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LEMONS, LEMONS, Yeah it's between Esme & Carlisle SO WHAT! There married after all they deserve to be a married couple too!

Anisa POV

I remember driving. I remember crashing into a guard rail. I remember sound of my car crashing into the cold river. I remember the pain.

I didn't know if I was still in my car, but I couldn't breath...that's when I felt the heat. The scorching pain that I'd never felt before. It felt like my insides were burning, trying to claw their way out in an attempt to reach the cold water & put out the fire. Nothing happened. The pain just got worse. Was I dreaming? I was seeing flashbacks of my childhood. I saw images of myself at my first grade play, my first dance in junior high and even holidays that I spent with my parents when we visited our family. I thought dying was supposed to be quick, not painful. At least that's what I learned from watching movies and reading books. What I was feeling was definitely not going away anytime soon. It hurt like hell and I wanted to scream! I wanted to scream so loud and pray the pain would stop.

"GOD MAKE IT STOP! TAKE THIS DAMN PAIN AWAY! I DONT WANT TO DIE! I'M NOT READY!"

Everything I had ever wanted to do in life was slipping away. I wouldn't go to prom. I wouldn't graduate from high school or college. I would never experience getting married or having children. I was dying. That was the only explanation. All I could think of were my parents, at least I could be with them again. I missed them so much. Being alone was boring and sad. No, honestly it was downright horrible. This way I could join them in heaven because I knew for sure they weren't in Hell.

The burning felt like it was coming to and end but the pain was still there. My body was doing something it had never done. Everything felt like it was slowing down. What was happening? Is death suppose to be like this? if so, I wish it would hurry up. Hell I wanted to be with my parents, already! I wanted to run up to my mom dad. Hugh them and let them know how much I missed them. I could tell that everything that happened and tell them that GOD let us be together again. I focused on a light ahead of me. But the light was getting smaller. Wasn't it supposed to get bigger as I got closer? I pushed my legs faster trying to get closer but every inch I moved, the further the light moved away from me. What the fuck!?! ...Sorry GOD but I thought I was coming to be with my parents?

The light was shrinking and the tunnel I was running through was getting darker, so dark I couldn't see. I realized that the further the light moved away, the less pain I was feeling. Everything appeared different. The tunnel was pitch black and for the first time I was afraid! I've never really been scared of anything but at this moment, I was terrified. How would I get out of this place? WOULD I ever get out? I felt the panic building up and started screaming. Screaming for anyone to hear me. They would have to hear me.

"IS SOMEONE OUT THERE? PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME. ITS ME, ANISA! I KNOW SOMEONE IS THERE. DAMNIT PLEASE! I'M AFRAID. I DON'T WANT TO GO TO HELL! I repeated the words over over again but no one came to help me. Sooner than I realized, the pain was gone. I sat down on the cold floor crying. My tears were coming down so fast they soaked through my shirt. After a while, I had no more tears. I had no voice. My eyes burned and I was hollow. I slumped over and laid down with my face against the floor. I'd wait for them to find me. I didn't even care if it was a total stranger. I just wanted to be found. I wanted to feel safe again.

Esme's POV

"My daughter", I sighed as I watched over her. I would finally have a child of my own. Not in the technical sense but she would be mine, I turned her. My venom now flowed through her body. I couldn't let her die. No child deserved die so young.

Thoughts of her family started going running through my head. Who is she? What is her name? Why was she alone? Would they miss her? How long would it take before they would search for her car and body? The pain was overwhelming. I felt so much sorrow for her dear mother & father I thought about the anguish they would go through knowing their child had died in the river. If I had heart, it would be crashing again for her parents. But I saved her. I had given her new life. I prayed that she would come to understand why I saved her. I sat next to her humming a lullaby while I rubbed her arm. It was all I could do to let her know that I was there and that she would be ok.

Her screams were horrible. She kept asking for help. "IS SOMEONE OUT THERE? PLEASE, SOMEONE HELP ME!. ITS ME, ANISA! I KNOW SOMEONE IS THERE!DAMNIT, PLEASE! IM AFRAID AND I DON'T WANT TO GO TO HELL! I wanted to help her so badly. I knew the venom was taking its toll on her. I remember when Bella was going through the change from her mortal to immortal life. My son's first two days were hell because of the love he felt for his wife and the pain he felt while watching her burn. I just silently reassured myself that I could get through it. I had to. She was now my child and the empty void I felt for so long would now be filled. I would sit and wait for eternity until she awoke so that I would be the first person she saw when she awoke.

The same pleading words kept coming out of her mouth over and over again until there were no more words to be heard. The venom was close to her heart and her pulse was slowing. Carlisle sat quietly on the opposite side of the table. He was checking her vitals every 2-3 hours making sure that everything was going ok. Having his full support with the situation reminded me why I loved him so much. He would accept Anisa as his own just as we had with the other children.

