"Hey!" Jen shouted through the halls trying to get to me, pushing past people who gave her dirty looks as she did.

"Kat, what's going on, we haven't seen each other in a while!"

"What are you talking about, we saw each other today in English." I laughed

"I mean see each other outside of school, you know since you don't have a roommate, your room is the place where we go wild." She said bumping me a little.

"Yeah, I know, I've just been a little busy and been needing the quiet so I can study." We made our way outside to cross the campus to the dorms.

"This isn't about what happened on Halloween is it?" She questioned looking worried.

"What, no, of course not!" Lie, big lie, it was about what happened but not because I was mad at them or anything. I just couldn't get my mind off of Loki, he had taken over it and it took me extra concentration for me to keep from daydreaming.

"Kat, did you hear me?" Jen asked

Daydreaming again, see what I mean!

"No, say it again, sorry."

"You should come to the Kappa party tonight, it's the weekend, you need a break sometime."

I thought about it for a second and decided to go, maybe it would get my mind off him.

"Yeah, I'll come, what time?"

"Starts at 7, lasts all night!" She giggled as we stopped at my room.

"Ok, how about I meet you and Sara there then."

"Perfect, I better go get my outfit together right now!" She ran off "And wear something sexy!" She called to me.

Psh, something sexy, sexy is definitely not how I would describe any of my clothing...well there's that pencil skirt...

Hey, you looking good girl, I told you to dress sexy though!" Jen yelled over top of the blaring music.

"I am dressed sexy!" I yelled back

Well, I thought I was, instead of the pencil skirt I was wearing a mini one, with a black tank top under my long sleeved dark green shirt, I had on black peep toe heels and my hair was down and in curls. Plus I actually put make up on...okay it's just some eyeliner and lip gloss but that was good enough!

"You look...cute." she shrugged and i just rolled my eyes as she led me through the hordes of people to the kitchen.

"Here drink this!" She said thrusting a cup in my hand.

"What is it?!" I asked and she shrugged

Well then how did she expect me to drink it if I didn't know what it was? I put the cup down and went to find Sara, she was on the dance floor dancing with some big football player looking guy.

"Hey, dance with me." I said stealing her away.

She gladly moved away from him and started dancing with me.

"Thanks, he was too touchy feely."

"I thought you liked that."

"I'm trying something new, guys that actually respect girls."

"You're not going to find that here!" I laughed

The party went on and at 2am I decided it was time for me to leave, I really wasn't much of a party girl, I was the stay home, read a book, be on tumblr fangirling type of girl.

So I told Sara and Jen I was leaving, they asked to walk me but I refused, I needed time alone after being around so many people.

I walked fast, the dorms were about 4 blocks away and as I got further and further away from the blaring music and bright lights I began to regret them not walking me. By the second block I was paranoid, I swear someone was following me but everytime I looked back, there was nothing there, I wanted to run the rest of the way but that would require me to take off my shoes and there was glass in scattered places.

Ugh just walk fa-what was that?!

A noise made me jump, it sounded like some leaves and I turned around looking at the bushes but seeing nothing.

"Okay, just my imagination." I said trying to calm myself down.

"Aaaahhhh" I screamed bloody murder when I turned back around and saw a black cat sitting right in front of me looking up at me.

"Oh, shit you scared me." I said talking to it and trying to get my heart to slow down.

"What's your name, you lost, belong to someone in the apartments?" I asked

Why am I talking to a cat, he can't understand me. I looked down at it and it looked at me with its hypnotizing, green eyes, studying me with other worldly intelligence.

Could it be? No, but he is a shapeshifter right?

"Okay, I am going crazy." I laughed and began walking again. The cat followed me meowing and I looked down to see it walking beside me.

"Are you going to be a gentleman and walk me home?" It meowed looking up at me and I laughed.

With the extra speed in my step I got back to the dorms fast but now I had to be quiet. Even though I was an adult we had a curfew, ugh stupid dorms.

"Okay, little guy, thanks for walking me." It looked up at me and pawed at the door.

"I can't keep you."

"Meow!" Its pure tone was commanding and I felt like I should have been listening to it intently.

"Okay, one night but you're sleeping on the floor!" I opened the door and picked the cat up, I hope it didn't have fleas or anything.

I got to my room and hurriedly opened the door, I shut it right behind myself and the room was pitch black. I put the cat down and made my way slowly to my bedside table to turn the light on.

I then took my jacket and heels off still not looking at the cat. I sighed as the shoes slipped from my feet and I became a foot shorter.

