Chapter two
Reminder that this is NOT jori. This is an elitoria (liz and Vic) not the characters they play.
Disclaimer: I clearly don't own Victoria justice or Elizabeth Gillies. But if I did it would be so fun.
On with the story!
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"So...liz, You gonna tell me why you was crying?" Dani asks me.
"Why does it have to be hard dani? Why can't I just be happy for once? Why can't I at least get what I want? Why doesn't she love me the way I love her?" I couldn't help it, I just broke down on the spot, right in front of Daniella. I felt a hand rest on my back and dani hugging me. I needed the comfort but I only wished it was from Victoria. She's the only thing I want right now and forever.
"Liz...err is it Ariana?" I almost laughed at that, not because I don't like Ariana, trust me I love her but more as in a sisterly love. I would never think of her like that, there's only one girl I want.
"N-no she's like my sister, that's just wrong...and illegal" I smile a little, trying to get myself under control and change the mood a little. There's only so much sadness I can take, ugh I'm such a mess right now, the worst thing is I got my cast mates in my living room.
"Then who? Look liz you can trust me. I won't tell nobody. I promise" she tapped my back to reassure me she was being sincere and honest. I At least have to tell someone and I think dani would be a good start, c'mon you're Elizabeth Gillies. You can do it. I repeated that in my head until I gathered enough courage to tell her.
"It's Victoria" wow I feel weight being lifted off my shoulders. That was easy.
Dani smiles and finally answers me "ah so that explains the stolen glances on set..and off, for that matter" I laugh at this, trust dani to react this way. I'm really glad I chose dani to tell first she's so easy to talk to and honestly that is a good trait.
"Were they really that obvious?" I really hope they wasn't because If Dani noticed it there's a good chance that the others noticed it too. I remember dan calling me up on it, I always knew that Dan knew I had a crush on Victoria, and yet he still did 'tori and jades play date' that man is a legend.
"To be honest liz, I think a lot of people have. I mean when you're jade and tori your always looking at her and her girls" I almost choked.
"One time"
"Oh give me a break Liz you can't take your eyes off" dani replied playfully.
My life is officially over. I never thought it was that obvious, what if Victoria notices but she finds it too awkward to call me up on?.
"Ughh my life is hard" I know I'm self pitying myself but c'mon I'm stuck in love.
"look liz, maybe you should tell her. I mean I don't know what type she's into but Victoria said herself that love has no rules" I smile at that. I couldn't possible have a chance though, I'd much rather deal with my love life and keep her as a friend than confess my love and loss her forever.
"I can't tell her, she'll never speak to me again" I put my thoughts into my words without it coming out like a sob story.
"Come on liz, you know Victoria would never ignore you just because you have a few feelings fo-" I cut her off "a lot of feelings dani, I'm in love with her" I had to correct her understatement. What? It was bugging me.
"Fine. She won't put you in the dark that easy, hell she might even be flattered" sometimes I cannot take dani seriously but that's one thing I like, I'm not really that serious most of the time. I look down and notice the spaghetti down dani's shirt. Shit I didn't think I spilt any. This day better go quick.
"Oh my god. I'm sorry about your shirt dani, you can change into one of mine, in my bedroom. Second door on the left" I really needed to change the subject. This is getting a little depressing.
"It's ok and yeah I'll go change. Thank you" thank god this is over. For now. Dani's about to walk out of the room when turns around and says "oh and liz?, think about what I said. It might be easier"
I'm now having a inner battle with myself on what I should do. 'Just tell the girl how you feel, you'll feel better' 'but what if she never speaks to me' 'like she'll do that, she's too nice to do that' 'arghhh I don't know'.
I go into my living room and find everyone still laughing and joking and I smile at this. Maybe I can forget her for one day At least.
"Hey liz, this spaghetti is amazing. God" haha I knew Leon was gonna enjoy the spaghetti, when isn't he eating it?. Speaking of Leon I need to ask about the duet I'm supposed to be doing. See I've been spending my time writing songs and yes some of them are about my feelings, I need to let them out somehow. Leon was actually really impressed and I was glad to have his approval, considering he's such a good music writer. Leon suggested I do a collaboration for some of my songs and I'm gonna lie that's a pretty good idea.
"Haha thanks Leon, you should call me when you prepare that collab" I was trying to give hints that I was ready and eager to do it without sounding rude. Hey jade might be rude but I am definitely not. Most of the time anyway.
"Yeah sure girl, I'm just trying to find someone with a voice that will go well with yours" I actually thought that Leon meant a collab with him not someone else. Well this changes everything, I'm quite a nervous and awkward person when it comes to being social with people I don't really know.
"Yeah sure, that seems cool" I am kinda excited to who Leon will find to collab with me.
"Hey, Why couldn't Ari make it today?" Ask's Matt. I swear Matt has a thing for Ariana, he's always talking about her.
"Yeah where is she?" They all ask at the same time.
"I think it was something to do with her music schedule" I remember her telling me about a new album or something, I was a little bit distracted because I was watching 'the first time' and let me just say, Victoria looks amazing in that movie.
"Aw that's a shame, it's not gonna be that same without Ariana" Matt and Leon say.
"Yeah, she'll have some great memories to share" Avan said.
So let me get this straight, they're not even going to ask about Victoria?. Avan's her best friend why isn't he asking? She deserves to be mentioned at this feast, god damn it!.
"Why couldn't Victoria make it?" Dani asks whilst coming down the stairs.
"Yeah I haven't heard from her in ages" Leon and Matt says.
"Well I was with her a couple of nights ago" Avan says. I shouldn't be jealous, he's her best friend, but he gets to see her near enough every week.
"She's f-filming her show eye candy" I remember her texting me saying that she was so gutted that she couldn't make it, she even argued with the producer. The text made my heart swell though because she put 8 kisses, some people might think she was being friendly but why 8?.
"I know let's put her on video chat" Leon suggested. Yes! Leon you are a legend.
"Yeah I'll text her and see if she can"
Trust dani to get involved even after my confession.
2 minutes later dani got a reply saying that, that was fine with Victoria. My heart is beating faster than ever whilst Matt sets the chat up. Dani looks over at me and gives me a warm smile and a small nod, I haven't seen Victoria in ages and I really miss the sound of that sweet voice.
"Heeeey guys!" My head turns around so quick I'm surprised I didn't give myself a head rush. Victoria is sat there looking into the camera whilst my mouth hangs open. She looks better than ever, she's wearing a baggy grey shirt and dark blue jean shorts with bright red lipstick applied to those lovely lips of hers. I couldn't stop staring.
"Liz, you ok there?" Victoria says and ends it with a small giggle. I'm so done.