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And so this is me … months later. Reading this, brings me back, and I can read this like I read the bible; as if it were a good story with interesting plot twists. I can't say you mean nothing to me, and that I've achieved redemption. I don't cry, but the in fact this … upset me, greatly.
Reflecting; I'm so weak, I'd take you back as a friend, if you asked, but I know you never will. For the hell of it, let's say you did, I would never trust you like that ever again. I'm not stupid, just weak.
In the last paragraph I wrote I said that revenge will claim you, and while I'm a strong believer in Karma, I can't honestly say that I'm 100% positive that you'll be made revenge's plaything.
"With wings swift as Meditation, I will swoop down and claim revenge."
Should I ever take things into my own hands, I won't do it immediately. And I truly want you to damn yourself, but I doubt you will because you play the game known as life, all too well.
The best part; was when you were giving me advice, you were acting like you were trying to help me in threatening to tell people that a girl asked me out. And I quote, "I know, you're supposed to hate me, but you'll make sure the girl will leave you alone within a short period of time. This is for your own good." Haha, what a good person you are. You're such a sage, so wise and considerate, willing to put others before yourself. Right into the line of fire. Fuck you.
Just call. Just apologize. Just take 'gracefully' take the verbal beating I have for you, that you know I have stored away for you. Just make it so my grandparents don't have to feud and stress themselves out. They're retired, and done with these petty cases, why aren't you?
"I'll probably always have these ugly scars"