The area was beautiful to say the least and she was finding a sort of peace with these woods. Not having to worry about being exposed since her skin didn't sparkle in the sunlight like her families did. She closed her eyes to get some rest only to see it replay all over again inside her head. Jacob's mature muscular body in all it's glory laying on the ground, his hands moving and touching Leah's lean fit body anywhere he could. Her hands on his chest as she rides his cock for all she was worth, the sun glistening off their sweaty bodies. Her brown eyes shot open and a new round of tears start to fall down her face – how could he do this to her? She really had thought he loved her and only her. Lies! Everything he said to her was pure lies, he never loved her or he wouldn't have messed around with Leah.

Just as she was about to curl up into a fetal position when she heard and smelled someone coming her way. The scent was all to familiar – the one person she didn't want to see wasn't giving her the space she needed. All her anger began to boil at this point giving her a new reason to tear into him, he had no right to follow her after what he had done. Hell he had no right to be around her what so ever. Growling deep in her chest as she got to her feet and crouches down ready to attack Jacob the second he doesn't back the fuck off. He walks out of the trees shirtless and still looking as sexy as ever, her mind replays dreams she had about touching him. "Nessie, please you have to let me explain because it's not what you think." His deep voice brought her out of her fantasies but his words sent her into a rage and all she seen was red.

"Not what I think? Fuck you, Jacob! I know what I saw and what I heard so don't stand there and fucking lie to me. You really are a bastard. I can't close my eyes without seeing Leah riding you and you enjoying it! How could you do that to me? I thought you loved me." The venom in her voice as she spoke to him let him know that he had royally fucked up this time and nothing would be able to change that. Another growl escapes her lips warning him to stay back. "I do love you, Nessie. You have to believe me, please. It was a mistake that never should have happened but I can't take it back now. I never meant to hurt you. You were never meant to see that." His tone was down like he was pleading with her to believe him and that was one thing she couldn't do. He broke all her thrust in him and he couldn't get it back.

She starts laughing so hard that she doubles over having a hard time breathing and the look on his face let her know that he thought she was crazy. "Oh that's priceless really it is, Jacob. How long have you been fucking her? Is that why you wont touch me the way I desire? Huh?!? Answer me damnit!" – "I can't touch you like that yet Nessie. Your only 18 years old and your parents would kill me. I'm a man and I have needs but I can't do anything with you." He sounded almost heart broken when he uttered those very words that sent her world crashing down around her. Two things happened at that moment – her already broken heart shattered again and she lunged for his neck snapping her teeth at him. It sounded like boulders crashing together once they made contact – but Jacob was stronger then her and had her pinned down to the ground within minutes.

"I hate you, I hate you! Get off me now. I never want to see you ever again, Jacob Black. So go back to your little bitch who can give you what you need since I can't." She was defeated and she knew it and now all she wanted was for him to get the hell out of her life. Although his grip on her arms became tighter and he growled deep within his chest. "Please just go – you've done enough damage for a lifetime." This time he didn't fight her on it only hung his head in shame – he let her go and left quickly leaving her on her own. Bringing both her knees up to her chest and cries, her feelings were all over the place. Hurt, betrayal, anger, hate. Then add the new feelings that his words brought on worthlessness, helplessness and despair over losing what she thought was the love of her life. The pain couldn't get any worse then this, right?