I was beginning to feel very nervous and selfish about everything that had transpired over the last 30 hours. I questioned myself over and over. Did I do the right thing? Would everything be ok? Then it hit me... the most important question of all. "What about the Volturi?" No! How could do this to my family again? Would they come for a visit when they hear that we've added a new member to our family? There were so many questions that needed to be answered. I would have to talk with Alice. She would know... after all, she knew about Anisa being my singer before I did.

I watched Anisa's skin turn more pale. Her skin was getting cooler to the touch and her hair was even changing. It was turning black from it's natural dark brown. We had one more day to wait and then she would be awake. I knew she was going to be afraid. She would see things that no normal human would be able to see. She would smell things that a human nose would never be able to smell. It would all be a total shock to her and it would be my job to teacher her our way of life. Most importantly, I would teach her how to hunt.

I looked at Carlisle with a smile and he smiled back. My handsome, understanding husband. I don't know how I was ever so lucky enough to meet Carlisle. Not once, but twice our paths had crossed. Once when I was 16 I fell from a tree and he was my doctor in the hospital. The second time I didn't quite make it. That's when he turned me and we eventually fell in love. I'll never forget Carlisle's patience and guidance when I was a newborn vampire. He showed me how to make the best of the life we've been given and I was determined to do the same thing for Anisa.

I needed to speak with Carlisle alone and now was the best time, before Anisa awoke. "Carlisle, I need to talk with you, Do you think we can go hunt?" Carlisle looked up at me and smiled. "Of course, let me check her one more time and we'll go. I think it will do you some good." he answered calmly. I thanked him and went to ask Alice & Jasper to stay with Anisa while were gone. Jasper's ability would help in keeping her calm and Alice would see any immediate changes. I left the room and quickly flitted towards their bedroom but they were already at the top of the stairs. Of course, Alice already knew. They both had smiles on their faces and no words were spoken, just nods from their heads. I waited for Carlisle by the front door and sang Celine Dion songs to keep my son Edward from knowing my true thoughts. I didn't want him to worry. Carlisle came down stairs and we ran off towards the forest. As we ran at full speed, jumping a wide river, we both smelled the deer. I slowed down and gave my husband a devilish look. A look of seduction. He knew what that meant. He spotted a herd of twelve deer to the east. We attacked taking down 9 between us. When we finished, we buried them and ran off towards the river to a bench that Emmett made a few years back.

I walked slowly to the bench and straddled it. Carlisle had a confused look on his face. Carlisle, "Come here please, I need to speak with you". As soon as Carlisle was in front of me, I ripped his shirt open. He stared at me, stunned. I started rubbing my hands against his cool chest. I have to say, my husband is fine for being 310 years old. I wouldn't change him for the world. I started kissing his chest, making him moan. The sounds escaping him were turning me on. He moved his hands down and began rubbing my thighs softly. He moved his hands to the back of my legs and pulled up my dress slowly. He then moved his left hand and cupped me between my thighs. I pulled him closer and pressed my lips to his neck.

The smell of my arousal was driving him crazy. He quickly laid me down on the bench and spread my legs far apart, kissing his way up my leg before ending on my clit. He rubbed his fingers inside my folds and slipped one finger inside of me while he used his other fingers to massage my clit. Carlisle was rubbing my lightly but any touch from him always drove me wild. I started to buck my hips towards him and without warning his tongue dove in, licking up the sweet juices flowing from me. I screamed out in pure pleasure, "YES, CARLISLE! Please don't stop, that feels so good!" This made him lick faster and he replaced his fingers on my clit with his tongue. I could no longer control myself . The sensation of my husbands mouth on me was driving me over the edge. I was close to my climax. I moved my hips faster against his mouth. The more I moved, the faster Carlisle worked me. I felt his tongue dive inside and I couldn't hang on any longer. I exploded hard!! This didn't stop him. Carlisle moved up to attack my mouth with his. He ripped my top away, caressing my breasts. My nipples were so hard. I felt his manhood harden against my thigh. I wrapped my legs around his hips and felt him press against my entrance. He took my nipple into his mouth as I arched my back. "Oh, Carlisle!! Please make love to me!" "Yes, I will!" and in one swift movement, he was inside me. We both moaned in unison. "So good, harder!" I grinded my hips back to him and he thrusted harder. The harder he fucked me the faster I grinded my hips into him. Making love with my husband outside was breathtaking. We were definitely out our comfort zone but I never wanted this to end. I quickly flipped him over and straddled his lap. I arched my back and started riding him. I swiveled my hips around in circles with every move he sent my way. I was moving faster. I didn't want to stop. Leaning forward, Carlisle took one of my nipples back in his mouth. This drove me wild. I rode him hard and he screamed, "DAMN ESME! That feels so good. Please don't stop, please don't stop!" I smiled and rode him harder. I was just about to climax when he grabbed both sides of my hips and thrust hard into me. I tightened myself around him as we climaxed together. "Oh my god Carlisle, I love you. I always have &always will!" I looked down at him and kissed passionately. "I love you too, Esme." he said as he nuzzled into my neck. I laid on top of him for awhile until we heard someone in the woods. They were quickly gone, though. Carlisle jumped up and ran to where they were. It was Alice. She had left a note and a change of clothes for the both of us. "I hope you two enjoyed yourself. Take your time, She is fine. XOXOXO Alice." We both laughed as we jumped into the river to clean up.

