Unknown Breaking
By: wiccariangoddessofthemoon
Entry #7:
I've discovered something…once I lose a friend I lose other friends as well. It's like a chain reaction. It's funny how things turn out. But I discovered something else as well: the one I thought that wasn't much of a friend who was criticized by my 'so-called' friends turned out to be my true friend. I've made some new friends now, but the heart break is still there.
Entry#8:
New day, new discovery: my 'so-called' friends were my 'friends' because of one reason: outcasts. They were outcasts and clinged to me for support but once they found friends of their own they shoved me aside like worn-out clothes. And so I've made a resolution: I will not open up to anyone anymore. And even though my psychologist told me I should…well I'll just open up to you my journal. You, who I have wept with and unleashed the feelings of dread, breaking, jealousy and hurt. The only others who I will open up to will be my pets. But no one else, because feelings become a weapon that can be used against you.
Entry #9:
I am filled with a feeling known as anger. Yes, anger. Because every time I see them so happy, it makes me want to shatter it into pieces. But I am better than that, I don't have to stoop to their level. I will be happier than them.
Entry #10:
Even though I feel lonely today, I will not let it stop me. Yes! I'm going to forget about them, I'm going to commit to school and my family. I'll become a veterinarian like I have always dreamed of. And besides, in just a few years maybe just two I won't see them anymore. I never thought I would say this but: I'm happy I won't see them.
Entry #11:
Ever since I started writing this journal I've felt like a weight has been off my shoulders. I feel lighter and friendlier. I'm making friends, making new relationships, and getting to know my family all over again. I guess I can honestly say: all is better.
This is the second chapter. hope everyone likes it. I'm not sure there will be a third one, but I'm open for voting.