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CHAPTER ONE
I sighed sick of my hair; I grabbed a hair tie and pulled my hair up in a loose ponytail. Why I even bothered was beyond me, no one paid much attention to me, especially boys. Trying to look cute on the first day back to school was dumb, I just wasn't cute I was plain; boring and plain pale Isabella Swan: The Freak. As I heard a few girls at school scoff at me when I would walk past them in the hall.
I was… no am a freak; I had made one friend the first year I was at school and one more just before school started. I kept to my self; I read books, studied, didn't party. That wasn't something they like about me. They hated that I would correct them in class when they got the answer wrong, I'd had to correct my teachers so many times back at Forks High. After getting detention for a billionth time my father thought it best that I move with my mom and go to a 'proper' high school as he put it.
That was one of the shittiest things he had done for me, at the same time the best things he did. At Phoenix High I was able to take the classes that Forks couldn't offer, Calculus,
Trigonometry, Chemistry, Advanced Chemistry, Psychology, and so on and so forth. Forks offered Algebra and biology. I guess calling moving in with my mom the shittiest thing Charlie did for me wasn't right at all, he helped me. If it weren't for him pushing me to the gate I would be stuck in Forks, in the rain taking Algebra and P.E.
"Bella, honey Rosalie is here!" My mother yelled up the stairs snapping me out of my thoughts.
Rosalie was one of my best friends at school; well she was pretty much my only friend at school. I met her on my first day, she was assigned to show me around and introduce me to the teachers. The first time I saw her I thought she was going to be the biggest bitch in the world she was drop dead gorgeous and I didn't want to be around her. Those sort of thoughts went through my head as I looked at her long blonde hair and beautiful face, this had to be some sick joke. Get the most beautiful girl in school to show the most boring and plain girl around. They hated me didn't they? When she spoke to me I was shocked, she wasn't rude, condescending or anything remotely hostile, she was friendly. We became fast friends following that first meeting.
"By mom!" I half shouted as I grabbed Rosalie's arm and yanked her out my front door.
"Gosh Bells, excited for school?" Rose laughed as we climbed into her car.
I rolled my eyes, I was never excited for school not really anyway. I hated being in high school, I wanted to be in college to start my life. Nothing good ever came out of high school, I had one boyfriend and that was when I lived in Forks. Eric Yorkie and that had been a mistake from the get go, but I was desperate and lonely. He was a very big mistake that I wanted to forget, and I didn't get the chance too over the summer. I had to visit my dad for most of the summer and he was there, all the time.
"I wish we had more than English together Rosa." I sighed leaning my head against the window.
"Not all of us at school are as smart as you Bells, sorry. You'll have to make due with Edward Masen." She held back her laugh.
I hated Edward Masen. Seemed like the biggest playboy at school had to also be one of the smartest. He was in all of my advanced classes last year, which means he'll be in them all this year.
We never talked; he probably couldn't even point me out in an empty room. That is how it was with him. His mother was Esme Masen-Cullen; real estate mogul, his father or rather step-father was Dr. Carlisle Cullen; doctor, surgeon. He was the richest kid at school; he knew it and he loved every moment of it. He had to be the biggest prick to anyone who wasn't high on the social ladder enough to be on his radar. At least I wasn't high enough to be noticed by him, he sat with Tanya in all of our classes together last year, and she was a senior, so I knew she wouldn't be in the classes this year.
"Don't bring him up please!" I groaned looking at her, "I feel like I'm going to be seeing way too much of him this year," I added.
"How could you say that? Do you remember the first time you saw him?" She asked
I did remember the first time I saw him; he was the hottest thing I had ever seen in my whole life. His fair complexion, bronze hair and green eyes; I couldn't stop thinking about him… that is until I stumbled upon him and Jessica Stanley behind one of the buildings. They didn't see me but I saw a whole lot of them, too much of them. He might have been one of the smartest guys at school, but he was also the dumbest. Who would have thought I would catch Mr. Brains, Mr. Star quarter back getting a blow job while smoking weed. Not me and ever since all I see when I look at him is the way he looked when she was going down on him. It didn't help that later that day I saw him making out with Tanya during lunch.
"I've became friends with his new sister." I looked at Rose, she looked confused, "So I guess the good Doctor and the Misses decided to adopt some girl. She is our age, and I was her friendly Phoenix escort last week." I supplied Rosalie with the much needed information.