I was feeling a little better. I was still worried about Anisa, though. I loved her name. Carlisle & I were the only ones who knew her name. She had said it while she was screaming for help. I hadn't told anyone else yet. I didn't quite understand why but I wasn't ready to tell them yet. I wasn't ready to share her. "Carlisle? I need to talk with you about Anisa". Carlisle took my hand and pulled me to sit on his lap on the bench. I looked into his topaz eyes. The eyes that I had grown to love. The eyes I look into for understanding, comfort, and guidance. I could never hide what I was feeling from him. "Carlisle, do you think Anisa will be mad at me for changing her into an immortal? I mean she is my singer, and she was dying I couldn't let her die." Carlisle just smiled at me. "Esme dear, how can anyone be angry with you? Anisa might be mad at first. More so, confused but she'll come around. She will learn to understand and accept why we saved her life. Only she can determine if she wants to stay with us as a family. The more important thing to focus is that she's going to be a newborn, Esme. She will have to understand the reasons why we live the way we do." I sighed. I had been with my family for years and I had only tasted human blood one other time. It was a terrible mistake but changing Anisa doesn't count. I had to change her.

"Your right, Carlisle. Do you think we will have trouble from Italy? Will the Volturi be coming now? You know they came for Bella, Nessie and most recently, John... Do you think we should go to them? At least we wouldn't put the humans at risk." The questions were starting to flood out of mouth. Carlisle took my face in his hands and looked me in the eyes.

"Esme, I doubt they will come right away, if they were coming Alice would know dear. If you prefer.. we can go to them once Anisa is ready to be around humans. As soon as our daughter learns to protect herself and we know she won't harm anyone...then we will go to them." I looked up at my husband, knowing that I could trust him. "Thank you for loving me." "You don't have to thank me, Esme. You're my life. Without you, I'd be nothing." I quickly wrapped my arms around his shoulders and kissed him tightly. After the kiss, Carlisle and I took off at vampire speed towards our home.

As we approached the house all we heard screaming and yelling between our children. We stepped through the door into the family room where we saw Edward and Rosalie in a heated argument with Emmett & Bella both standing protectively in front of them. Nessie was arguing with Jacob and poor John was trying to calm everyone down. When Carlisle & I left the house earlier everything was quiet. But now it was total chaos! Carlisle spoke up immediately, "STOP IT RIGHT NOW DAMNIT! WHAT ON EARTH IS ALL THIS FIGHTING ABOUT AMONGST YOU CHILDREN! Everyone stopped yelling and turned towards us, seeing two very upset vampires staring back at them. There was a momentary silence before they all tried to speak at once.. their attempt at explaining what was going on. I felt a wave of calm hit me and watched as everyone in the room slowly calmed as well. I glanced around the room and followed my eyes up the stairs to see Jasper standing there with a pained expression. "Thank you, Jasper." "No problem, mom." It was times like these that I truly felt terrible for Jasper. He wasn't even involved in the argument, yet he had to suffer more than anyone.

I turned back to the group determined to find out what was going on. "Now someone please tell me what in the world is going on here? Why are you all fighting? It can't be that serious to be causing such an uproar. You all know your new sister will be waking up soon! I don't want this house to be filled with such chaos during her first moments awake! So, whatever it is, you all better fix it and fix soon or you will all be grounded, I mean it!" They all looked at me with stunned expressions upon their faces. I didn't care about the reason for their fight, All of my concern was for my new daughter. I could feel Jasper's wave of calm wearing off and I knew it wouldn't be long before everyone would be filled with fury again. "Your father and I are going upstairs to sit with your sister. When she wakes up, this matter better be solved. If not, your father and I will solve it and you wont like the out come. Do you all understand?!" I all replied in unison, "Yes, Mom." I turned to go upstairs where Carlisle was already waiting with Alice & Jasper.

Alice hugged me and left quickly with Jasper, leaving the three of us alone. I sat next to Anisa. her skin had hardened, she was cold to the touch and her pulse was very faint. I bent down and whispered to her. "Anisa, I know your afraid sweetheart. Please don't. You don't have to be. You're safe sweetheart. Just listen to my voice. It will guide you to your new life where you'll have a new home... a house full of love. I know you're scared. We're all waiting for you. We will love and protect you dear." I repeated this over and over hoping that she would hear me. I listened to her heart and knew it wouldn't be long before she awoke.

Carlisle was seated across from me again as he whispered to me, "Esme, dear, it won't be long, Alice will be here with her clothes and shoes. I'll leave you two alone for a bit but I'll be back soon." He kissed me on the forehead and swiftly left the room.

I knew it wouldn't be much longer until she woke up. Her heartbeat was fading and to humans she would be considered dead. But to us, to vampires, she's being reborn. Reborn into a new life!

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