Crazy and random child: I do not own Hetalia in any way shape or form so stuff it anyone who wants to bug me with disclaimers.

Switzerland: She's right and I will shot anyone who says this story sucks!

Crazy and random child: ya so don't do that and you live.

Lili's P.O.V.

When I opened my eyes I realized that everything was a dream. The arms wrapped around me are his. He is alive. He did not die. I had to keep repeating things like this to myself. Soon I realized that I had cried in my sleep and my clothes were sticking to me because of my sweat. Slowly and carefully, not to wake Vash, I moved his arms from around my waist. I went from our bed to my room. The warm water from the shower helps relieve the stress from the nightmare. After I got out of the shower and changed into a dress I headed out into town and grabbed all I needed for on international omelet. Eggs from the United States, cheese from Switzerland, and Tomatoes from Romano and Spain. I walked back home humming while I was still in town. Once I got out I let my act fade away. That dream really got under my skin. Banishing the thought I entered the house, put the food away, and ran upstairs to change. You see I was so shaken up that I was still in denial. Vash never stops touching my If I wear clothing like skirts and tight shirts so I changed into a tight pink shirt that says Megadeth in black lettering. I pulled on a black skirt that had a little bit of a poof and stopped mid thigh. In the middle of making breakfast I felt two strong arms wrap around my middle. I relaxed into the embrace as I started to pour the omelet into the skillet. Once everything was finished I removed Vash's arms from my waits. As I started to set the plates down Vash went to be seated.

"So might I ask why my lovely girlfriend decided to wear something so….. Attractive? Not that I don't like it it's just you don't usually wear stuff like this." I could tell that he was not going to leave me alone as long as I have this on.

"It's too hot to wear a dress in my opinion so I chose to change into something more airy." His face gave away at how turned on he was getting. So I helped him relive that stress. After that we just went on with our daily lives. Before I knew it I was heading to bed. A quick stop in my room and I was in bed with my headphones plugged in. Falling asleep the last song was the crash of the Edmund Fitzgerald. Soon I was swept into another dream.

In this imagined hell I was a passenger on the Edmund Fitzgerald helping cook for the entire crew. While aboard I fell in love with a young worker named vash. He was very protective of me since I was the only girl on board that was not married. I had many guys that hit on me just to get into my pants. Right now I'm making supper which is chicken Alfredo. The waves had not been to kind to us today. I was use to the boat rocking but what I did not expect was the boat rocking but what I did not expect was the ship to suddenly lurch to the side. Nothing fell but some of the women racing around.

"I told them we should not have gone today! The storm is worse than I've ever seen." Grrr. I'm getting frustrated because some of the women saw me and rushed me back to 'safety' and told me to keep cooking then run off muttering something like vash owns me. So I do the only thing that I'm allowed to do, I cook. If they think I'm cooking then they won't notice when I sneak out. Slowly I make my way to the boys' room. I walked over to vash's trunk and grab a shirt and pants. Running out and pulling a hat on I realized that it was pouring. I see everyone is running around trying to make sure everything was not coming undone at the seams like the Morrell did a few years ago. They need one more person so I run over and check it. Shouting an all clear they race down stairs. Following after I grab my clothing from the bathroom I changed in and run to the kitchen, changing as fast as I could. Thankfully my hair was not wet so no one would know I was ever outside. I walk up to the boys' room. I knock and say that dinner is ready. Calmly walking back down I wait for them to join me. In 5 seconds flat I feel all of the guys rush past me except for vash who always stays by my side while I walk down to dinner.

"So might I ask why my beautiful girlfriend was dressed in my clothes, and checking the ship when she knows that she needs to stay put where it safe?" How did he know? And he said it so calmly.

"Do you think I would to know the voice of the love of my life? And inside I'm angry but I understand why you did. Also I don't want you to cry if I raised my voice at you. You might want to do something about that whole talking out loud thing too." I blushed. I mumble an apology as we walk. The second we enter the room and I walk behind the counter and start serving the pasta. Vash and I were talking while I cleaned the dishes. Suddenly one of the guys busted into the room.

"Vash we've got a problem. You might want to bring Lili with you too." Forgetting the dishes we run on deck. Suddenly I along with the dishes we run on deck. Suddenly I along with the other women were all shoved into a safety boat. As I look at the other women it seemed like they knew what was going on but no one answered. By the look on bash's face something was bad. Rushing around he came over and started to low the life boats. Quickly I kissed him one last time. I did not need to be told what was going on. We we're sinking.

"You all better come back to me if you can't save Edmund. Forget all that a good captain and crew go down with the ship carp." I shout at them with a yes ma'ma they lowered the boat into the lake. We were pushed around by the storm. Soon we were floating away until we could no longer see the S.S. Edmund Fitzgerald. I had to stay strong. There are girls younger than me that can't see me cry. As I turn I realize that every single girl was crying. Then it hits me. All their husbands/ boyfriend were sailors on that ship! Vash was on that ship. The sinking feeling in my gut tells me that my suspicions were right. I break out into tears as I muffle my sobs. No! He can't leave me. Forever and always right? Then he can't die some of the women notice me and we embrace. Soon the Anderson found us. In the blink of an eye they swooped up the safety boat then rushed us off where there were blankets and cups of hot chocolate. Soon everything went black again.