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Chapter 1-

Jacob P.o.v

"Oh my god." I finally found Leah. She was lying half conscious on her bathroom floor about to die from an overdose. She looked horrible, pale and covered in dirt. Then suddenly she spoke.

"jacob…."she whispered in a weakly

"What is it Lee?" I asked.

"Let me die. I don't want to live anymore." She sounded so weak, her voice was fading.

"Don't talk like that leah. I'm going to get you to the hospital and you're gonna get better." I said desperately. I needed to get her to the emergency room asap.

"No, let me die in peace."

"No! Leah Clearwater you are going to live!!!!" I was getting so pissed at her right now! Why would she want to die?

"JACOB BLACK! DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU LET ME DIE RIGHT NOW! I have nothing to live for. Everything is gone, he took it all." She was getting paler by the second; I had to find a way to get her out of here.

"You're wrong."

"What do I have to live for?" she asked in curious way.

"You can live for this!" And I did what first came to my mind. I kissed her. It was like there was no one else in the world. Then after what seemed like hours, we ended our kiss. And then I realized that I loved her. I loved Leah Clearwater, the bitter harpy of La Push. So I got her to the hospital and hoped she loved me too.

Leah's p.o.v.

I woke up with basically the whole pack staring at me. I was wondering where I was, but then I looked around and realized I was in the hospital. I was trying to remember what happened before I passed out but I couldn't figure it out. Oh well, guess it was nothing, maybe I'll torture it out of jacob later. "Hey guys, you know when I can leave?" I tried to sound normal, not like I just tried to kill myself.

"Oh my god!" came from Embry.

"Leah!" quil piped in.

"You're awake!" and weirdly enough, from Paul.

Then Sam whispered, "Lee Lee, hey." That's when I exploded with anger. He was the one who started all of this! He can't be here. "Sam Uley, you get your bastard ass out of this hospital room right now!!!!!" "How dare you even try to come here?!?!" "You chose her remember??" my voice shaking with anger.

"Just let me try to give my side of the story. I didn't have a choice remember?" he tried desperately to explain.

Then Jacob's calm but commanding voice came into the room "I think you should leave Sam. I don't think you're welcome here. She's fine without you here."

It was weird, but I think he was protecting me from that bastard Sam. That's when it hit me. Jacob kissed me right before I passed out. He told me I can live for that. And maybe I can. "Jacob...come here." I said in a dreamy voice.

"What is it lee?" he said concerned. This made me happy. Maybe I could be happy with someone else other than Sam.

"Just wondering if you could remind me what I want to live for again…?" I said mischievously.

"Of course Leah." And he kissed me, again. It was like we were the only two people in the world when he kissed me. I was just thinking that I could get used to this when Sam ran out of the room. "Leah?" he asked when we finally stopped kissing. "Mhmm?" I asked drowsly

"I just want you to know that I'm never going to leave like he did." He said in a serious tone. "I know." I told him truthfully

"Cough cough…" Quil said. "I don't really want to watch you guys make out. It's kinda disgusting. Like really gross."

I suddenly came back to reality. "If it bothers you, then I might advise you to leave. Cause I don't think we're gonna stop anytime soon. Bye guys."

"Ugh. So gross Leah. Like I need to see that. Do you want to scar me for life or something?" Seth said, finally announcing his presence in the room.

"You can leave too Seth. Tell mom that I'm fine while you're gone. That good with you?" I said getting annoyed

"Leah's back. Bitter harpy and all." said Paul.

"Shut up asshole." I growled "So, when can I get the hell out of this hospital? It's really getting on my nerves. I can smell the bloodsucker here." I whined.

"Let me go get Carlisle. He can release you." Jacob muttered. I watched as he left the room, wondering if we could be happy together. Would he ever be able to leave that bitch, Bella? I knew that she wasn't good for him. She has her leech, but she still leads him on. I mean, I was broken an all, but I think he could help fix me. Help me heal. Get over that two-faced bastard, Sam. Then Dr. Fang walked in with Jacob with my release papers. Thank god. I hated being here. "So can I leave?" I said hopefully.

