Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight* sigh*
Bella's POV:
I stared out the window and all I could see was green. Everything was green; it made Forks seem foreign. Ugh… I am never going to be able to look at the color the same ever again. Luckily though, it wasn't raining. But, I knew that wouldn't last for long. I kept internally groaning, until Charlie cleared his. I realized that he had something to say to me.
"Were here Bells." Immediately after he said this I looked out the window again and realized that we reached our destination. I responded with an intelligent "Oh" and stepped out of the cruiser. Charlie got out as well and went to the trunk to retrieve my luggage.
"Dad you know I can get it myself." I tried to grab my luggage, but Charlie shook his head. I knew not to fight Charlie because he could be just as stubborn as I was. So I complied and let him grab my luggage.
"Bells I don't think it's in your best interest to get the luggage. I don't think I'll ever forget how clumsy you are. I don't want to have to take you to the hospital again." I could tell he was only half-joking. Guilt washed over me as I remember all those times my clumsiness got the best of me. Poor Charlie was always so scared at those moments and though he tried to hide it, I could see it. Shortly after I started skateboarding, my clumsiness ended. Now I can walk on any surface without worry.
I rolled my eyes at Charlie, "You don't have to worry about that anymore; I've changed where walking is concerned. Remember when I told you about how I became a skateboarder; that helped me." I smiled at him, "But, I'll let you carry my luggage anyway because you are so stubborn." After our brief discussion, we finally walked into the house. It was the same, just like its owner. Although it had aged some, it was still wonderful
"Nothing much has changed Bells, so let's go up to your room so you can get situated." He said leading the way upstairs to my old bedroom. As we headed up the stair, I heard gentle rainfall. See, I knew that the skies wouldn't stay clear for long. "I've changed a few things, but if you don't like it we can always change it." Finally, we reached my room and Charlie opened the door and put my suitcase on the floor.
My room was perfect. It had a queen size bed with white, brown and turquoise bedding (on profile). On one wall had a simple white desk where I could put my laptop. The nightstands and my dresser were also white. One nightstand held an ihome, which was also an alarm clock. The carpet was a light gray color and looked incredibly soft. The two walls opposite of my bed were different colors. One wall was brown and the other a light shade of blue that was in my comforter. The wall behind my bed and the wall where my desk and door was white. There was also a bookshelf to place my large collection of books. This was another reason why I loved Charlie. He did something so wonderful for me and I knew he wouldn't even care if I said thank you.
"If you don't like we can always change-"I immediately stopped him. I guess he thought my silence meant that I hated my room. "No, Dad I love it. I'm just speechless, thank you so much." I hugged him tightly letting him know how much I truly appreciated what he did.
"Oh Bells it was nothing, I just felt your room needed to be changed." Same old Charlie always so humble. "I also bought you a poster. I remember from one of our phone calls that you said you like the band All Time Low, so I got you their poster. I didn't know where you would want it, so I'll let you hang it up and unpack your things." After that, Charlie left, giving me my personal space. As I placed my poster above my desk, I thought about how different Charlie and Renee were. Charlie is quiet, humble and always knew when to give me my personal space. Renee on the other hand is outgoing, clingy, and childish as times. How these two ever got together is beyond me. But I guess that is why they divorced. After I finished unpacking, I headed downstairs to see what I could make for dinner. Of course, I should have guessed that Charlie would not have anything decent in his kitchen. How he survived is beyond me. I decided I would have to make a trip to the grocery store tomorrow, so I jotted down the few things I would need and put it on the refrigerator.
"I can order a pizza if you want?" I didn't notice Charlie's presence, which made me shriek and jump. "Whoa, sorry Bells I didn't mean to scare." I turned around to see Charlie's eyes downcast and a frown forming on his lips.
"Its okay Dad, yeah pizza would be great. Is that what you've been eating all this time?" I gave a look that said "you better not lie to me mister". I also tapped my foot on my floor waiting for his answer.
"Well, yeah, sort of… I mean it hasn't just been pizza. I've had Chinese, I go to the diner sometimes, and I eat at Billy's house a lot. You remember Billy Black and his son Jacob?" I could tell he was trying to distract me from the fact that he was eating so unhealthy.
"How are Jacob and Billy? I haven't seen them in so long." I decided I would let the subject of his eating pass, for now. I made a mental note to talk about it later. I just want to get to know Charlie better. Our phone calls were short and took place when he was at the station. So now would be our time to sit and talk about the past three years.
"They are great Bells. Jake can't wait to see you again. When I told him you were staying with me, he practically jump of the couch and screamed like a little girl. "Charlie let out a hearty laugh and I couldn't help myself from doing the same. I could tell by looking at him that that memory was playing in his mind. "He's grown up some. Remember how scrawny he was when you last aw him. Well now, he's huge. I asked Billy if he was feeding him miracle grow. That earned a laugh from Billy." I smiled as he told me about my old best friend. Jacob Black and I were inseparable. We spent ever summer together. Since he was part of the Quileute Tribe, he lived on the reservation in La Push. If he wasn't at my house, we were usually there. I remember my last day here with Jacob perfectly.
Flashback:
I was at the airport with Charlie, when suddenly I hear someone calling my name. I look up from my book Wuthering Heights to see Jacob running towards us. When he reached us, I saw he was sweating profusely and gasping for breath. "Jacob what's wrong?" A worried expression covered my face.
