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This is all fiction, none of it is true. The characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.
PS- I know Stephenie said vampires couldn't have kids… but… well read and find out!
Chapter 2
Bella's POV
I woke up the next morning out of breath in Edward's embrace. My dream was so vivid and I was upset I had to wake up from it. I groaned and turned in Edward's arms, feeling the sweat on my nude body and stickiness between my thighs. I blushed when Edward's lusty gaze met mine.
"Good morning," he said quietly.
"Morning," I whispered, turning even redder.
"You know, it's a good thing you weren't sleeping at Charlie's last night. You would have definitely woken him with your moaning and talking. Then again, I'm not sure if it was a good idea to have you stay here either. Everyone heard you. Boy did they hear you," he said and dragged his lips across my throat as his hand made its way up my inner thigh. I gasped when his ice-cold fingers probed at my folds.
"You're so wet," he growled. "I can smell you." I was gasping for breath at this point as Edward's finger circled my throbbing clit. "Tell me Bella, what were you dreaming of that made you call out such vulgar things?"
"W-what did I say?" I asked breathlessly.
"You were moaning and screaming my name and begging me to… in your words 'fuck you harder.' Tsk tsk you have a very vivid imagination," he said softly. I was whimpering now, as his movements got lighter and lighter. I needed release more than anything.
"Edward, please!" I begged, grasping his solid shoulders as hard as I could.
"Not until I get details of this little dream of yours. Was I being very rough with you?" he asked.
"Yes!" I cried out, feeling very frustrated.
"And you liked it?" I nodded hard, trying to grind myself against his fingers. "What position were we in?"
"Y-you… oh God please don't stop! You bent me o-over the couch and s-slammed into me!" I told him in between gasps. Edward was breathing hard in my ear, even though he didn't have to breathe at all.
"That sounds sexy," he whispered, so low I thought I imagined it. In one fast movement, I didn't even have time to register, I was on my hands and knees and Edward was behind me, sliding his finger in and out of me. I moaned loudly after burying my face in one of the pillows and thrust my hips back into his hand.
"Yes! Edward unh! More!" I pleaded. He moved faster and harder and I was screaming loudly into the feathery pillow. I was sure everyone in the house could hear me, but I didn't even care. What he was doing felt so incredible.
"Was this how hard I was thrusting?" he asked raggedly.
"HARDER!" I screamed. His finger was slamming into me now and my toes were curling. My whole body was shaking and the wet sounds Edward's fingers were making inside of me were driving me closer to the edge.
"Touch yourself," he commanded in a whisper. Without hesitation, I reached under myself with one hand and stroked my clit. I looked back at him over my shoulder, seeing him watch his finger fuck me while his other hand was tugging fast on his now exposed erection. I gasped at the beautiful sight. His mouth was open and he was breathing hard, watching his slick finger move in and out and my fingers play with my bundle of nerves. He looked up and his now dark eyes met my brown ones. He licked his lips and I completely lost it.
"I'M COMING!" I cried out and my inner muscles clenched repeatedly as my body spasmed and I felt his warm, thick fluid spill onto my lower back making me gasp. I collapsed on my stomach completely out of breath and Edward collapsed next to me, on his back. He flashed me his beautiful crooked smile. "It's warm," I said in surprise.
"What is?" he asked.
"Your… your um," I blushed and motioned to my back. He gave me a confused look and sat up, examining my back.
"No. It can't be," he said softly.
"What?" I asked.
"It's not venom," he said.
"Was it supposed to be?"
"I don't know. I assumed it would be," he replied.
"Well what is it then?" I questioned and met his gaze.
"It's… sperm. Like actual human sperm," he said and my eyes widened.
"What? How is that possible?" I asked, completely in shock.
"Your guess is as good as mine. I'm going to have to speak to Carlisle about this when he gets back," he said in awe.
"Where is he?"
"He went hunting with the others. They left once you started moaning in your sleep. They didn't want to embarrass you." I blushed darkly. Once we were both cleaned up and clothed, Edward took me back to Charlie's house. He was at the station for the day, but I promised to cook him dinner tonight. Before we could walk into the house, Edward's phone vibrated in his pocket.
"I need to speak with you," he said before hanging up.
"Carlisle?" I asked and he nodded.
"I'll be back as soon as I can," he promised. He leaned down and kissed me before heading back to the car. I watched him drive away and sighed. I hated being away from him. I looked at the clock and saw it was only two in the afternoon. Way too early to start on dinner so I decided to do some laundry and clean the house. About two hours later, I was folding clothes out of the dryer when Edward came back. He was tense and not making eye contact with me.
"Edward? Is everything all right? What did Carlisle say?" I asked.
"Bella… it's complicated," he said, still not looking at me.
"Well then explain it to me," I said.
"Basically, when a man becomes a vampire, he still produces sperm. Normal sperm since they can live in a frozen environment, but when a female becomes a vampire, her eggs die. We don't know why this happens, but it does," he explained quietly.
"Are you saying… you and I could have… children?" I asked in surprise.
"Yes," he whispered. I didn't know how to react. This was just too weird.
"Would the baby be human?" I asked and he nodded.
"Why would anyone want to have children with me though? I'm a monster. I'd be a terrible father," he scoffed.
"Edward stop," I said softly. I hated when he talked about himself like that. "You're not a monster and I think you'd be a wonderful father." Edward looked angrily at me.
"You don't know what you're talking about Bella. I could easily kill or harm a child. You should know. I could hurt and kill you too," he said harshly. I took a deep breath.
"But you wouldn't. You love me Edward and you would love your kid. I love you," I told him.
