Surrounded by white walls I walk up to the one way window. I consider knocking but no one would come. No one ever does. I've been here for four weeks now. Walking restlessly back and forth through the small room.
I wonder where she is. What she's doing right now. If she have moved on.
The door slam open an four men come in dressed in white stainless suites. I kicks and scream and kick as they grab me with their creepily clean hands all smelling of disinfection soap.
Every day it's the same. they come in, grab me and if I fight to much they inject me with that disgusting long needle as I scream for mercy.
This day wasn't different. They drag me out of my cell forcing me into this dark room. They push me down in that chair. They manage to strap me down even though my struggles.
"Let me go!" I scream but it goes unanswered because yet again I'm alone.
There are no lights. It's so dark I can't even see my tied down hands before me. I don't want this anymore it's not worth it! Oh no I don't mean that of course it is why would you even think that?! It's all worth it. As long as she's happy. As kind as she can go on with her life... It's worth it. It's all worth it.