I looked over at her and sure enough she had a huge fucking ass smile on her face.
"God has a plan for us all Bells. Maybe this girl is part of yours." She turned into the parking lot of the school and pulled up next to non other than Mr. Masen and his newly acquired adopted sister Alice Cullen.
"None of your God crap today please, I already know the man hates me for Eric, I don't need to know that he hates me more for unknown reasons." I sighed as I slowly got out of the car.
"Isa!" I cringed at the name Alice started calling me as soon as she heard my name. I hope she realized I hated my name, even Bella was the most ridiculous name but I could tolerate it.
Standing in front of Edward Masen and Alice made me feel like the lowest possible thing on earth, not only did Edward look like a Greek god his adopted sister was beautiful as well. She was wearing this off the shoulder black and white dress with a big red belt. Her black hair was short and spiked up in the back and she just looked like perfection. God really did hate me, first Rosalie with his ungodly beauty and now I was standing in front of Edward and Alice. I just wanted to go home and slit my wrists at the way I felt; I felt ugly, plain.
"I'll meet you here after school." His velvety voice broke me of my mental hate bashing. I snapped my eyes up to him as he smiled at Rosalie and brushed past me. Figures he would ignore me, I was the dirt below the rock that was below the dirt that was below anything else for that matter when it came to him.
Alice was nice. When I first talked to her last week she was very shy but ten minutes later she declared me her best friend, and told me we would spend every moment we could together during our last year as high school kids. I laughed, thinking she was just trying to make me feel good about myself. Sure enough though, she was over at my house at least three days last week. She had her newly acquired adopted brother Emmett Cullen drop her off and pick her up. I liked her, she was sweet and caring and she told me she really enjoyed hanging out with me, she also told me that she felt alone in the Masen-Cullen house because she was the only girl there there besides Esme, and then even Esme wasn't home often. It made me feel sad for her; she was adopted and then pretty much just left alone with two of the biggest fucking dicks in the world.
"Rosalie, I want you to meet Alice Cullen." I smiled at the two of them. This was the first time my best friend got to meet a new friend of mine, since I had no others.
"Rosalie, what a beautiful name… Gosh you are beautiful!" Alice smiled taking Rose into a hug.
Before anything else could be said the warning bell rung informing us that we were about to be late to the first day of class. We walked into the building as quickly as we could, or should I say, I could. I am known to be very clumsy when it comes to anything, I could stumble over a flat surface, and I could probably trip when I was just standing still. I often wondered if something was wrong with me, but every time I went to a check up nothing seemed wrong. Maybe I just didn't pay enough attention to the things around me, or maybe God was just out to get me.
I pulled out my schedule to make sure I went to the right class; I didn't want to show up in Spanish when I was supposed to be in English or something like that.
1. Advanced Trig
2. Advanced English
3. Advanced Chemistry
4. Psychology II
5. Spanish II
6. Free Period
I had lunch after 4th and a free period for 6th which would probably get filled with another class. I should be in College. I guess on the plus side, by taking these classes I get both high school and college credits for them. That should help me with my tuition when I get into the University of Phoenix. I've really set my goal high can't you tell? I'm pretty fucking smart but even with my brain I couldn't afford anything out of state or anything Ivy League. That, I know for sure, was not in the books. Not even in the works to be in the books for me. On the down side of these advance classes was there weren't a whole lot of people taking them. Class usually had about 10 students in them and I liked it that way, I think it helped with the learning process. The teacher wasn't trying to help out 30 dim witted students, he or she was trying to help out 10 bright usually stumped the teacher and they'd have to get back to us with an answer.
Of course just as I got to the classroom door the bell rang again indicating that I was late. And in typical Bella fashion I nearly fell on my face rushing in, causing a few snickers from the small class. I started for a seat in the back when the teacher's voice stopped me in my tracks.
"Ms. Swan, please take the seat next to Mr. Masen and Ms. Lang." I closed my eyes feeling the heat slowly rise up my neck and to my cheeks. I slumped down in the seat, to my right Anna Lang gave me a half smile which I tried to return. I didn't even look to my left at Edward I already knew he wouldn't be looking at me, and so went my day.
