Sorry I didn't update the other day. I forgot that it was my boyfriends birthday. And then I remembered, and we went out. Then I watched the new victorious, and I totally forgot. Again, I'm really sorry. But I hope you like this chapter!
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Jade's Pov:
It was a day since Levi was born. He hadn't eaten yet, so I was getting worried.
"Babe." I called to Beck. He looked over to me.
"Yeah."
"Why isn't Levi eating?" I questioned. He just shrugged.
"I don't know? Why don't you ask him?" He joked. I rolled my eyes, but smiled. I looked down at my son.
"Why won't you eat baby?" I asked him. He just squealed and waved his hands around. I chuckled. I then heard a knock on the door.
Beck parents walked in. I was surprised to see them.
"Hi Beck, Jade." Beck's mom, Tara, said.
"Hello." I waved to her. Beck stood up, giving his mom a hug, and then his dad. I pursed my lips; why didn't my parents love me? The could have loved me, could have been in my child's life. I sighed, I knew that wouldn't ever happen.
"Oh Jade, how are you?"Tara asked, walking up to me. Beck's dad, Jerry, started talking to Beck.
"Good." I said.
"Ohh! He's so cute!"Tara said, looking a the baby in my lap. I smiled and nodded.
"I know." I said, gazing down at my baby. I still couldn't believe that I was a parent. The thought kind of scared me. I was just a teenager, still in high school. And I had a child. I bit my lip, I couldn't think of that right now.
"So?" Tara asked. I looked up at her.
"Huh?" I asked. She chuckled.
"I asked what his name is." She said. I must have zoned out.
"Oh, Levi."
"Levi, that's such a beautiful name." She said.
"Yep, Levi Alexander West-Oliver." I said, telling her his whole name. She smiled and sighed.
"I would have rather had you and Beck married before you had a child, but it's ok." She said. I suddenly felt guilty. I bet she never thought her son would have his own son, while in high school.
"So what's the baby's name." Jerry asked. He and Beck walked up to us.
"Levi Alexander West-Oliver." Beck said, smiling proudly. Jerry just nodded. I think he was more upset about this than Tara was.
"Look I know you guys already had sex and had a child so you'd probably think 'Oh let's have a child, we already have one', but please don't. At least not until you're married." Jerry said. I wanted to roll my eyes.
"I don't think we plan on having another child in high school. And if we did, it wouldn't be your decision." I snapped at him.
"Look, you already fucked up my son enough. Seducing him, screwing him senseless, and then having a child. I don't think that's the life a teen wants to have." He snapped back. I glared at him. An awkward silence filled the room.
"Well, I think it's time for us to go. It was nice seeing you again Jade." Tara said, smiling. She kissed Beck's cheek. Then she grabbed Jerry's hand and led him out the room. The door shut and I rolled my eyes.
"Jade I'm really sorry about my dad." Beck said, sitting on the bed with me. I held back tears.
"Jade." Beck said.
"He's right Beck." I chocked out.
"No Jade, no. He's wrong. I love you ok." Beck said, but I didn't listen.
"Beck he's right. A teen shouldn't be like this, having a child." I said, tears starting to roll down my face.
"Baby, I was the one that wanted to have sex. I was the one that did the seducing, even on our first time." Beck said.
"I know but I-I just...feel like it's my entire fault." I cried. Some tears dripped down on Levi's face. Beck stood up, hugging me. I cried into his shoulder.
"Jade no matter what anyone thinks or says, I will always love you. We are both to blame. This is just as my fault as it is yours. And you know what, I'm glad. I'm glad we had sex without a condom and you got pregnant. I'm glad that there's a life, a life that we created, together. Jade we will always be together." He said, finishing his short speech. I smiled.
"You really think that?" I asked.
"Jade I know that." He said, smiling. I smiled back, and he kissed my lips. We pulled apart and looked into each other's eyes. He pulled me in for another kiss. After a few seconds I had to pull back.
