Chapter 2
Bella P.O.V.
I left Jake's a couple of hours later, well it was not by choice Billy basically kicked me out. He said that he needed to have a talk with Jake, and by the look of Jake's face I could tell that it was probably going to turn into a yell competition. And Billy didn't have to do a lot of persuading just to get me out of that barn.
Driving home I began to feel that pain in my chest once more. It felt as though my heart was on fire and then I felt a sharp pain go into my fist. Confusion crippled my thoughts, and millions of theories started to fly through my mind, but none of them came back with a plausible answer. Hitting the gas pedal I had to hurry and get home, I was scared that my pain would become even more intense and I would swerve off the road.
When I pulled into the driveway I quickly got out of the car and rushed to the house, Charlie wasn't home yet and I wanted to keep it that way, because if he saw me like this he would probably lose his mind and send me to the hospital.
I ran up to my room and collapsed on my bed clutching my chest. I shut my eyes tightly and stayed in that when before I suddenly passed out.
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2 hours later…
"Bella I'm home." Charlie said waking me.
I groaned and turned over, the pain had gone away and now I just felt exhausted.
"Are you ok?" He said concerned laced through his voice.
"I'm fine." I muttered my eyes still closed.
"Did you need anything, Billy told me that you went to see Jacob today."
"No, I am fine, and yeah I thought I should get out the house." I nodded.
"Oh well good, I am going to leave you to get some rest." He said leaving.
Sighing I fell back into my dark abyss…
I was not in the same place as I usually was I wasn't in the garden that me and him usually met at nor was I in the Cullen's home reliving the moment that caused him to leave But I was in the forest with a pair of deep dark hazel eyes staring at me intently.
He growled lowly and came out of the shadow, and then I saw the bear like animal stand in front of me. And then in a blink of eye the wolf transformed into a man, specifically the man from earlier that I had got the weird vibe from.
"It's you." I said having the feeling to ease his tense muscles.
He didn't say anything, He just stared at me with a permanent scowl. As I was going to respond he stepped closer to me, to anyone it would look like he was intimidating me but I knew that wasn't his intention. Finally giving in to temptation I placed my palm on his chiseled chest and I stared at him, his eyes never left mine. Everything felt right in this moment, I was finally at peace in over two months, how was this possible? How could he do this to me without saying a word.
"Mine." He growled out startling me.
Before I could respond his lips crashed to mine throwing me off, until I felt the inside of me start to set on fire, wrapping my fingers in his hair I gasped which caused him to take advantage of the opening of my lips and slip his tongue in. I moaned as my lady bits throbbed, I never felt this way before even with…Edward. He then began leaving trails of kisses from my lips to my neck. He stops at my neck and placed open kisses on my neck licking the spot.
"You're mine Isabella." He said before biting the spot causing me to scream out in pleasure.
The only thing on my mind was him being buried deep in me, and getting lost in his addictive scent. He began kissing the spot where he bit me at causing my insides to completely drown in flames and send me to nirvana.
My eyes fluttered open and I found myself dripped in sweat and my panties completely wet. My hand flew up to neck confirming that all I had encountered was just a dream. I ran a frustrated hand through my hair, what the hell was going on with me?
I felt terrible, both emotionally and physically, I felt as though I was hit by a truck. Charlie had come and checked up on me a few times offering to take me to the hospital, but after denying for the fifth time he finally got the message, and had not come to check on me after that leaving me be.
I opened my laptop intending to email Alice for the hundredth time, but the feeling I in me when I began type stopped me because it was a feeling that I had never felt before, the only word to describe it would be pure disgust. The feeling scared the shit out of me, I had never got that feeling when I thought about Alice. Just saying her name made me want to throw the computer across the room and throw up. They disgusted me all a sudden and I had the sudden need to throw up I rushed to the bathroom and threw up the contents in my stomach. I took a glance at the mirror and I looked terrible the dark circles formed under my eyes and the pajamas that clung to me like a second skin proved my theory to be true.
No energy left in me I stammered back to bed, I could not think of anything that could have made me sick, was it them did they have this much power over me that they could affect my own health. If so then why am I letting them do this to me, most importantly why am I letting him hold this amount of control over me when he said loud and clear that I was nothing but a crutch to the family, and that their life will be easier if I never even knew what they truly were.
I must move on from this, from them, if they can move on from me that easy, why couldn't I do the same, maybe because they didn't put their heart into it like I did, maybe because I was nothing but a little toy to them to keep them entertained.
I then felt the unfamiliar feeling of disgust with them, this time I didn't have the urge to throw up I had the feeling to punch a wall, or better yet punch him. Everything that I had done for them was just thrown out the window, did me getting bitten by a blood crazed vampire and having a mark on my wrist for life do nothing. I deserved none of it, I fixed myself so I could be the person he wanted to be with. I gave my friends and my normal life up, just so I can appease to his requests.