I turned back around and my breath caught in my throat. Loki. In the flesh, standing there with a smirk on his handsome face.

"Hello darling, did you miss me?" He asked his voice covering me like a wave. The voice that I always thought about, the person I thought I imagined was standing here in my room with me now. I was speechless.

"Don't worry, you're not going crazy, I am really here." He said coming closer to me.

"I-I um" I was stuck, what would I say, that I missed him, I had only been with him for a few minutes and I was almost obsessed with him? No, not something I was going to say.

"I had a feeling the cat was you." I said the first words finally coming out.

He chuckled and stopped his approach when he was in front of me.

"I could not wait any longer to see you, why haven't you come to visit me?" he asked his hand coming up to play with my curls.

"To be honest, I thought what happened wasn't real, I thought I imagined it."

"H-how did you find me?" I asked looking up at his perfectly structured face. God, I wanted to touch him.

"I followed your scent." Oh, well that wasn't weird at all, of course he could smell, hear, taste things differently and stronger, he is a god.

"What do I smell like?" I was curious

He removed his hand from my hair to stroke my cheek "You smell pure, clean, like a newly blossomed rose."

"Oh" that's new.

He looked behind me at my bedside table and his hand dropped from my face, a smirk coming across his.

"Is that me?"

"What, no, no it's not!" I turned around and scooped up my drawings and put them in the drawer.

"Um, I need to take a shower, so you stay out here, do what you want just don't touch the drawer." I said walking quickly to get some pajamas, which consisted of some shorts and a t-shirt.

"You will still be here when I come out right?" I asked, I didn't want him to leave yet.

"I will stay as long as you wish."

"Okay, great." I hurried into the bathroom and rushed to do everything, I came back out in record time.

A stupid smile lit up my face when I saw him lying back on my bed throwing my little plushy ball up in the air and catching it with precision.

"Are you going to just stare at me all night or come lay beside me?" he questioned and I blushed, I didn't mean to oogle at him he just looked so innocent and beautiful, which I knew he wasn't, innocent, I mean. I walked over to the side of the bed and looked down at him, it was then that I noticed his clothes, a black t-shirt and some grey sweatpants.

"You look comfortable."

"This is what the midgardian men wear, is it not?"

"It is, you look...good in them." I said nervously.

He gave me a full on smile this time which stunned me, he was even more beautiful, if that was even possible, when he did it.

"So, my form pleases you, pet?"

"Uh, y-yeah I guess it does." I said nervously.

Who was I kidding, I loved his body, he was tall and lithe with muscles, the type of body I liked to look at.

I gave a weird cat-like screech as he pulled me down and maneuvered me on top of him so I straddled his waist. It all happened so quick and when I realized I was right over top of his member I felt my face heat up, yup I was blushing. What girl wouldn't?! First of all he was a God, Second, he was absolutely stunning and third I was straddling him. Oh, help me!

"You guess it does?"

"Yeah, well, I mean it does." I stumbled over my words and he chuckled

"Good, your form pleases me as well." he pushed me down to him, both of us now chest to chest.

"I have been thinking of kissing you again since you left."

"Well, what are you waiting for?" where the hell did that come from? Couldn't have been me!

Our lips touched and I moaned, finally I got to feel his perfect lips against mine, his tongue nudged my lip and I gladly opened for him, his tongue explored happily until mine pushed against it and wrestled vigorously. He flipped us over, pinning me down to the bed and reconnecting our lips before I realized they parted. My hands were above me pinned to the bed so I couldn't touch him like I wanted.

"Loki" I groaned as he started kissing down my neck.

I tried to move my hands so I could grip him but he chuckled and continued the assault on my neck, he then bit down hard and ground himself against me, my scream turned to a moan and I felt a tingle in my lower regions.

Oh, God, I don't think I would be able to say no to him if he wanted to have sex, who better to loose my virginity to?

"Loki, please let me touch you." I panted out and he let me go and I grabbed onto him as his lips came back up to mine. His hands now slid under my shirt and I gasped at the cold but it felt wonderful against my hot skin. He began pulling my shirt up and I allowed him to, he got it over my head and I paused, no one had ever seen me so exposed before.

"You're more perfect than I imagined." he said seemingly in awe as he looked at me. Suddenly his mouth was attacking one of my nipples while his hand pinched and toyed with other, I gave a strangled cry having never felt anything like this before but I loved it. He continued his attack switching his mouth to the other and I ran my hands through his hair, his luscious, long, soft, black hair.