"What's wrong?" He asked, looking at my facial expression.
"Nothing it's just... well, you're turning me on and I know that I can't have sex for a while." I said, sheepishly. He chuckled.
"Trust me Jade, I want it just as bad as you do, maybe even more." He chuckled. I sighed leaning back.
Beck's Pov:
I watched Jade lean back. I mentally groaned. Oh how I wanted her. I just wanted to pull her into the RV and have my dirty way with her. ButmI knew that with a baby, it's going to be a lot harder.
Jade fell asleep after a few minutes. I got up and pulled Levi from her arms. Thankfully, she stayed asleep. She needed sleep, a lot of it. I couldn't believe how tough she was. Giving birth at 16. I walked back over to the chair, Levi in my arms. I looked down at him, and he smiled up at me. I sighed happily. He was just so perfect. His dark brown hair, just like mine. His ghostly pale skin, like his mother's. And his beautiful green eyes, a mix between my brown ones and Jade's blue one's.
He giggled at me, moving his hands to my face. He moved his tiny hand along my mouth. I chuckled.
"What are you doing baby boy?" I asked him. He giggled, pulling his hand back. Suddenly tears filled my eyes. But not sad tears, tears of joy. I couldn't believe this. Jade and I had been dating since I was 13, Jade being a year younger than me. We've had sex since I was 15. And now, we have a beautiful baby. I love Jade so much. I don't know what I'd do without her.
I looked over at her. Her eyes fluttered open. I smiled lightly.
"How was your cat nap?" I asked. She sat up and stretched.
"Ok, I guess." She said, sighing. I got up and handed Levi to her. She started rocking him.
A few minutes later, Levi started crying.
"Uh.." Jade said. I started to panic. Levi hadn't really cried since he was born.
"Jade I-I don't know what to do." I said.
"Neither do I!" She shouted, making Levi cry more. She pressed the red button the signaled a nurse to come into this room.
A nurse walked into the room.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"My baby won't stop crying, I don't know what to do." Jade said.
"Well, has he eaten?" The nurse asked.
"No." Jade said, simply.
"Well maybe he's just hungry." The nurse said. Levi had calmed down a bit.
"How do I feed him?" Jade asked.
"Well do you want to breast feed?" The nurse asked. My eyes perked up at that. Hey don't blame me; I'm still a teen boy with hormones and a hot girlfriend.
"Uh sure." Jade said, sighing.
"Do you know how?" The nurse asked. Jade shook her head. The nurse walked over to Jade and Levi. I sat back down, and watched them.
Jade's Pov:
"And now he's eating." The nurse said. I felt kind of uncomfortable with her in the room. She left and I sighed. I looked down at Levi, sucking on my nipple. I looked back up and caught Beck staring.
"See something you like." I teased. He smirked and nodded.
"Oh yes." He said. I rolled my eyes, playfully. A smile played on my lips. Oh I love Beck.
Beck's Pov:
After Jade was done feeding Levi, I took a deep breath. I got up and walked over to her. I sat down as she scooted over to make room for me on the bed.
"So uh. I have to ask you something Jade." I said.
"Ok." She said simply.
"Do you, you know...want to live with me?" I asked.
"What?" She asked, confusion placed on her face. Did she not want to?
"Uh well. I just think that it's best since-"
"No Beck, that's not what I meant." Jade said. Now I was confused.
"Then what are you taking about?" I asked her.
"I was just confused because I thought that I kind of already lived with you." She said, and then chuckled.
"Oh, well I guess you do. I just wanted to make it official." I said, slightly embarrassed. She started laughing.
"Yes Beck, I'll live with you." She said, smiling. I smiled back. I leaned in and kissed her lips. She sighed, smiled, and tilted her head a bit.
"I love you Beck." She told me. I smiled, looking down at my lap as a blush crept onto my face. I looked back up at her.
"I love you too Jade."
Ok, that was the chapter! I hope you liked it! Please review!
~Bade4Always
