I hit my head over and over against my locker till I had a red mark on my forehead. Kate slams my locker shut and I look up irritatedly," what the hell?"
Kate smiles widely,"so are you and Mr. Grey going to have sex at his apartment today?"
I felt my cheeks turn pink and I pout," no! We are NOT going to do anything sexual if that's what your thinking. He's a teacher and I'm a student. It would never work out. He wouldn't risk his career over a stupid fling. Plus, we just met and got off on the wrong foot. I'm lucky he gave me even five minutes to grab my things! I got to go! Shit it's already 2:19! I really got to go see you later, kit kat!"
I dash off to leave a clingy Kate and I approach the English room of hell. To love English I sure hate it now, thanks Mr. Grey! I knock on the door," Mr. Grey? I'm here, can we go now?"
Mr. Grey open the doors and throws his stuff into my arms," here, I want you to hold these. They're my personal belongings, don't breathe on them or even look at them, okay?"
I step on his foot hard and say sarcastically," oh my gosh! I'm so so so sorry! That was an accident."
Mr. Grey held his breath with his face red and let's out a deep breath,"just cause of that you're staying till seven for this next week!"
I groan," cmon, you were asking for it!"
Mr. Grey sighs," stop acting like a damn kid, you're almost an adult. That's unattractive."
I rose my perfectly arch eyebrow up," excuse me? That sounds really inappropriate to say to a student, Mr. Grey."
Mr. Grey spoke calmly," call me Christian. School's out and I feel like an old man. Just Christian and I'll call you Anastasia."
I gave a sheepish smile," sure, but I prefer Ana. Not Anastasia."
Christian asks," why not Anastasia?"
I grunt," it's too long and boring. I want to keep short and fast, so just Ana. Nothing else."
We walk to his car in complete awkward silence and I put his belongings in the back seat. I was about to sit in the back when I heard Christian speak up," you don't have to sit in the back. I know you're a kid but you don't have to sit in the back like one."
I let out a fake laugh," wow, you have a sense of humor and umm okay, I guess."
I close the back door and sat in the front buckling in the seatbelt. I look out the window while the car started to drive somewhat fast. The whole car ride was complete silence. I didn't like it but I didn't know what to say or think. The whole time I looked out the window and saw the rain start to fall.
I smile gently to myself, the rain is beautiful and so pure. I kept staring and getting lost in the weather till I heard my name be called over and over by a concern Christian.
Christian yells loudly snapping me out of my own world," Ana? Ana? ANASTASIA ROSE STEELE!"
I twitch scared and look over to him,"what?"
Christian rolls his eyes," listen we're here. I thought you got lost in that sick perverted mind of yours."
I blush furiously and roll my eyes back at him," ew. In what planet would I think like that? You're disgusting."
Christian chuckles and passes me an umbrella," it's still raining so here."
I nod but notice there was only one," what about you?"
Christian replies," don't worry I'll be fine just go to the building straight in front of you. The first door to your right on the ground floor is my apartment, here are the keys."
I took the keys and walk over to the directions he had given up. Unlocking the door, I drop the umbrella and keys. I saw a naked brunette woman standing in the living room with a blind fold over her eyes and handcuffs on her wrists. I couldn't breathe, what the hell was I seeing? I wanted to go home, I turn to run to see Christian standing in front of me, blocking my only exit.
I yell at him," what the hell is wrong with you? Why is there a naked woman in your place? You know what this isn't even none of my business, I want to go home. Let me go now!"
Christian frowns," I'm afraid I can't let you go, Ana. I can't at all. My lovely little Lily."
I push him away and ran to the kitchen grabbing a knife," you are fucking crazy! I'm not Lily. I don't know who the fuck she is, but I am not her okay?"
Christian takes out a gun from a drawer and shot the naked woman in front of me repeatedly. She was dead, I was going to die next. How can I run away with a man who has a gun. I kept the knife pointed up straight at him," don't come a single step closer to me. Just talk, okay? What do you want from me? Why did you kill that innocent women?"
Christian puts the gun on the couch and spoke," listen Ana, I know you don't know me and I'm not going to hurt you. I killed that woman because she reminded me of my crack whore of mother who's the reason my first love, Lily, is dead. That's all I'm saying. I like to kill, okay? I like to kill women who look or act just like my mother. You, Ana, my sweet little Lily. You remind me of her. In fact I think you are her. You just don't remember me. It's scary how you look exactly like her. She was a bit older than me but that didn't stop me from falling for her. She was childish and most sweetest woman I ever met. So beautiful and pure, her name Lily, a flower just like her. But she died. And I want her back. You're going to be mine."
