Wonder how Kagome has been Chapter 2: It turned out to be a lie, an inuyasha fanfic

I must have been seriously bored out of hell to do this. I had absolutely NOTHING to do so I decided to start the second chapter. To be honest I couldn't decide on what song to do, Nelly Furtado's 'all good things' or Avril Lavigne's 'my happy ending', so don't be surprised if I post another chapter on Kagome's point of view. Please review and tell me if you'd like a PROPER STORY about what happens. Basicaly this is a little bit of how Kagome's feeling. I hope you like this chapter, and don't sue me. I seriously don't own Inuyasha… well yet anyway (bwahahahahaha -cough- hahahahaha -cough cough choke-) Kaz: Don't worry; sunshine would never have enough money to buy Inuyasha from Rumiko Takahashi even if she saved all her money till the next three ice ages.

Sun: COULD YOU AT LEAST LET ME DREAM! cries

Inuyasha: feh

Sun and Kaz: HOLY COW! How come you're here?!

Sun: Can I have your autograph…if you have a signature.

Honestly what will become of me?
Don't like reality.
It's way too clear to me.
But really life is daily.
We are what we don't see.
Missed everything daydreaming.

Flames to dust.
Lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust.
Lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to end?
Why do all good things come to an end?

It was too heart breaking at the time. Looking at him and asking him about what happened was impossible after what she saw. She thought that he cared about her too since he kissed back. Then he ran away which she thought was because he just realised he just wanted to be her friend for a bit more. After that she saw him about to kiss Kikyo. He turned from her potential lover to friend to a stranger she tries to forget. She has tried many times in the past year to forget about him but he is a scar on her heart that can't disappear. The dream that was the days she had spent with Inuyasha has ended. She's back in reality. She left him and the life she used to love for her old life where she is loved. Every thing is back to what it was like a few years ago. Her studying and her life have resumed from where it was paused three years ago. Her friends are there for her and her family loves her. Even after this, she still misses the feudal era. She left without consulting with her friends there. She misses the adventure. She misses Sango, Miroku and Shippo. But most of all, she misses him. Why did her dream have to end?

Travelling, I used to stop at exits.
Wondering if I'd stay.
Young and restless,
Living this way I break less.
I want to pull away when the dream dies.
The pain sets in and I don't cry.
I only feel gravity and I wonder why?

Those days she used to travel with him seemed to be a scorched memory, barely legible after the fire of torment in her heart had burnt out. The heavy feeling in her heart were beginning to become a lot lighter and she had stopped crying while she would reminisce about her past. In fact she didn't cry at all any more. She hid her emotions with a plastered smile, only showing her real emotions when she would lay on her bed recalling all the memories of a year ago. Of course, she had loved being in the feudal era, even if it was dangerous. She used to live in an imaginary dreamland with no real end to it. One thing that is for sure is that the dream had died and she can do nothing except wait for the pain to heal and the scar to grow smaller in time. Some time she wondered if she is still dreaming, sleeping during her 15th birthday. Some times she wondered if all that Inuyasha saw in her was a shallow shadow of Kikyo or a jewel detector. Some times she wondered whether her life had a proper objective behind it when she was there. Now that she moved back to her own time, she had a proper future. She would lead a life where she falls in love, goes to university, gets a job, gets married, has children and dies old, loved by her grandchildren.

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune,
Barking at the new moon,
Hoping it wont end soon, turned out it was a…
Dogs were whistling a new tune,
Barking at the new moon.
Hoping it won't end soon, it turned out it was a
Lie.

It was foolish for her to think that they could have truly been she should have snapped back into reality long ago. For a moment on that day, she was basking Inuyasha's attention. It was bliss while it lasted. She loved him and he said that he cared about her (A/N: note that he doesn't actually say 'I love you'- he wanted to tell her those three words after he told Kikyo his feeling towards Kagome- you'd know if you read the first chapter) as well. She was stupid to believe Inuyasha would truly want her. It should have been obvious so her the moment he ran of to Kikyo right after her confession. He must have felt if he had wronged Kikyo after their kiss. The last few minutes before he ran off to Kikyo were just a mixed up mistake. It was all meaning less; their kiss, his words, her feelings. It was a confusion of the heart, both his and hers. Inuyasha confused his feelings in that moment of time and so did she. That confusion led to her hopes being built high and then broken down again. All her happiness washed away with the sea of tears that she could no longer shed.

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon,
Whistling a new tune,
Hoping it wont end soon.
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day till the feeling went away.
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
The rain forgot how to bring salvation.
The dogs were barking at the new moon,
Whistling a new tune,
Hoping it wont end soon, it turned out to be a lie.

Kagome opened her window wide open and breathed in the cool air. The days have felt impossibly long ever since the day the kiss happened. It felt like the sun wanted to stay in the sky that day, and all the other thousand days since the day she left, making her heart endure another painful day. The rain that once-upon-a-time had the ability to calm her in any situation was pouring down in the painted sky forgetting the skill it used to have. "Why do you do this to me Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered into the night sky "Couldn't you've at least let me dream a bit longer?"

Its a bit short but hey, be glad I'm actually bothering with this. You should thank me instead. If you're not going to thank me but wants to than anyone else , thank Dark kitten Saki who was the only one from you lazy lot to actually bother to do a review -tch-. Well, review this chapter instead, okay.

Kaz: Sun, you're being too rude

Inuyasha and Sun: feh -sticks tongue out-

Kaz has a giant sweat drop on her head: …