"Well, I would rather you stay here for night, but yes I suppose you can leave." He said in a strained voice. I wonder what he was upset about. I don't think it was about my suicide attempt. He was a vampire and I was a werewolf, we had no connection. "Thanks Doc. Ok. Now can someone get my clothes, then all of you can get out of here so I can change." I told the room. "I wanna go home and relax and maybe eat a Twix bar. That sounds really good right now."

"Alright, here are your clothes and everyone will get out." Dr. Fang said in his doctor voice. "Get some rest when you get home, okay Leah?"

"I know the drill, rest, water, rest. I got it down. So can everyone get out now? Even you Jacob. And especially you Seth." I said annoyed

"Okay Leah. Seth and me will be at the house. 'kay?" Jacob said in a patient voice.

"Yeah yeah. See you at home." And then I watched him walk out the door silently wishing he would stay here with me, comfort me, help me. God, he was great. But, I didn't know if he could get over that slut. Maybe once she changed into one of those bloodsuckers, he wouldn't want her anymore. Now that I think about it, I haven't heard about her in a while. "Hey Carlisle, um where's Bella?" What I really wanted to ask was if she was a leech yet, but I went with the polite way.

"Uh…she is at the house with the rest of the family, there was a little bit of a complication on the honeymoon, something really unexpected" He said uncomfortably. He was hiding something from me and I wanted to know about it. "Can we, Jacob and I, see her tomorrow; it would mean a lot to Jacob." I mumbled as innocently as I could. I wanted to see what was going on at that house.

"Yes, I suppose so, I guess there is no harm in you both coming for a visit." Good, that way Jacob can see that she belongs with the leeches, and that he belongs with me. "Kay, doc see you tomorrow then." So after I got dressed I went home to Jacob what we were tomorrow. "Jacob we're going to see the Cullens tomorrow, Bella's had some sort of complication." I said conversationally.

"WHAT?" came a yell from upstairs. Jacob cam running downstairs with a look of confusion mixed with anger. "Why didn't you tell me?" "Wait a minute, what kind of complication, is it serious?" he said finally registering all of what I said. It stung to hear the concern and love in his voice.

"Um… I don't know, Carlisle didn't tell me much, I mean we are going to find out tomorrow." Trying with all of my energy to keep the anger and hurt out of my voice. I didn't know what we had, but I still felt like I had a claim to him and it hurt to realize how much he loved the little slut. So the next day we left to go to the cullen house. when we went inside, i noticed how quiet it was, even for a vampire. i followed jacob into the living room and gasped. the bitch was pregnant, and all over her bella was brusies. she looked around 8 and a half months pregnant, but that was impossible i just saw her last month. "oh my god." was all i could say. i mean she could get pregnant with a vampire, but i couldnt get pregant with a normal person. "what the hell happened, i like just saw you last month. what is it?" all i knew was that whatever was inside of her was not good for any of us, werewolves included. edward answered my question, taking me out of my daze.

"well, basically what is inside of my wife, is our child. we thought it was impossible, but we were wrong." he said flatly. "Bella had an instant connection to the 'fetus,' it is her 'little nudger' i believe she calls it." maybe jacob could get over his little bitch faster than i thought. i really couldnt help the secret pleasure in the fact she was dying. i just wanted somthing all to myself, and i wanted jacob. the only thing that kept me from openly sharing these thoughts was jacob. i knew if she died, it would kill him. however if she changed, then he might be okay and realize that he loves me.

"so when the baby is ready to be born, what are you going to do? i mean is it a vampire or a human?" i said pretending that i actually cared at all for jacob's sake.

of course edward answered first, hearing the question in my head first. "well after the fetus is safely out of bella, we will begin the transformation." he said in that flat voice again. so the bitch was going to become the first vampire mother. wow doesnt she just get everything she wants. god, i hated her. i was thinking of the reasons i hated her when i looked over at jacob. it was like a knife was stabbed in my heart. the concern and hurt in his eyes almost made me want to cry and it took a lot to make leah clearwater cry. he loved her so much im surprised i even mattered in his eyes. he was so concerned about her that he would probably do anything for her, but not me. it was never me. i was always second to somebody else. no one ever wanted leah clearwater first, and thats how it always was.