I was shaking and every bone in my body was starting to break one by one of terror. I was scared, I didn't know what to do. I look like Lily? He's crazy. Officially crazy and I wanted no part of his sick fantasy. How did such an innocent day turn to this? Lily, I don't know why but that name sounded familiar. My mom's name was Lily, but she left me when I was three and Ray took care of me ever since. There's no way my mom was his first love.
I replied confidently," listen, I don't want to hurt you either, but you are fucking insane! I don't know Lily and I don't look like no fucking Lily. She loved you and she's gone, okay? So maybe it's time you open your eyes and face reality. I'm going to put the knife down and leave? You take one step towards me, I won't hesitate to run and call the cops."
I drop the knife and grabbed my things about to run when I felt a tight grip cover my mouth till I couldn't breathe and pass out. I open my eyes shortly after, and I found myself chained up to a bed, wearing only lingerie corset a bright blue and black see- through stockings. My whole body felt weak and I could barely see the man in front of me," hey Lily, are you okay?"
I force myself to speak up," I am not Lily. Stop calling me that!"
I saw Christian tightening his fists," listen Lily, your name is Lily, don't you remember? Don't worry sweetie everything is going to be okay now. I saved you."
I felt myself gain back my strength and I tried to move but the chains wouldn't let me," what the fuck are you doing to me Christian?"
Christian's eyes begin to look blood shot and veins begin to pop up from under his eyes. His hair turns a dark black and his eyes went black," I'm only going to tell you this once. Don't swear in front of me Lily, you know how much I hate it."
I gulp and I nod slowly," okay Christian... What happened to you right now?"
He turns his head away from me then looks at me back to normal," I'm a vampire. I get mad or have cravings for blood so I turn this way. Usually I'm able to stay in control but with you, I'm an animal."
I couldn't believe my ears or anything at all. This is too much to take in one day, the normal teacher I had is a vampire and thinks I'm Lily. What the hell do I do? I try struggling to move but Christian pushes himself on top of me," listen Lily, I don't want to hurt you but you're not ever leaving me again. You're mine, you will forever be mine."
I turn my face away from him letting the tears escape my eyes," please let me go! I don't want any part of this fantasy Christian! My name is Anastasia Rose Steele, remember? I am not Lily and if I was, I'm dead!"
Christian growls," you're Lily and you are not dead understand me? I lost you once and I'm not letting that happen ever again. My mother is dead, Lily, we can be together again like you wanted."
I frown," what I want is for you to let me go and stop claiming that I'm Lily you sick bastard!"
Christian grabs my face and forces me to face him," Lily, what did I say about cussing?"
I roll my eyes," go to hell, creep!"
Christian whispers darkly," you fucking asked for it..."
I look at him confusedly and feeling fear all over again," what the fuck are you going to do to me..?"
He gets off of me and starts to take off his pants. I felt my whole body turn cold, oh my fucking God, he's going to rape me. I cry," please don't do this, Christian! I'm sorry. Lily is sorry! I'm sorry! Please just don't. I'm not ready, please don't do this. Please..."
Christian pulls his boxers down," too late, Lily."
I struggle over and over, I won't let him do this to me. I can't just give up. He starts to walk over to me and looks at me with his eyes full of lust. He stands over me naked and I didn't want this, at all. I kept shaking my head," don't do this! YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING DO THIS TO ME! CHRISTIAN STOP!"
He runs his hands through my hair and gazes at me," you are so beautiful Lily, a beautiful jewel..."
I cry harder," please don't do this.."
Holding onto my head, he positions his dick in front of my mouth. It's just oral sex, I'll be okay. It's not sex sex... Just get it over with and you'll be okay... I pop my mouth onto his dick and thrust my head back and forth deeply. I heard him moan," Lily, oh fuck, keep doing that."
I took my hands and massage his dick while I mouth fucked him, I felt myself getting wet. This is bad. I lick him like a lollipop. Sucking on his every skin till he cum inside of my mouth. I swallowed his semen. I was panting and Christian lets out a deep breath," that was amazing.. I need more."
My eyes widen," Christian, no I can't.."
Christian whisper to my ears," next time, I'll pleasure you Lily. Sleep tight."
I watched him leaving the room and I cried myself to sleep..