"Bellsy, I have… to... to….give you something….before you go." His lips crashed into mine, as he gave me my first kiss. It was almost like a movie except, usually the two people kissing share the same feeling. But, sadly, I didn't love Jacob that way. I loved him as a best friend. And as Jacob kissed me, I think he also realized it. "Sorry Bellsy, I just wanted to see what would happen, but I felt nothing." He looked sad and somewhat relieved from realizing this. "Now that I did this, can we still be friends?" he started to turn away but I grabbed his thin arm.
"It's ok Jakey, I always wondered too." I answered honestly. It was true; I wondered what kissing Jake would feel like. I used to have huge crush on Jake, but I soon realized that we could only be best friends. "Of course will still be friends, silly. You will always be my best friend." I looked up to see his smiling face. "But, if you get any taller or cut your hair, I might have to reconsider." I joked, pulling at his hair that was tied in a ponytail.
"Ouch!" he pretended that it hurt him because back then I was weak too. He tugged my hair also and then swept me up in a big hug and spun me around. I laughed uncontrollably and after swatting him, he let me down. "I'm going to miss you Bellsy," his sad smile appeared on his face.
"I'm going to miss you too Jakey. Promise to write and call me everyday?" I asked though I already knew the answer.
"Of course I will. See you next summer!" Jake gave me one more bone crushing hug. "I gotta go; my dad is waiting in the car for me. Bye!"
Bye Jakey, see you next summer!" I waved as he slowly disappeared. Shortly after that, the announcer said my plane was boarding. So, I gave Charlie, hug, and said goodbye.
End Flashback:
Jake and I were always calling and emailing each other. He was so upset when I told him I wouldn't be returning to Forks in the summer. I was sad too, but I was really getting into that rebellious stage. I knew my parents wanted me to go to Forks, but I didn't. I wanted to do the opposite of what they told me. This was the one moment in my life when I could act like teenager. With having Renee as a mother, this simple task was hard to accomplish. Shortly after that, I started to get involved in skateboarding. Not only was I a rebel, but also an adrenaline junkie. Skateboarding made me feel like I was flying; it was wonderful.
On my last day, my friends and I went to the skate park and they had a huge surprise waiting for me. Normally I don't like surprises, but I let this one slide. My friends Danielle and Greg managed to close Paradise Valley Skate Park in Phoenix for my last, so we could have the skate park all to ourselves. We didn't want crazed fans to come and annoy me on my last day. Yeah, I am so lucky to have the pleasure of having fans. I hate to brag, but I am an amazing skateboarder. I have only competed a little, but I still somehow managed to earn the privilege of having a fan base. People made up all sorts of names for me, but mostly people called me The Swan. Because not only was my last name Swan, but my fans said it look like I was a graceful and beautiful swan flying. I just went with whatever they decided to call me. I even got it put on my custom board made by my friend Greg.
At first, I hated the attention, but after awhile, it grew on me. Eventually I loved hearing people call my name and cheering for me. I even signed a few autographs. It was something I was going to miss, but I made my choice and I was going to stick to it. I hope that I could find a good skate park around here.
"Bells, the pizza will be here I a few minutes." Charlie once again caught me zoning out. Man, I really need to stop that before Charlie thinks I need to be put away. After watching TV for a while, the pizza finally came. "I already signed you up at school, so you'll be starting on my Monday. Maybe on Saturday or Sunday you could visit Jacob. I'm sure he would love to see you." I smile once again thinking about my best friend.
"I know I'll definitely have to do that. Maybe he can come to the skate park with me. Oh, do you know where any skate parks are around here?" While waiting for him to answer I took a bite out of my pizza.
"Yeah, there is one in Port Angeles." Good, I thought. If they didn't, I don't know what I would do. Luckily, Jake acquired my love for skateboarding. This would give us time to catch up and see how the other turned out.
"After dinner I'll call Jake and see if he can come with me tomorrow." I said taking another slice of pizza. Boy was I hungry. It seems that being on a plane not only makes you tired, but hungry. After finishing my pizza, I got up and called Jake.
"Hello?" Jake's booming voiced answer after the second ring.
"Hey Jakey, it's me Bella. I just wanted to tell you I'm here. Also, I was wondering if you wanted to go to Port Angeles with me tomorrow." I could feel him smiling through the phone.
"BELLSY!!! Of course I would love to hang out with you! But why Port Angeles? He screamed my nickname so loud that my father came out from the living room. I mouth Jake and he left to continue watching sports.
"Jakey, not so loud. Jeez, do you want me to become deaf? The reason I said Port Angeles is because there is a skate park there. So, do you want to meet me there or do you want me to pick you up or do you want to pick me up?"
"Sorry, ummm…. How about we meet each other there. I can't wait to see you Bellsy. I know I have changed some, but I bet you are still the same. Same old Bella, with long hair and big brown eyes." I never had the heart to tell him I cut my hair, but now would be a good time to tell him.
"My dad told me how you have changed. Gotten buff on me ehh? But, Jakey I have something to tell you…. I uh… Igotapixiehaircut."As it came out it all seemed to stick together, but I knew Jake would know exactly what I said.
"You got a pixie haircut!? Why didn't you tell me sooner? I bet it looks great on you! I can't wait to see it. So anyway will meet at the park around ten o'clock. Well I gotta go Bellsy. See ya tomorrow.
"Sure ten is fine, bye Jakey." After we hung up, I grabbed by bathroom necessities and walked to the bathroom I am going to be sharing with Charlie. It will be weird sharing a bathroom, but I'll learn to live with it. I change into my favorite Scooby Doo boxers and an oversized t-shirt. I said a quick goodnight to Charlie and went into my room for some needed rest.