Chapter 2: Not the boss of me...I do what I want.
Disclaimer: Do I own Victorious?..No. Could I win it?.. Probably not.
"Here we are" Trina says pulling up in front of my house. A part of me doesn't want her to leave "Trina? Can you stay here with me?" she looks at me and turns the car off. "Yeah sure" she answers getting out of the car swinging her keys in circles with a confused look on her face. "I...I just don't want to be alone right now" I whisper innocently and grab her hand. A part of me feels that I need to pretend to be innocent Cat for her. But the other part is just begging me to fuck her then make her leave. I walk her into the house slowly but she is just staring at the ground. She is heartbroken anyone could see that. Once we are in the house I walk her to my upstairs to my room and sit her on my bed. She rushes right back up as soon as her butt hits the bed.
"What?" I ask "does your body still hurt?" she just asks, looking at me, with pain in her eyes but a lot of care. I nod a little, she points to my bed and I walk over to it without a sound. "So what do you want me to do?" she asks but I can't help but think naughty. "Come over here" I say and she lifts her head to look my way, her eyes darkening. I spread my legs and motion her to come over, between me. And she does, once she is between my legs, standing up she looks down at me. I put my arms around her waist waiting for her to make the next move and I never wait in sex.
"Make me feel better please, Trina" I whisper in a convincing voice. 'Am I going to break her after I'm done or stay with her and help her heal.' My head asks myself but I don't know I really don't. Trina slightly pushes my back to the bed with my hands still on her waist. She is going slow I normally don't like slow, at all. I like hard and fast but she is going soft and slow, it's torturing me. Trina pushes her knee between my legs and it makes me gasp. I see her face with no expression but care and lust, but why care? is that why she is doing soft and slow, or is this just how she haves sex? I keep asking myself when I should be asking her.
Trina presses her knee, deeper between me as she lowers her body to touch mine. She kisses my neck and I am already soaked. But she stops when she hears her phone ring and gets off of me. "Hello" she says, answering the phone. "Trina where are you?, get away from Cat, now if you are with her!" I hear Tori's voice scream into the phone. "Why!" Trina screams back "I regret never telling you this but Cat is a heartbreaking bitch she tried to rape me tonight. That's why we beat her I am pretty sure she already told you. She is not the innocent girl that she seems Trina she will fucking break you. Stay away from her." After Tori is done talking Trina hangs up and drops the phone, looking at me with anger and her eyes the care is gone but the lust stayed there.
"Trina" I whisper still lying on the bed "fuck you liar" she yells out, climbing back on top of me. "If you fucking broke my sister I will break you." she shout, ripping my shirt off but for some reason it isn't pleasing I actually wanted her to go slow. I want the care for me to come back to her. I want her to make me feel like I was actually more than a heartbreaking bitch like she just was. "Trina please" I beg like Tori did I guess this is just karma. Trina digs her nails down my body, dragging down to my jeans. "Please, Trina" I shout "shut the fuck up, slut!" she scream at me and it hurts. I am starting to feel new emotions I have never felt before. "Trina" I say one last time and she jumps off.
"Cat I...I" Trina whispers with pain before running out of my room. Leaving me here lying on my bed with my shirt torn. My body trembling my mind scared. She made me feel something other than hate, jealousy, or lust. But what was it other than fear. My heart pounding fast as I get up looking outside my window, seeing her drive off is hurts worst than Tori kneeing me in the gut, but why?