The Seven Deadly Sins: Invidia
I Will Never Be You
Character: Roxas
Warnings: Crazy Roxas, Moral corruption, language
Roxas sat silently in the classroom while his brother Sora held court, talking to all the friends he could possibly make in a few minutes. Sora was always like this, he was friendly, happy, a good guy.
Not like Roxas, the quiet one, the unapproachable one.
Sora was so perfect.
Sora could do everything.
Sora was the best.
Roxas sighed, gathering his bag and standing from his desk, prepared to walk home by himself. If Sora wanted to talk the day away with those people, let him.
Their parents wouldn't get mad at Sora.
No one could get mad at Sora.
Sora was amazing.
Not like Roxas at all. The thought made him ill. He loved Sora dearly, everyone did, but… sometimes…
The blonde finally got home, his parents greeting him with a 'welcome home' and allowed him to go up to his own room. He laid in bed, looking up at the ceiling.
Sora casted a shadow over him, that was clear. All he was… was Sora's shadow…
The wonderful Sora.
The one who could do no wrong…
The brave and strong Sora…
FUCK SORA!
Roxas punched the wall of his room hard. Why was Sora so great? There was nothing Sora could do that Roxas couldn't. It didn't make sense, everyone preferred Sora. Why? Even girls! It wasn't like they weren't twins!
Roxas held onto his head and sat up in his bed. What could he do to get more attention… what could make others notice him, even for just a moment!
If Sora was gone… they'd have no choice.
If Sora was gone, he wouldn't be invisible.
If he killed Sora, people would notice him, they'd have to.
It was a little after dark when Sora finally came home. As soon as he walked into the door, he was told his parents where leaving, and as the older brother he was to watch Roxas. Sora nodded and shut the door when his parent's left, locking it as well and turning towards his room.
"ROXAS? HEY YOU UP THERE?" Sora called out. When he got no response, Sora shrugged and began to walk up the stairs. "YOU SLEEPING?"
"…if I was, why would you yell at ask me…?" Roxas whispered.
"So, you are awake." Sora chuckled, getting to the top of the steps. "So, hey! I was talking to some guy and-"
"You're always talking to some guy."
Roxas's voice was staring to scare Sora a little. It was deeper then usually, taking a tone he only used when he was seriously angry.
"…Roxas?" Sora asked, walking slowly towards Roxas's room.
"Yes, Sora?"
"You okay?"
"Dandy." Roxas replied, his voice never changing that tone. "But not as good as you Sora, I'll never be as good as you." The brunette stopped in his tracks, a sudden fear to keep walking spread throughout his body.
"W-What do you mean?"
"Everyone loves you best…"
"That's not true!"
"DON'T BE STUPID!"
Sora wanted to turn and run away from that yell. It was clearly angry, and not only that, but something was off about the way Roxas was talking to him.
"Sora, mom and dad like you better, the teachers like you better, the kids at school like you better, but why wouldn't they? You're the great and wonderful Sora. And who am I? Just your baby brother."
"Roxas, you can't seriously believe this!" Finally, Sora gained the courage to walk up to the door to his brother's bed room and knocked. "Come on, Roxas, you know that isn't true."
"But it's very true. But now, I know how to fix it."
"…Roxas?"
The door swung open and in one quick movement, Roxas ran out of the room, dragging a knife across Sora's throat. The brunette screamed in terror, clutching his throat in pain, tears stinging his eyes, as he fell to the ground, blood coating his own fingers.
"R-R-Rox…" Sora's voice was hoarse and pleading as he stared up at Roxas, his own bother staring down at him, triumph in his eyes.
Now he'd be better than Sora.
Because Sora no longer existed.
I can't believe I killed Sora TT^TT
Well... too late now! lol
So yeah, envy seemed to fit Roxas lol so I had to go with it!
What annoys me however is I have new stories to post and FF is deciding to make life difficult O_o I had to do some hacking to get this up! lol oh well
I hope you enjoyed! now please push thatt button and review =D