Every class but Psychology I had with Edward Masen, and the lovely teachers thought it would be a great thing to have him as my lab partner in Chemistry. This year was going to be the worst year of my life; I could just tell God really did hate me. I almost broke down in to tears in Chemistry; I was sitting in the back like I normally do in every class when the teacher gave us our assigned seats. I had waited a few minutes while Edward chatted it up with Jane Young: blonde, long legs, big tits. I cleared my throat and asked if I could take my seat, she huffed and Edward shot me a dark glare and once again didn't look at me the rest of the class.
I sat with my head down at the lunch table that Rosalie and I always sat down at, I thought about going and hiding in the bathroom. I just couldn't wait for this day to be over, I almost smash my face in math, I piss off Edward is sciences and I fell out of my desk in Psychology. I didn't want to finish out the day, I already had homework for all four classes and I knew Spanish would lead to something outlandish, the teacher was known to give his biggest assignment out on the first day of class.
"Alice, come sit with us." My head snapped up at his voice, how I hated his voice with a passion. I saw Alice's back half a table in front of me, Edward was standing in front of her.
I couldn't quite make out what she was saying but I could see the look of disgust on his face and it made me want to cry when Alice gestured towards me and he rolled his eyes and stalked off towards his table with Emmett, Jessica and the bimbo squad. I don't know why I let what he thinks of me effect me so much but just knowing he thought I was disgusting made me feel even worse about my self then before.
"How has your day gone so far?" Her happy voice sung as she sat down next to me. I bit my bottom lip trying to control my emotions, this day was shit.
"Shitty, you?" I asked jumping slightly when Rosalie dropped her bag down on the table.
"Great! Rose and I have two classes together. It's so nice to know someone, it makes this easier!" Alice smiled as she took a bite of her sandwich.
"So do you have every class with Edward Masen?" Rose asked causing me to groan out in frustration. I should have never told her I had a crush on him back when I first started school. She seems to think I'm in love with the jackass, if only she knew how much I wanted to rip his head off.
Alice sat up a little too happy to hear Rosalie's question, "Yes so far all but fourth." I sat back and crossed my arms over my chest. Annoyed, I knew that I'd have Spanish with him, I had it with him the year before.
"I have fourth with him, computer graphics." Alice smiled as she pulled out her schedule and pointed to the class.
"Hey you're taking Spanish two?" I asked almost giddy at the thought that I'd get to have another class with a friend of mine, Rosalie and I had English together. She nodded and I almost wanted to squeal in happiness instead I opted for taking her into a tight hug. "Shit that's great." I smiled looking over at Rosalie and my smile dropped slightly.
"Hey no big deal…" She gave a fake smile and took a bite of her lunch.
Now I felt like shit, worse than shit, I felt like shits shit after being shat. I hope she wasn't jealous or anything like that. I just couldn't help but be happy that I'd have a class where someone actually liked me; fifth period will be the best period all year.
Little did I know that the teacher would ruin all my happiness when Alice and I entered his classroom, we were barely even in our seats before he explain to us our big Spanish assignment that was due at the end of the semester. He explained that we would be paired off and would have to work together on the assignment. I felt my smile grow wide thinking that I could work with Alice and not someone who distastes me. We both looked at each other huge smiles on our face, until he told us he already picked our partners.
My smile fell at the mention of Edward being my partner and I felt the tears stinging my eyes wanting to spill when his head snapped around and he gave me a disgusted look. I just couldn't take it anymore, what had I ever fucking done to him? I never talked to him, I left him alone I knew my place in his world. I wasn't even a speck in it, so why did he hate me so much. I barely made it out of the classroom before I had tears running down my face. I ran into the girls' bathroom and let the sobs out. I almost didn't hear Alice enter the bathroom after me; I wouldn't have known it was her she didn't put her hand on my back. She didn't ask any questions. She just rubbed my back in small circles and told me that she was there if I wanted to talk about whatever it was.
How could I talk to her about my problem? I didn't want to admit it to myself let alone anyone else. I hated the way I felt, I told my self over and over again that I hated him, that the world would be better with out him in it. Who was I kidding; even Rosalie knew I didn't hate him. I hated my self for loving him, he didn't know who I was and I was madly in love with him. Yes, he was a prick, a playboy but he did something to me that first time I saw him. He was good at everything he did; football, music, his studies, life. I just couldn't understand why he would be disgusted with me, it's not like I openly threw my self on him, I was smarter than most girls in our class.
What was wrong with me?
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