiled before leaving the room and closing the door behind her. Michaela lay there, her stomach churning, her fingers clutching the blanket in desperation. The dizziness was blinding and she squeezed her eyes shut and tried to force herself to relax. Finally, after what seemed like hours, she fell into a deep, troubled sleep.

The smell was absolutely delicious. It was mouth-watering. And it was Michaela's favorite.

"Grace, can I have two slices of pie please?"

Grace turned around and saw Sully standing there next to her kitchen smiling. She blinked and her lips parted slightly in surprise.

"Why Sully, I didn't expect to see you over here."

"You didn't?"

"No. I thought you would be at the clinic."

"Well, I'm on my there. I just wanted to get a piece of Michaela's favorite pie and take it to her."

Grace's eyes widened slightly.

"Grace, is something wrong?" Sully's smiled had faded and concern darkened his eyes. Grace cleared her throat. She began to furiously cut out two slices of pie and put them on a tin plate.

"No, No I guess nothing's wrong. I just thought you might have seen Dr. Mike before you came here." It was meant to be a statement and not a question but Sully took it that way. He folded his arms across his chest.

"No I haven't seen her since she left this morning. Something I should know?" He asked.

"It's not my place," Grace blurted out. She turned and handed him the plate with two pieces of fresh pie.

"Grace…"

"Now Sully, she told me she was going to have you come and take her home. I was just surprised to see you here. Besides, I'm sure she's fine now and-"

"What?" Sully's sharp tone cut into her explanation and Grace broke off and stared at him wide-eyed.

"Grace, what happened?" Sully demanded.

"I don't think she will want any pie. She hasn't eaten any of my cooking during lunch in three days. I know she's been feeling poorly. I can tell. She promised me she was going to tell you…"

Grace broke off again as Sully shoved the plate of pie back into her hands and without a word, turned and headed for the clinic leaving Grace staring after him.

Colleen flipped the page on the medical book she was reading and then jumped and gave a cry of surprise as the clinic door was suddenly thrown open, causing her to knock her book to the floor.

"Sully," Colleen gasped, her hand to her chest, "You scared me."

"Where's your Ma?" Sully's voice was slightly curt and abrupt and Colleen retrieved her book and then looked up at him, her eyes narrowing.

"She's upstairs sleeping."

Sully headed for the door that led to second floor and Colleen followed closely behind him. He all but ran up the stairs and came to a stop outside her door.

She was sound asleep with her hands clasped on the pillow, her breathing slow and even, her lips slightly parted. She looked like an angel. Sully felt some of the worry leave him as he let out the breath he didn't realize he was holding. She was here. She was okay. She wasn't hurt or missing. She was here. He turned to glance at Colleen who had walked over to lay a cool hand gently on Michaela's forehead. Colleen smiled with what was apparent relief.

Sully gestured to the hallway and after a moment she followed. He shut the door quietly behind her and then turned and gave full focus towards his adopted daughter.

"Colleen, what happened today?" He asked quietly.

"I'm not sure. She had left for lunch at Grace's but when she got back it was clear that she wasn't feeling well. She looked pale and then she became ill. When her stomach calmed down I was able to get her upstairs and she went to sleep. That's all I know. But she isn't running a fever. That's a good sign."

Sully glanced at the closed door, his eyes clouded with concern, worry sharpening his rugged features. Colleen placed her hand on his arm.

"I'm sure she's fine," She said quietly, "I think she's just overdoing it. She just needs to rest. Why don't you go on over to Grace's and have a piece of pie? I'll come and get you when she wakes up."

Sully glanced down at Colleen and had the grace to look slightly sheepish.

"I was just at Grace's. She's the reason I came over here. She told me Michaela wasn't feeling well. I handed her the pie back and headed this way."

Sully sighed.

"I feel bad for walking out on Grace like that. I'll go back." He hesitated.

"I hate to leave her," He confessed.

"I promise she won't be alone," Colleen assured him. "Now go eat a piece of Grace's pie. You're going to hurt her feelings."

Sully smiled. He hugged her briefly and then headed back downstairs. Colleen watched him go. She opened the door back up slowly to check on her Ma and was relieved to see she was still sleeping. She hoped her Ma only needed rest. She couldn't admit to Sully that her stomach was full of butterflies; uneasiness was beginning to claw at her and Colleen just kept on forcing it back down.

Ma was fine. She just needed rest. She was over-worked, tired and still dealing with the aftermath of her kidnapping a few weeks ago. She needed to rest.

Colleen began to close the door to head back downstairs but the uneasiness she was feeling was winning and surrendering, she finally walked inside the room and took the chair that was in the corner facing the bed so she could be close by her Ma in case she was needed.