Indulging my Cloudoholicism

Finally when the time came that Marlene, Denzel and Yuffie retired to their respected beds for the night, it left just Cloud and I, I was rather nervous after all we were a new couple which had only been made official a small number of hours ago but then again this felt like a lifetime coming we were finally together and my need for Cloud still had not quelled, he had made my want and addiction grow for him this evening, during dinner we sat next to each other and his hand kept brushing me thigh very close to the short hem of my skirt that I was wearing and just to tease me further sometimes his hand would disappear under the hem of my skirt and brush against my panties which were getting wetter by the minute which I was rather ashamed by after all I was sitting at the dinner table with the kids and my best female friend.

Cloud brushed his lips against mine as we stood outside my bedroom door as he equipped sleep Materia into his glove, I have to admit although I had obsessed over him I was still very nervous about what would take place to night. There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted him that I loved him, that I wanted him to finally pleasure me and tonight he would. I could feel his angelic touch lingering on my skin as Cloud left to cast sleep on the children and Yuffie, I didn't like the idea of Cloud using Materia on the children, Yuffie I will admit I don't mind using it on after embarrassment she's caused this past few weeks so I really had no objections but the children I will admit I'm a little worried about.

Cloud returned in under five minutes, I giggled as he pressed a kiss against my forehead driving me wild already especially when I felt his warm callous hand snake under my shirt setting my skin on fire. I pulled his face back towards mine and captured his lips. I stumbled backwards and blindly to my bed that Cloud was moving me towards. Eventually I fell backward onto my bed bring Cloud down with me so I was sandwich between my bed and my Cloud, yes I could finally say he was my Cloud and I did know that those women that often came in to try to get glance of my Cloud would be jealous but I have him and they aren't going to get in my way they can't and won't stop tonight.

We break apart so he can pull my shirt over my head and once it's out of the way our lips crash together again, my hands slide over to the zipper on Cloud's shirt and slowly started to undo it and feeling my bare hands against his hard chest sent sparks of electricity shooting through my body making my underwear wetter. The light thud of his shirt hitting the floor did not register as Cloud's lips made their way down my neck altering between, kissing, sucking and nipping my skin setting it further alight. His fingers danced on my back just brushing my bra strap driving me wild.

"Just rip it off already" I growled as I ran my hands down to Cloud's belt and began trying to undo it so I could get my hands on what I will admit although never to Cloud's face my biggest physical desire. I love Cloud so much that I had become obsessed with him but that had also meant just like every human being on the planet at some point in their lives would lust over someone and Cloud was my someone so for now I wasn't sure if my love or my lust and obsession with Cloud was controlling me but right now I didn't care I was finally making my dreams come true.

I moaned when Cloud's mouth covered my breast his tongue flicking at my taught nipple, did I feel embarrassed no at this very minute I didn't but maybe I would by the time morning came but that was a problem for later and one I would deal with when I had to. I felt my fingers curl into his blonde locks once more as his hands disappeared under my skirt, one hand stroke against my already soak under my legs making them wetter.

"Oh someone's eager" Cloud purred teasing me, I giggled I couldn't help it, he was a driving me crazy and we hadn't even gone all the way and I was getting impatience.

I finally got his jeans undone and pulled his boxers off with them, unable to control myself I let out a throaty growl, shocking myself and Cloud with the sound and I became suddenly thankful that we had decided to use the sleep Materia on the kids and of course Yuffie.

Getting fed up with Cloud's teasing I started to undo my skirt myself,

"Teef we don't have to rush" Cloud purred his hot breath warming my skin by my ear, with my left hand I guided him back to my lips as my right hand guided him to the material that was the last clothing barrier in my way to fully making Cloud mine and myself his.

He got the message as we kissed deeply and finally my body was fully exposed to him as he was to me. My heart was racing so much I thought it would explode or stop all together, even in my wildest dreams I had been having of late with Cloud I hadn't felt like this maybe that was because well he was actually here and not just dreamt.

Finally after yet more teasing he positioned himself at my entrance but just stopped, his male pride brushing my inner thigh, teasing my entrance.

"Teef are you sure abo.." Cloud began to asked but I interrupted pulling him down onto me again so our lips can touch and as I broke away I whispered.
"I've never been so sure of anything else in my life I want you to show me what loving you is really like" I was shocked at how calm and how steady my breathing was to able to say that.

His lips encased mine once more as he entered me, I moaned in pain as Cloud met my resistance.

"Teef you alright?" Cloud asked

"I'm fine, just do it Cloud!" I practically yelled raking my nails into his back and he thrust further and broke my barrier, I managed to muffle my scream by covering Cloud's neck with my lips and making sure I would leave a mark there.

He felt so good inside that I really didn't want this to end but eventually it would. But that wouldn't mean that this would be my only time with him and even though this was quenching my want, need or obsession whatever you want to call it was also fuelling it making it grow.

Cloud was far too good that it got me thinking how could I deserve him especially after all my dirty thoughts about him but not that he knew about them or would and it also meant I wouldn't risk my heart being broken if some other girl had got him but they hadn't I had got him he was mine and he was driving me over the edge.

I felt him erupted inside filling me with his seed as I closely followed the warmth that had built in the pit of my stomach being released. We were both breathing heavily and I was a little disappointed when he removed himself from me but the disappointment soon ebbed when Cloud wrapped his arms around me pulling me close so my head rested on his chest just above his heart that was beating a mile a minute just like my mine was.

He had indeed satisfied me obsession my Cloudoholicism as I had dubbed it and with him and me together now my obsession would hopefully ebb.

"Cloud I love you" I sighed as I stifled a yawn feeling very sleepy after using all that energy

"Teef I love you too" Cloud whispered placing a kiss on my forehead as sleep finally drew me in and that night in my dreams I relived my night that had just passed. It was clear then that my Cloudoholicism hadn't receded it had become stronger.

2nd part of the Cloudoholic two shot, this is the first 'proper' mature I've ever written I'm not a great at writing this kind of fanfic so I have rather skimmed over the really dirty sections lol

I really did struggle to write something this mature I will edit it if anyone feels it needs to be as I really not happy about writing this sort of thing but I want to get better.

I felt I had to write this as it felt a shame for Tifa to be left hanging like that thanks to Yuffie.