He kissed down to my stomach and I giggled as he reached my navel, he chuckled "You are so cute." he spoke and continued down further.

He looked up at me as he reached the top of my shorts as if asking permission and I nodded slightly, he wasted no time in getting them and my panties off, now I was really exposed and I felt comfortable with it, Loki made me feel beautiful even though I had my doubts.

"Oh, Gods you smell marvelous, so intoxicating." He kissed the inside of my thigh and my insides squirmed with anticipation, he was so close to the place I yearned for him to touch.

His fingers slid from my legs to stroke my bare lips, I never did like having hair down there. His fingers then stroked my folds, I'm sure he felt the wetness but then he inserted his finger into my core.

"Oh" I gasped out breathlessly, he thrust that one finger in and out slowly, then added a second.

Oh, it felt so good but what really wanted attention was that little ball of nerves, it was aching to be touched. I didn't want to ask so instead I tangled my hand in his hair and began leading his head towards it.

"Oh, you little minx, you want me to taste you?" he chuckled looking at me through his lashes, piercing me with his vibrant green eyes.

"Ask nicely." He smirked still sliding those two fingers in and out.

"Please, Loki, please."

"Please, what, what do you want?" I shook my head.

"What do want?!" he asked louder

"I want your fucking silver tongue on my pussy, Loki, eat me!" I yelled clutching his hair, he chuckled darkly.

"Gladly" and finally, finally gave my clit a flick.

My back arched off the bed, my head thrown back, more, I wanted more! He removed his fingers and gave one nice swipe of his tongue from my hole to my clit and circling it.

"Oh, yes, Loki!" He took my clit in his mouth, sucking it, giving it the best french kiss of its life.

I was almost to the edge, so close, he moved his tongue from my clit and continued with his thumb and his tongue slid into my tight whole and I exploded and came with a high scream and his name on my lips.

My whole body shook from the climax and my mind was foggy, I had never felt so good before! As I finally calmed down I looked at Loki, he looked up at me with a smirk and I felt my face heat up. I couldn't believe that just happened, oh god, I had never taken control or lost control like that before.

I covered my face with my hands, I was embarrassed.

"No, no none of that." He spoke and removed my hands pinning them down again.

He kissed me sliding his tongue in, tasting myself on his tongue was strangely erotic.

"Come on, darling, rest." he said pulling the covers over me.

"Wait but what about you?" If he thought I couldn't feel his very hard cock, he was wrong.

"Do not worry about my pleasure, love, I only wanted you to feel good." he kissed my forehead and laid beside me.

"Well...can you at least take something off so I won't be the only one with skin showing?"

He chuckled and his clothes seemed to disintegrate, he pulled the covers over himself and turned on his side to look at me, his arm going over my waist. He was close but not close enough to press against me.

"Loki-" I started but he cut me off.

"No, shh, rest."

"But-"

"No"

"Okay, will you still be here, in the morning, when I wake up?" I asked

"Do you want me here?" He asked

I looked into his eyes and for the first time I saw his vulnerability, who wouldn't want him, how would anyone be able to tell such a beautiful, caring person-God, that they didn't want him? The first time I kissed him I knew I wanted him, not just in a sexual way and that scared me.

I knew now that there had to have been a reason to why he attacked New York, there had to be some anger towards someone to go to such lengths and I was going to find out.

"I want you with me, don't ever leave." I didn't hear an answer because my eyes closed and my exhaustion took over putting me into instant sleep.

Loki's POV

The way she looked at me, with such care and non judgement, was too much. I said a silent spell to make her fall asleep instantly.

Stupid mortal, how could she want a monster like I around her?! I had killed, many times without regret, I could easily now end her life...but I couldn't, she was the only one, the only one who didn't judge me, to see me as the monster I am.

The first time I met her there was something different, which is why she has become my obsession, I longed to be with and around her, to feel her, when I kissed her it seemed my broken, beaten heart was repaired little by little.

Stupid girl, how could she trust me so easily, how could I allow myself to fall so easily?

I traced her perfect lips with my finger, she is mine, I would not let anyone take her from me, I would not scare her away by showing her the monster that lived within, the frost giant that I hated.

No, I wouldn't let that happen.

I pulled her closer burying my face in her neck and hair.

Mine.

Took me forever to write this!

So, we got a little look into Loki's thoughts, what do you think?

I read this thing on tumblr that said "I don't think Loki would just love, I think he'd obsess" and I was like hmm good thought lol!:p

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