In this chapter, there are only minimal changes, sentence changes and restructures. I didn't take anything out.

Disclamer: I own nothing Twilight. That belongs to Stephanie Meyer.

4 Months after they have left Bella

JPOV

I am still trying to get a grasp on what she said. From the moment we met I thought my place was with her. But now she says it's not, and she won't even give me an explanation…..

"Jasper, I love you, I have since the moment I saw you in my vision, but I always knew we weren't meant to be forever."Alice sighed and looked at the ground.

"What are you saying Alice? You don't want me here anymore?" I was doing my best to stay calm, but she was breaking my cold dead heart. Until Alice my world was dark, she brought me the light, and a new way of life. I just don't understand where she is going with this.

"No Jasper! That is not what I mean at all….. Shit!" I looked at her shocked, she rarely ever cussed, but stayed quiet trying to let her finish.

"Jasper… Our time, though I wish like hell it was, was not meant forever."

"Alice, I…"

"Let me finish please Jasper."

She looked so sad. I just nodded at her to continue.

"I… I have tried to ignore the things I have seen, and tried to keep you here by my side. But the more I fight it the stronger my visions get."

I started to speak but she stopped me by putting her hand up.

"I can't tell you everything in my visions, I feel like this is a path you need to find mostly on your own. But I can tell you a few things that will help lead you in the right direction."

I was breaking apart on the inside, what can I say to make her stop this nonsense? I belong with her. I don't care what her visions are telling her they are wrong! I started to tell her this but again she stopped me.

"Jasper, I know this is hard to understand and accept, trust me I have fought this myself. But it is not something we can fight, it is fate, and it will get its way in the end."

She stopped took a deep unneeded breath and continued.

"What I have seen is that your place or destiny rather is no longer with me. Things that have occurred have changed that. It…. It isn't bad, it is just a path that you need to find, to find your place and to fill your destiny. All the visions I have had tell me this, and I can't fight it any longer Jasper, I have to let you go and let you follow this new path."

She was letting me go….. I looked down at her spiky hair, her face to the ground. I could hear the low tearless sobs coming from her. I grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into a tight hug, whispering into her hair "Alice, there is no other place I want to be. Right here with you is where I belong, and nowhere else. We can fight whatever your visions are saying together, we both know they aren't always right, they can be changed."

She slowly pulled away, sighing again and said "I wish it were true Jasper, but it can't be fought, like I said its fate. I want you to know that I will always love you, and I hope that we can stay in touch, and stay friends. I don't want to lose you completely because of this Jasper, but we do have to part our ways here."By the end of this, through her pain she was feeling resolve, to her this was the only way.

I thought over all this for a few minutes defeated. I will go on this path she says I need to go on, but I will come back to her, my place is here.

I pulled her in for another hug, which she returned with all her strength. I knew this was hurting her, but she felt it was right.

So I pulled back kissed her forehead sighed again and said "Well, where do I start to look for this path that leads to my destiny?"

What she said shocked me the most. "Forks Jasper. You need to go back to Forks."

So here I am back in our house in Forks, trying to figure out what I am doing here. She wouldn't give me any other explanation, just to come here, be patient, and that would start me on the path that I needed to be on.

I just wish that whatever was going to happen would happen already. I miss Alice, and the rest of my family. I wanted to be done with this 'path' so that I could be back with them holding her in my arms. No things weren't great, everyone missed Bella, and the family seemed to be falling apart because of it. But at least we were together.

I want to call and talk to someone, I have been here a week now, and I miss them like crazy. But before I left Alice asked me not to. Said it would be easier for me to find my path. I think it was more to keep me from trying to go back.

But nothing is happening. I hunt every day, to give myself something to do other than sitting in this empty house. I am not worried much about my control, ever since Bella's fateful birthday party…. I have been too ashamed and upset with myself to even entertain the thought of a human's blood, much less enjoy the scent.

I didn't hear the truck at first, I was too busy thinking about Alice and how I missed her. But when I did, I froze. There was no mistaking it. I had heard it too many times to be wrong. But what do I do now? Hide here, or go out and say hello?

I sat on the couch debating as the truck got closer. I heard it stop just short of the end of the drive, the engine still running. The door opened, and I heard someone get out, the pain and sadness they were emitting was almost too much to take. I listened as they walked slowly towards the house, stopping just before the steps to the porch. It was then that their pain got to be too much, and I had to do something. Before my head had caught up with my feet, I had walked to the door and opened it.

Looking into those saddened deep brown eyes, I smiled gently "Hi Bella."

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