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Told you it wouldn't be too long!
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I'm sorry it's not brilliant, I wrote the first half after completeing a rather long chemistry essay and the second half after tonight's Holby episode (April 1st 2014) so I'm sorry:*
Anyway on with the story…;)
And obviously as a little disclaimer I don't own Starbucks, Holby, or any other brands/shows mentioned:)
I reached for her hands and held them in mine . Observing the expression on her face I began…
"Jac Naylor…"
Jac's POV
"Shit" I said half jokingly under my breath as he began, whenever he said my name like that I knew he wasn't joking.
"Just shut up and let me speak will you?" he said and I nodded slowly for him to continue.
"Jac Naylor, you are, one of the meanest, sarcastic and spiteful people I have met, and you're hatred for nurses isn't exactly ideal given my situation, but while other people take that as you and give you names like 'ice queen' - not that I'm denying it's true - I know they're wrong, I've seen parts of you that your incredibly high barriers make everybody else blind to; the part of you that cries when somebody says something that gets to you, or when you thought Emma hadn't made it-"
I could feel tears brimming in my eyes, but I was determined not to mess this up, so I took a deep breath and continued to listen, for probably the one and only time in my life.
"I've seen the parts of you that laugh when I'm goofing around, or when Emma does something cute, and I think that that's why-"
"Jonny" I broke him off, I couldn't stand it anymore, just listening to him when every single part of me wanted to take him into my arms and never let go..
"This reminds me of a conversation we had a long time ago, so could we just skip the George Clooney bit and cut to the chase?"
I watched him smile and stare into my eyes, I couldn't take it anymore, I leant forward and kissed him, and he kissed me back, it was the most beautiful kiss I'd ever shared and I could almost see the fireworks go off around our heads, we got deeper and deeper and more and more passionate and suddenly, I remembered where we were, and as much as I wanted to continue forever I pulled away.
"We should probably get back" I whispered.
He leant forward and gave me one more sweet kiss and we headed up to Darwin full of happy thoughts.
Jonny's POV
I've never ever had a kiss like that, it was perfect, I could have stayed in that moment forever. The softness of her face and lips made me want to stay there forever, wrapped up in that perfect moment. Just me and Jac. forever.
The rest of the day blurred past, I didn't concentrate at all. The thing I could think about was her. So when my shift ended an hour after hers I grabbed my phone and texted her-
Text conversation:
Jonny- hey:*, any chance of an encore? or is miss naylor too busy for a humble nurse? xx
sent 17.08 pm
Jac- hello. Maybe I could fit you in somewhere? Meet me at Starbucks in 10 minutes?
sent 17.10 pm
Jonny- sure thing:* x
sent 17.12 pm
Narrative
Jac was sat with a hazelnut latte at a corner table in Starbucks checking her phone to see if Jonny had text her. She was about to ring him when she saw him clatter through the doors and tripping over a chair, what an idiot she thought. She waved at him and he came over, he leant in to kiss her on the lips but she turned her head so he only got her cheek, but he didn't think anything of it.
"What's with all the bags?" he asked spotting the considerably large amount of shopping bags on the floor by her feet.
"Oh, just an order I picked up"
"Oh, okay, I'm just going to get a coffee, do you want another?" he said gesturing to her now empty cup.
"Erm yes please, it's a ha-" she began
"Hazelnut Latte, I know" he chucked as he went to the counter to order.
In the 5 minutes that he was gone Jac was able to think about what exactly she wanted to say, she really liked Jonny and was sure she could learn to love him again despite his slight hostility to her in the time when he and Bonnie were a 'thing'. She pondered over this for a while when her thoughts were interrupted by Jonny sitting down at his chair.
"Hey" He said.
Jac's POV
I needed to think carefully and pick out exactly what I wanted to say to him, I wanted him I really did but I was scared of him leaving me again, I never wanted to feel the same way again.
He was staring at me waiting for a reply.
"Jonny…" I said
"That's my name" I observed his cheeky smile, took a deep breath and began.
"Jonny, I like you I really do honestly but, and I know I'm not totally innocent but you hurt me.. a lot. You left me to carry our daughter while you had an easy time with little miss sunshine, and as much as I want to I'm not sure I can forget that"
I watched his face fall as I spoke, my heart broke at what I was doing to him, I always do this, string people along and then screw things up, right at the moment when I could make my life exactly what I wanted it to be. I expected him to walk away and accept defeat but he leant forward and put his hand on mine.
"Jac, I know I hurt you, and I'm so sorry, there is absolutely no excuse for what I did and, I'm never going to forgive myself so I don't expect you to. I promise I will never ever leave you, just, give me a chance.. please?"
I looked into his eyes, trying to see into his head, trying to look for an answer.
"Just, tell me what to do Jonny please, I.. I don't know what to say."
"Erm well, maybe, 'Yes Jonny I'll give you another chance' might be a good start"
I laughed slightly at his tone, considered his words for a second and then nodded.
"Yes Jonny I will"
He leant forward to kiss me and this time I let him.
I wasn't too sure about the future, but all I know is right now is pretty good.
A/N: Hey, so I hope you enjoyed this, I think it ended better than it began but I don't know really, I have lots of free time (presuming I don't miss my bus) to update after school so chapter 3 should be up later tomorrow! Loads of drama planned for chapter 4,5,6 so next chapter's hopefully going to be full of fluff:)
Thank you for reading:) Please review:** - Charl