Bella's POV
The next morning my eyes hurt bad, they were puffy. I heard Charlie, weird he's usually at work at this time. He came into my room. "Bella sweetie, I'm going to keep you home today. I know you had a rough night, and your already really smart."
"Wow dad! Are you sure?"
"Bella dear, I know what it's like to have my heartbroken. I know I only had it broken once and you had it twice. So I know you're hurting a lot more. Stay home today. Have some thinking time. I'm going to go to work now. Call if you need me okay?" I was surprised, my father Charlie Swan, was actually keeping me home from school because of social reasons.
"Okay dad, thanks."
"No problem Bells."
When he left, I got to work. This was the first time I have ever tried to do this. I grabbed a couple of knifes and started cutting. It felt nice. All my emotional pain drifted away. All I could think about was the hurting from the knife. It was great. After I was done I smiled. I am no longer scared little Bella. I am now full fledged bitch Isabella. I would make Rosalie seem like Alice.
The rest of the day I read and did cleaning. That night, I let my emotions come and I cried.
The next day, I put on my new show. I was going to be a big bitch. Not caring what people is all Jeff and His fault.
Everyone at the school gave me dirty looks. I could hear their gossiping."Oh my God, that Bella girl is such a emo she deserves to die. Ha did you hear that Jeff dumped her. She can't keep a boyfriend."
What Lauren said really made me mad and I snapped. "Oh uhm Bella Swan.. You can't keep a boyfriend.. I mean.. first gorgeous Edward dumped you. Then bad boy Jeff cheated and left you. Boo hoo."
I took a step towards her and said- "Yea, I'm a emo loner.. got a problem?" Then I punched her perfect little plastic face. She tried to fight back but was to weak. I broke her arm and left several bruises.
"Oh you little-" Then the principle came.
"Isabella Swan and Lauren Mallory go to my office now!" I just rolled my eyes and stalked to the office. Lauren looked astonished walked to the office angerly.
"Girls what happened?"
"Isabella here, started saying stuff about me saying I'm worthless and emo. Then she started hitting me." I looked up at her and snorted.
"Oh yea Lauren I really called you emo. Your the one who called me emo. Look at my clothes. Yeah, I did hit your pretty plastic face. Only cause you said shit about me."
The principle looked at us and sighed. "Both of you are suspended for the rest of the week." He called our parents. Charlie came in less then 5 minutes. When we got home Charlie started the questions.
"Isabella, what happened?"
I told the truth. "Lauren started saying stuff about me saying that I can't get a boyfriend and saying I'm emo, so I beat her up."
Charlie looked up at me, sighed and left the room. Wow, I thought. that was fast. After I thought this Charlie came back. "Isabella Marie, I want you to come to Billy's house with me." I looked at him like he was nuts.
Charlies POV
I had to do something. My little girl was acting all goth, she beat up a girl what next? Smoking pot? Then I looked down. I saw them. I saw those cuts on her arms. I seen it on Dr. Phil one day. My girl was cutting. She was so heartbroken she was hurting herself.
I thought for a few minutes to find out what to do. Then I got the idea. Billy had a son. He was just a few years younger then Bella's barley 18 years. He had the looks and he was really strong. I can get my girl un-broken hearted. I know she'll always love that Edwin boy. But it's worth a try.
I came back into the room. "Isabella Marie, I want you to come to Billy's house with me." She looked up at me like she thought I was crazy. She did not like the Blacks.
Bella's POV
I seriously could not stand the Blacks. Jacob was always trying to be super nice guy. When will he realize I am a bitch. I am a loner. I am not worth anything?
Charlie knocked on the Black household door. Jacob answered. "Come on in Charlie! Isabella! Great to see you!" I took a close look at Jacob for some reason. His once slender body was now muscular. His hair was longer. He looked really handsome.
"Jacob, you can call me Bella." Oh my, what was I doing? I was supposed to be a bitch. I was supposed to not care. I didn't care what I was supposed to be. I was who I was. I was hoping that I could find who I was. Before He came around.
"Bella, would you like to hang out at the beach with me?"
I smiled again. "I would love to Jake."
We walked around the beach for hours. hand in hand. I could really get used to this. He was gentle. He cared about my feelings. He fixed up my broken heart. He was my own personal sun.
We hung out for many days. He was my savior. My sun. He saved me from my depression. He saved me from who I was becoming. I truly loved him. Not as a boyfriend, but I loved him. He was like my brother, my best friend.
Jacob's POV
Bella was truly a nice girl. I was surprised when she was so nice. I caught her staring at my shirtless body. Was she only feeling lust?
Me and my Bella hung out for days. I was beginning to love her. She told me I was her personal sun. I wanted this girl to be my own.
I saw what that Edward Cullen guy did to her. I don't like him. I would never want to hurt her.
I thought that just weeks before the transformation came. I was confused at first. Then Sam, one of the others told me everything. I was becoming a werewolf. I would have to leave the human girl, so I wouldn't hurt her. I would have to leave her for her own protection.
I don't want to hurt the girl I was in love with.
Bella's POV
I can't believe it. Jacob left me. He left me! He told me he didn't love me. This is exactly like what he did. Every male I fall for leaves me.
I am no worth it. I can not believe this. First Edward, then Jeff, now Jacob. I cried when I said his name for the first time in over 8 months.
He saved me. Then he broke me.
The song Savin' Me reminded me of Jacob. Now I was back to my old emo self. I wish I could become a vampire...so I couldn't feel.
So much for Savin' Me...
bA/N: Beta Reader note, actually. Leave us some comments so we know what you want to hear from us. Thanks. - L.O.S.T I.N T.I.M.E Heather (aKa Heather)..