Shaking my head, I closed my eyes, my thoughts exhausted me and I found myself falling back to sleep.
Paul P.O.V.
"Paul, you need to phase back." Sam said in the pack mind.
"Fuck off Sam."
"You need to phase back; the elders need to speak with you."
"Fuck you and fuck them." I said and then shutting my mind.
I didn't want to be anywhere near them, I didn't want them to say what I knew, I couldn't, no I wouldn't accept this damn imprint. It was my decision and I refuse to be with her.
Don't say that
Before I could respond the rowdy wolf that was in me skidded to a stop. When I saw where the wolf had taken me I was shocked because there I was at the end of the forest looking right up at the window to her bedroom.
Her even breaths came from the window, indicating that she was sleep. I wanted to turn around and go but my wolf refused, and since I wasn't in human form I could do nothing.
Not yet
Agitated I stayed put and not a minute later, I smelled the stench of bleach. My head then turned and I saw her, she had red hair and red eyes and she was staring at the window as well with a look of disgust.
Her
I growled and her attention was taken off the window and her red eyes cut to mine. She stared at me head cocked and a slimy grin.
"You dirty, dirty dog." She tsked.
Growling even louder I dug my paws into the dirt.
She wants to hurt her
The bubble of rage exploded inside of me, I wanted her dead, my eyes tinted with red and the familiar word flashed through my mind, kill.
My feet rattled the ground and I charged towards her, with full intent to add her to the extensive list of leeches who I had fallen victim to my canines.
She ran gracefully through the forest looking back with that slimy grin every now and then. We ran on to the reservation where I chased her off the cliff.
Staring down at the dark water, her smell began to fade away and then into nothing. What the hell, whenever we would chase a leech off a cliff their smell would always linger, granted not as strong as when there on land, but we always knew where they were.
Finally opening my mind to tell Sam about the information, I saw that Sam and Jared were yelling at someone.
"Embry, you need to calm down, and listen to us." Sam ordered.
"What the hell is going on?!" Embry yelled.
"If you calm down we will tell you." Jared snapped.
I ran to where they were and saw the hectic scene going on, a slash of guilt hit me. I was so concentrated on this fucked up situation, that I let that get in the way of my duty to the pack.
"Thanks for finally showing up." Jared quipped.
"Fuck off." I shot back.
"Both of you shut the hell up and help me with him, Paul we will talk later."
After threats and convincing, he finally phased back into human form. Noticing that he wasn't clothed he ran behind a tree. Phasing, I slipped on my cut off shorts and ran back to Sam's house to grab them a pair.
I didn't realize how sore my muscles were until I stopped running. Ignoring the feeling I grabbed the shorts and ran back to them.
"Here." I said throwing the pair of shorts at Embry and dropping the other pairs in front of Sam and Jared.
I turned around and they phased and put on the shorts.
"Jared give Embry the run-down on everything, and Paul follow me." Sam said flicking his eyes at the new pup added to the pack.
I hesitated before following him on the path back to his house. The walk was silent and the only thing that could be heard was the crunching of the sticks and leaves.
In a moment, the house appeared and a cooking aroma filled my nostrils.
"Are you hungry?" Sam simply said walking into the house.
I didn't say anything, I just nodded and followed behind him, Emily was in the kitchen cleaning off the counter when she saw me a look of relief flooded her face.
"Paul Lahote don't you ever do that again, we were worried sick about you." She said pushing her hair out of her face.
"I'm sorry, I just needed to- I just needed to get my mind off everything." I said sitting at the table.
"I know what Rachel did was wrong, but that is no reason for you to think it's okay to just disappear." She scolded sitting plates in front of the both of us.
Frowning I flicked my eyes toward Sam, he gave me a curt shake of the head, letting me know that she knew none of what happened.
"I know I should have told you guys." I said eating.
Why wouldn't he tell her about what happened, I never known of him to keep anything from Emily so what the hell made this special?
"Embry phased." Sam said pulling Emily into his lap.
"Really, I thought you said he wasn't going to phase for another couple of weeks." Emily said tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
"I did, but something probably triggered him to phase earlier."
Her…
My wolf said, reminding me of what happened not too long ago.
"Before I came, I had an encounter with a leech." I said pushing the empty plate away from me.
"What do you mean encounter, did you kill it?" Sam frowned.
"I chased her off the cliff and then when she got into the water it was liked she disappeared, Sam I can't describe it, but it was like sea washed away her scent." I said reliving the memory.
"Is that what you think triggered Embry to phase?" Sam questioned.
"I think so."
"Well if you say that she got away, then Jacob's and Quil's phase process has sped up, and we need to change the patrol schedule."
"I'll keep an eye on them."
"Good now with all of that settled, we need to talk."
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Hi you guys I am so sorry that I could not properly introduce myself, but I am A.A. or MonstruoHermosa, and I am no where new to this website but I just decided to finally get back into writing on this site and I hope you enjoyed. I will see you guys next update!
-A.A.