"Sometimes I wonder why. I'm no good for you Bella. I've told you this before," he said without emotion. My anger exploded at these words.
"STOP TELLING ME WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME AND WHAT ISN'T! I CAN MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS DAMMIT! I CHOOSE YOU! DEAL WITH IT!" I shouted, my face turning red and tears welling up in my eyes.
"What if you're making the wrong decision?" he asked. That was it. I slapped him as hard as I could. It hurt me bad, but I didn't care.
"FUCK YOU!" I screamed and Edward flinched. I cradled my throbbing hand into my chest and Edward's expression softened a bit. "Why do you keep doing this to yourself? Do you not want to be with me anymore? Do you want to call everything off?" I asked in hysterics.
"You know I don't," he replied.
"Then what is it huh?" I asked, the tears spilling over. He reached for me, but I backed away. He just looked at me, pain evident in his eyes. "D-do you not want to have children with me?" I asked, not being able to cover the hurt in my voice. He looked at me in horror.
"Don't be ridiculous you silly girl. I would want nothing more than to start a family with you," he said.
"Then WHY are you acting like this?" I asked.
"Because I'm scared," he said softly.
"You're scared? Well did it ever occur to you that maybe you're not the only one? I'm fucking terrified!" I yelled.
"Of what?" he asked.
"Of you leaving me and our kid when you realized you made a mistake!" I cried and let out a sob. Edward winced at my words.
"I could never leave you Bella. It would kill me," he said. I was breathing hard now, trying to get my thoughts in order. Edward walked slowly towards me and took my injured hand. "It's swollen," he said. It felt so much better in his cold hands.
"I'm fine," I said.
"Let me get you some ice," he insisted, but I shook my head. He sighed and pressed the throbbing skin to his cool lips.
"Did I at least make some impact on you?" I asked. He chuckled.
"I wouldn't have realized you slapped me if my eyes weren't open," he said. I sighed and more tears poured down my face. "Aw Bella, don't cry," he said softly and pulled me into his chest. I sobbed harder and he stroked my hair. "I'm sorry," he whispered.
"You should be," I mumbled and he chuckled. After managing calming myself down, we sat at the kitchen table.
"We need to talk about this though. Having a kid… it's a big thing. I just don't want us making any decisions until we're sure," he said.
"I know. I'm not saying we should try now. I just thought you didn't want to try ever," I said quietly.
"Well if we are going to try, then we're going to have to hold off on changing you," he said with joy in his voice and I glared at him.
"My changing is not up for discussion anymore Edward. If we do decide to have a child, I'll wait until after I give birth, about a month or two, until you change me," I told him. Then a thought hit me. "Oh God. We can't," I said with a look of horror.
"Can't what?" he asked with concern.
"Have a kid! What am I going to be after for the first months or years when I change? Blood! What if I kill our baby?" I asked frantically.
"I'll take you away," he said and scooted closer to me.
"And leave our child? I can't do that Edward!"
"Not permanently Bella. I'm sure Carlisle and Esme wouldn't have a problem taking care of he or she until you can control your urges. I know Alice would be more than pleased to have a little baby around," he said and laughed. I looked up at him.
"We'd go back?" I asked hopefully.
"Of course!"
"Well what about when our child gets older Edward? We'll still be the same age as they grow up!" I said, my brain becoming more and more cluttered with 'what ifs' and crazy thoughts.
"Then they will get older and live their life," he said simply and I burst into tears. "Bella what's wrong now?"
"I DON'T WANT OUR CHILD TO DIE!" I cried and buried my face in my hands. Edward was trying his hardest to hold back a laugh.
"The child we don't even have? Relax Bella. See this is what I'm talking about. Let's not make a decision until we can wire out all the details and see if it's right for us. For now, let's just forget about it and focus on you and me and our wedding," he said and kissed the top of my head. I sniffled and looked up at him. He gave me a warm smile and I weakly returned it. Edward's cold fingers wiped the tears from my cheeks before he pressed his lips to mine. "I love you, you crazy, beautiful, human girl."
"I love you vampire boy," I replied.
"What, no flatteries?" he asked with a fake pout.
"Does the fact that I faint, attack you, and try to rape you while you're in ten feet of me not flatter you enough?" I asked and he laughed.
"Bella hasn't anyone told you? You can't rape the willing," he said smartly.
"Well as I recall, for the longest time you didn't want to sleep with me so you were not willing," I said.
"Oh Bella I was willing. I was more than willing. You have no idea how hard it was and still is for me to hold back from taking you every second of everyday. My love for you and concern for your safety are the only things that stand in the way," he told me truthfully. I rolled my eyes good-naturedly and stood up.
"Time to start on Charlie's dinner," I said and made my way over to the fridge.
"Would you like me to continue folding your clothes?" he asked.
"That would be great," I answered and smiled. He walked over to the laundry nook while I started on dinner.
"Bella… I had no idea you owned something so… sexy," he said and I looked over, seeing him holding up my only pair of black, lacy boy shorts that Alice INSISTED I buy. I blushed darkly and snatched them from him.
"I had to wear them… I still don't have a lot of clothes because of that stupid newborn who stole them all," I mumbled.
"And these racy little things? Alice's doing I suspect," he said thoughtfully. "Going to have to thank her later."
"And I'm going to have to kill her," I seethed.
"They're hot Bella. I'm sure they look ravishing on you. I want to see them on that perfect body of yours soon. How about tonight," he said huskily, making me go crimson.
"We'll see," I said and tucked them into the laundry basket before starting on dinner again.
"I hope I will see," he said and continued to fold the rest of my laundry.